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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Produced by @pozabu

+ @okniino + @n1_kai + @ullbefine

MIX/MASTER by @n1_kai

Lyrics:

iluvtora + april:
zakaj se smeješ, če sploh ni smešno
ker za tebe, čisto vse je resno
ampk to je dobesedno in zavedno
še vedno čakam, da bo čisto vse iskreno
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
ampk to je dobesedno in zavedno
še vedno čakam, da bo čisto vse iskreno
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
OH OH OH, OH OH OH

okniino:
zavedno, pizda res zavedno
uhh zavedno, vzel sem nekaj spet oh
zdej sem nekaj vzel oh,
ni mi več bedno, ta bag zapleno
u izi sem ga vzel huh

kai virtual:
zaj pa ga tweakam
tak ko picasso lajno gor na fon naslikam
počutim se kot neo v matrici se izmikam
u moji glavi sao prazna je matrica
delam se koda niam ker nea me zanima

okniino:
u moji glavi, skos me pegla skos me lika
učasih me ni poznala, zdej se hoče z mano slikat
in če nisi v klubu, ne nemoreš z nami kickat
če nisi v krogu, ne nerabim ti odpisat

kai virtual:
ne če nisi v krogu se zate neja morm sekirat
popnem eno mojco zaj od sten me odbija
jebeno da delam sam stvari ki me ubija
v moji glavi si ostala k melodija

iluvtora:
kolko rabis, js ti zrihtam
brez tebe js komaj diham
komaj diham, komaj diham
OH OH OH OH
(OH OH OH OH)
(OH OH OH OH)
(OH OH OH OH)
(OH OH OH OH)

iluvtora + april:
zakaj se smeješ, če sploh ni smešno
ker za tebe, čisto vse je resno
ampk to je dobesedno in zavedno
še vedno čakam, da bo čisto vse iskreno
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
ampk to je dobesedno in zavedno
še vedno čakam, da bo čisto vse iskreno
OH OH OH, OH OH OH
OH OH OH, OH OH OH

Official Lyrics

OH OH ft. okniino + kai virtual + april (prod. nomark)

prod. me 

I said i'd never leave your arms
but you just stripped them from me
hold your portrait around my neck
so that you're still beside me

I'll see you one day you know that I'd wait
you said that you'd stay you said that you'd - 

do you recall all of the shared whispers
words said that only we heard

won't let you fade
I will still keep holding onto -
I will still keep searching for you
when I call will I hear you call back
when I talk will you know who I am
do you still remember your own face
cause how long has it been since that day

I'll wait
for my name
when you call it back

"hold my locket in your palms don't let it close"
"take a piece of me you'll need it when I go"
tie a knot around my neck your breath was cold
I'll still keep you close by please just hold my 
hand
I want it back I need your hold
why did you go
"I think I love you"
I still love you
hold my hand close to the locket as I hope

take a step closer to death
maybe I'll see you again
letting go of all my breath
And I will be with you
cause I love you
cause I need you

I can't feel
but it hurts
is this real now

but It won't hurt anymore

And you said you'd be the death of me
but you weren't here to see me go
And I hope you'd still remember me
Cause I'll need you once we are home

I let that locket drown
as I dove deeper
reaching out for your hand but I couldn't hold on
I'll keep searching through the dark
I still hear your heart
beats pulse until it hurts
I'll do it all for you

please just smile 
just smile again I can't bare-

closed eyes won't open
won't open so I cried for you - you - you
I'll get you back I rely on you

feel it slip my fingers start to shake
as I watch myself fade

feel you here but you're nowhere to be seen 
I can hear your voice I can hear your screams
what did I do lost it all just to find you
need you find you cause I still need you
i've lost you (you've lost me)

reliant

s/o @erdo & s/o @heartcore333
never give up!
mix n cover by me , more songs coming very soon

Meann Team... Prod Erdo °★°

no more promises ft. h3artch3rades

[LYRICS]
i don’t i don’t really like to open up no 
and
i don’t i don’t wanna get out of my head no
okay how do i look? 
i hope im looking good 
and like what’s the move?
and who the fuck is this dude
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry  like every night

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

they call me a burnout
like what does that mean?
i’m so happy that you’re here now 
she said come follow me 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight 

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

i hope that you don’t mind 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape

FLUOXETINE09 [nma1nc]

This beat is not for sale and neither copyright-free!
This beat uses a sample from "This Is The Place" by Kansas City Express
Link to the sampled song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/4Q3erlebmjZX1rAAHvXjzK?si=4929e02ff7d443a0

Send me an email for any inquiries: 
con.tact-zico@web.de
Enjoy the music!

REEZY x JOJE x CANEY030 HOODTRAP TYPE BEAT

SMOKING - MELODIC DRILL INSTRUMENTAL BEAT

SMOKING - MELODIC DRILL INSTRUMENTAL BEAT (2)

everyday ft. saturn (prod. wockboy)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

:(( [+arclightxo]

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

AMV - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=quSVbT4BwfE


prod. kaii
mixed and mastered by me

this shit hurts bad, please don't go
you say you need some space to grow
so tell me why you're so afraid on your own
when the darkness takes you it won't let go

I never was enough
you never gave a fuck
you had to turn me into something you could never love
and now I'm breaking down to pieces, you wont pick me up
I swear to god you only took me in to cut me up
I never was enough
you never gave a fuck
you had to turn me into something you could never love
and now I'm breaking down to pieces, you wont pick me up
I swear to god you only took me in to cut me up

now I'm on your mind
you're out of time
shit don't go my way
wait I'm 20 already? need a replay
in my mind
don't behave
feeling 15
i'll never leave the teen age

can't get enough of your sweet taste
can't turn me off, ill replay
I'm broken, can't be changed
baby I'm the one that you've betrayed
can't get enough of your sweet taste
can't turn me off, ill replay
I'm broken, can't be changed
baby I'm the one that you've betrayed


fall down, fall down, fall down 
fall down, fall down, fall down 


I never was enough
you never gave a fuck
you had to turn me into something you could never love
and now I'm breaking down to pieces, you wont pick me up
I swear to god you only took me in to cut me up
I never was enough
you never gave a fuck
you had to turn me into something you could never love
and now I'm breaking down to pieces, you wont pick me up
I swear to god you only took me in to cut me up

now I'm on you're mind
you're out of time
feeling 15 never leave the teen age
feeling 15 never leave the teenage
now I'm on your mind 
you're out of time


fall down, fall down, fall down
fall down, fall down, fall down

Hold My Spot feat. Kevin Kazi
Produced by Fish
Mixed by Tophillfreddo

this project is a compilation of demos me & fish worked on around late 2020/early 2021. Songs I always loved but never knew if people would understand the versatility & complexity of. I’ve realized while creating music there’s something for everyone. Hope y’all enjoy

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