feat @blackfridvy
prod. (genuinely don't know if u produced this dm me pls)

Where It Goes ft. fridvy

lyric video <3

out of luck ft. möllyroxk (prod. nativ x northeast_lights)

rip tomekk <\3 


https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
https://soundcloud.com/emorave
https://soundcloud.com/45avast
https://soundcloud.com/callme004

breather + emorave wstdyth (tomekk avast) rip tomekk

ig - lilashleyxo

lyrics

i think i lost my life
i like to fantasize 
wishing tht you were mine
thinking of suicide
i love the way that you look in my eyes
thinking of you it just hurts me inside
i feel the pain
i runaway
baby im just tryna send you a sign

i feel pain
it wont go away
it stays inside
this holiday
I wanna be 
more than a junkie
i popped a xan and i made money

you dont have to care about me
im such a wreck, im just a memory
i took a pill, i took too many
I wouldnt blame you if you left me

im sick
of this
i know i need to quit
I do it all just for you
f-f-f for you
you know i still adore you

emotions play with my head
their the reason im always upset
i need some rest
I tried my best
and despite the fights you were my best

i think i lost my life
i like to fantasize 
wishing tht you were mine
thinking of suicide
i love the way that you look in my eyes
thinking of you it just hurts me inside
i feel the pain
i runaway
baby im just tryna send you a sign

i feel pain
it wont go away
it stays inside
this holiday
I wanna be 
more than a junkie
i popped a xan and i made money

my best [prod. sor]

★..i wont remember you..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/tartarus-w-bedhead-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:

please sign ur name there
its a contract
dont worry
all it says it that you'll take full responsibility for ur actions

y'know the usual stuff

hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

bridge:
i wont remember you
i wont remember you

verse: (bedhead)
i cannot remember what i said 
that made you so mad
every thought that’s in my head 
is always so bad

i thought you would know this 
baby you should know that
i been losing focus 
gotta keep me on track

off track switching lanes 
i’m a maniac
where’s the person that told me that 
they were gonna save me at

had to jump up off the building 
now i’m laying flat
make sure all your friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

make sure make sure 
play p p playing that
make sure all yr friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

savior complex real talk 
you can’t fake that
i done got my heart frozen 
you can’t break that

repeat hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

ending:
no one can escape time
it all delivers us to the same end
you plug ur ears
and cover your eyes

★streaming★

★tartarus★ w/ bedhead (prod. benji the machine)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by yung skrrt and sphere merchants
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/23/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
i just wanna get so hi i forget my own name
and this happens all the time so i treat it like a game
something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain
knife fighting w/ anxiety i brought a gun today
brought a yung buck body never more ready 2 play
i’m a pop punk shawty even born down by the bay
mother says imma make it and i trust what mother say
running man i can’t fake it any longer in this place
something is about 2 give but this time it will not be me
i don’t wanna have 2 live inside of this hypocrisy
i kno who i am and what it is is what it used 2 b
u just hold me back u hold me down u couldn’t grow w/ me
everybody wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody want shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me becuz it’s me
everybody always wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody doing shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me but u don’t kno me
u could never rly kno me sorry but it’s tru
im not sorry cuz it’s u everything we said we’d do
imma get it on my own raise myself up out the roof
had me climbing out yr chimney i was covered in the soot
had me covered in the smoke wearing stupid man suits
all my homies lmk girl this doesn’t suit u
and i said that i would go but it was hard 2 choose 2
it’s so hard to b alone but it’s easier to do

ALL PLATFORMS

what's my name again? (+ yung skrrt x sphere merchants)

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

spotify

for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

rit (@rit_hk)
toxin brewer (@toxin_brewer)

<3 synthetic 4evr

rit x toxin brewer - just stay (alex catton)

this song is about going to neiman marcus with 5k and packapunching my swag
~lyrics~
pour a 3 up in my double she like wtf...
i got drugs on me bb ima fuck it up
stackin dream cast money ima run it up
i got 5k im tryna packapunch
ayeeee i got 5k im tryna packapunch

walk in neiman marcus i buy alot of stuff
come fuck wimmie see how i fuck it up
i got 5 rackz bitch im tryna pack a punch
i go double dutch
i go money waaaaay
i dont gotta leave my state to get paid
im catchin hella planes
im getting hella brain
i just stay in my lane iont need a name

pour a 3 up in my double she like wtf...
i got drugs on me bb ima fuck it up
stackin dream cast money ima run it up
i got 5k im tryna packapunch
ayeeee i got 5k im tryna packapunch
walk in neiman marcus i buy alot of stuff
come fuck wimmie see how i fuck it up
i got 5 rackz bitch im tryna pack a punch

packapunch

synthetickids x moderndaymusic
lyrics
perc
me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

absolute out the bottle
cop the swag w no problem
synthetic kids till im dead uhhh
i say that shit w my chest!
i kno synthetic up next!
shits 2 easy no test
why ur girl in my bed?
she say i'm the best!

i kno u lie 2 me all the time
say u gon leave but i kno ur mine
sent 20 text and u don't reply
im going crazy i love it!

it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

freddie
Is it weird in the club if we dance slow?
Can't lie you'd probably think so
I don't wanna be here, I wanna be home
With you in my bed and the weed smoke 
It don't matter. You're happy in here tho 🙂
And I'll play along cuz I don't know
I don't know how to move to u
Try shoot my shot like a free throw
Darling back it up on me
Turn u round, lift ur chin, then our eyes gon meet
I won't buy u a drink I'm cheap
If u wanna spend the night at mine it's free
Only go clubbing when I am with you
I'm holding ur hair when ur sick off the booze
Say I don't mind when u spew on my shoes
Please don't feel bad but these shoes cost a few

perc
it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

ilove u

dance dance

dance dance +freddieskinz [silver]

official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

would it all go back? (+ rotel x ven) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Deuteronomy 20:4


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my best [prod. sor]

lil ashley ❀

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