ego not my downfall (splashgvng)

oh well

oh well(feat. Shiki XO)

I turned 19 today :,) here's a new track 💕
hope ya'll enjoy it <333

can't go back 2 sad :/ (prod. dercept x perish)

produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

produced by caves.

metallic taste in my mouth
bloodshot eyes and im out
i dont know my route
i dont know my route
i dont know my route..
live, endeavor
☆
old news that i already know
pissed off and i cant get old
what do i have to say?
(could i ever?)
(could i ever?)
(one missed call)
(two missed calls)
☆
and who am i right now..?
MY BODYS TELLING ME 
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
RIGHT NOW
"I NEED TO GET OUT, NEED TO GET AWAY"
to find contrast
in my life
or all this will be nothing
(nothing)
yeah, it'll be nothing.
☆
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
FOR ALL MY LIFE
I SCRAPE ANY HOPE
OFF MY BEDROOM FLOOR
and if i cannot find it,
I'LL LEAVE ANYWAY
☆
a hurricanes coming thru and
it kinda reminds me of you
kinda reminds me of you..
have you ever, have you ever,
been alone like that?
and all this time i finally need to matter

live, endeavor.

feat. @lilskeleskrrt
lyrics:
Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Time to move along 
I broke my heart so here’s another song 
Numb the pain, I’m gonna need all of the drugs 
Escaping the memories that I’ve held on for too long 

You say I’m better off dead
you live with regret 
you always made it about the sex 
and laying in bed 

Baby yeah I’m feelin upset 
Got pain to forget 

You always said that I’m the best 
Got you out of breath 

But then, you left

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Delete me Tell me you don’t need me  Screaming, tell me you ain’t anything 
I wanna feel it all 
Drown it all in alcohol 
You’re not upset at all 
Yeah, I hope you fall 
We can put it out 
Baby don’t watch me then 
I’mma hold it down 
Waiting my whole damn life 
Now you’re reading I’m a mess is something I said 
We were laying in bed 
Now you’re wanting me dead 

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

So just delete me

Delete me

delete me (feat. Skele)

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

spotify

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

trust the process
you'll be fine there
trust the process
ill be right here
YOU GOTTA LIVE A LITTLE BIT!
trust the process
your hearts right there
trust the process
i know you're scared
relatable kind of pain
let the day wash away
i know you'd like to say it stays the same
but every single day you learn to change   
and ill be the first to say 
"its been a little different without you here"
and ill be the last one 
to say that "I'm okay with how we turned out"
cause I'm not
were burned out in a knot
6 days in a cycle
and i think love is vital
i guess lifes a movie but I'm clearly not the main part
fly, fly by, time really flies by
die whenever
just the weather
say its alright 
but its always whatever

trust the process

follow jolst

trust the process (jolst x splashgvng)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
-
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
-
Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

Listen on Spotify!

Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

beat by: @blade_901
featuring: @daystowaste

twentythirteen w/ daystowaste (blade901)

the.lil.booj@gmail.com 


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ego not my downfall (splashgvng)

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