I guess I’m learning to walk again
make my escape when I think I can 
and just wanna feel the sunlight 
Maybe that’ll make me feel right

So I stay awake 
until the sun light peaks through 
typical white 
blinds
typical white 
Lies
stay awake 
until the sun light peaks through 
typical white 
blinds
typical white 

Got my digital signature accept my fate 
And it’s starting to feel like it might be too late 
when I’m walkin round the house it’s different faces 
Feels like they’re changin on a weekly basis now

October at night with the ac on, got my 
double k cup keep my eyelids drawn, stayin up 
All night workin on these songs
keep goin on till my ears fall off

When you’re given coin toss odds it’s hard to choose 
Make your life a little better or even worse so please excuse 
When I avoid the problem in a way I thought was worth it 
But of course it’s gotten worse regardless now I’m feeling worthless 
To the point where I don’t know how to go anymore  
inner problems are growing they’re growing faster than before 
If I knew what I was doing I wouldn’t be right here 
idk where id be right now maybe better off somewhere else

I guess I’m learning to walk again
make my escape when I think I can 
and just wanna feel the sunlight 
Maybe that’ll make me feel right

So I stay awake 
until the sun light peaks through 
typical white 
blinds
typical white 
Lies
stay awake 
until the sun light peaks through 
typical white 
blinds
typical white 

Got my digital signature accept my fate 
And it’s starting to feel like it might be too late 
when I’m walkin round the house it’s different faces 
Feels like they changin on a weekly basis now

typical white blinds/lies (remghost x sorrow bringer)

Euphoric

The Dream

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So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(halfhearted)
I’ve been walking down a long road 
Thought you were my back bone 
Always found my way back home but I 
I Hope it never hurts 
I know that I’m the worst 
karma working and it put me in the dirt 
I can still see the wine stain on my shirt 
Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work 
If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(brecken)
And if you really want me to leave you 
I’ll give you one last dance 
I’ll give you one more chance that you see me 
Without any blood on my hands 
I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me 
Just until I wake up to scram
You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is 
Yeah it is

guarantees ft. brecken + halfhearted (kingtheta)

Bygones : by Vails & Elko (prod. jolst & Jonny)
Master: Vails 
 ELKO - https://on.soundcloud.com/ZwkUWZKof2YxxJR49

Hope you enjoy 🩶🩶

(vails)
You’ve been so subtle
And I’ve been worn like rust 
Decaying so slowly, with the thought of my lust
In the back of my head 
Like over again and again f
This pain residing really rotting my chest 
My heart is aching 
For your love 

Tell me why it’s not appropriate for me to pull through 
It’s taken moments like this to create a moment for you?
Ohhhhh
I’m so defeated, never ever felt completed 
Was it way too much to ask?
All I wanted was a hand when I was bad
No more promises from me
This ain’t a chore this is a task…

(Elko)
so don’t you ever say that you were there when i was down
cuz if that shit was true then you would’ve been here right now
live your life
baby i know now i’m not allowed
to get involved 
with your feelings when you’re walking out

i don’t wanna be fake ah
i don’t wanna be pretending i’m okay ah
since you left baby no things don’t feel the same ah
i cant take you back because of all the pain 
you gave
why not stay
when you’re in the way
i’m jus sayin
could be us but you playin
i’m mistaken
thinking you’re the one
got me feeling so wasted
🩶

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Bygones w/ Elko  (prod. Jolst)

take it as a sign (deadspyro)

Prod. Kingtheta 
(Vails)
It’s almost 8 o’clock and you’re not coming through the door 
I popped the kettle on for us, like we always did each night before 
The fire’s roaring on the stove and I’m
Patiently waiting for you to
Come back and tell me all about your day.
Ohh

But as the sun goes down, the moon comes up
I’m getting the sense that you don’t give a fuck.
I never gave you all perfection that you’d always seem to crave 
I never had a lot, but for what it’s worth I tried, to make your day.

Never was good at reading signs
Cus every single ones a lie.
Or maybe I’m just In denile,
That this was coming for a while,
Getting cosy, late at night was always such the best delight, that I waited on
It made each day seem worth it .
Trust me it was worth jt.

But as the sun goes down, the moon comes up
I’m getting the sense that you don’t give a fuck.
I never gave you all perfection that you’d always seem to crave 
never had a lot, but for what it’s worth I tried, to make your day.

(lil booj)
And as I catch a glimpse of sunrise
I’m forced to open my eyes 
the kettles gone cold and the fires lost its hold 
on what we were before it might not 
seem fair at the moment but I’ll get over these emotions 
And I don’t wanna have to change
 if it gets worse I’ll rearrange and 
all these pieces fit together
and you knew better yeah you knew better than to throw it all away 
I’m sat here waiting is that my fate

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Eight o’clock w/ Lil Booj (Prod. King Theta)

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

lyrics ⬇️

its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

i like the way you kiss me

i like the way you kiss me (southstar remix)

Are You Going to See the Rose in the Vase, or the Dust on the Table

Are You Going To See The Rose In The Vase, Or The Dust On The Table?

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typical white blinds/lies (remghost x sorrow bringer)

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