Something New

Lyrics:
Closing my eyes
Sayin, “I’m gonna did”
Wondering if you’ll ever reply lines

To my recollections
You moved to a new section
I gotta admit, I miss your affection 

I wonder if I’ll ever find whatever we had
In due time I’ll figure out why it was bad
Till then, imma just lay back
and pretend that I’m dead

I know I talk a lot of nonsense
But you know I make a lot of sense
It’s upsetting when all you think all I want to do 
Is just do drugs and have sex

I’m no god but I sure as hell 
make sure your on top
Ringing all the bells and callin the shots
And trust when I say 
there’s a lot

Now don’t get the wrong idea
I love you a lot
But I can’t think straight
When my heads in the clouds
Figuring out 
if heading on down
Is really worth it now

Contemplating our fate
Thinking how the universe 
Crossed our paths 
and now we call each other mates
But now it feels like 
All we got for each other is a lot of hate

I don’t want to live a life like this
I cant handle living a life like this
I don’t want to live a life like this

They say there’s a lot of fish in the sea
But all I really want is you
I dream at night
Thinking how I’m gonna take flight
While a passenger and I fight

I’m not gonna lie
It’s getting kinda old
As it unfolds 
I feel all we do is loose time
While our minds wonder off
Finding a journey in which we’re better off 

Going back forth
Bickering over which course to take
Is it mellow today?
Or are we gonna make the noose loose
And make our mental abuse for the day

Day after day, I sit and count 
How many stupid fucking arguments we had
Are they normal and healthy
Nah, they’re getting kinda nasty

Please listen closely 
This is me telling you how I feel
Telling you everything 
Just like you asked
Please, you gotta chill
Fight for what you love is how it goes
But it seems we love to fight

There’s ups and there downs, I know 
But you’re constantly playing the foe
I don’t understand why you feel
It has to go like this
All it does is piss us off

Is it really worth the cost Of separation
Or are we going to show our dedication 
To each other, work it out 
Instead of looking opposite directions 
And walking out 

I don’t understand why love is so complex 
But I swear I’m making my attempt
To prevent the lose of another one
It’s just

Lil Christ