A true story of when my husband left for Desert Storm December 1990. I was 5 months pregnant with my daughter, Heather. 

A Soldier's Goodbye (Remastered).mp3

dr1ft1ng away

falling in love with you.

oh don't let go
oh don't let go
oh don't let go of me

oh don't let go
oh don't let go
oh don't let go of us

you make me sad, yes you did
cut myself now, watch me bleed
drowning my pain, xanny baby never let me down (unlike you)

so baby let me go away
memories we had they will stay
smiling to my friends but i am not okay

so i'm crying
i'm dying
i'm thinking about how we fell apart x2

(sandzshaytaan)
i ain't tryna lose you so don't let go
i ain't tryna fall asleep sativa on my hands tho
i seem kinda quiet i ain't talking cuz i say so
my depression lessens when i'm poppin all these benzos

message in the bottle so read my thoughts so u can feel me
i stay by myself so if u want to u can kill me
i swim in the deep end i'm just tryna let it feel me
when i'm feeling pain i'm blowing smoke so it can kill me

i just be like fuck the conversation, i be faded and i stay inside
i ain't got no place up in your business so i pay no mind
shawty call me often nah don't answer bitch don't waste my time
i don't even worry bout you lyin when i'm fucking high

don't let go w/ sandz (prod. suisei)

shawty please gimme love
shawty please gimme love
don't you dare leave me, no
i don't wanna be alone x2

don't leave me all alone cuz im gonna go nuts
spend it on the drugs, yea i make it right back
bumpin post malone, girl i'm dying tonight
xanny in my system, my vision all black x2

(kodah xavier)

give me love w/ kodah xavier (prod. KM Mogul)

night rider (prod. josh warren)

weather (prod. YAGO)

you ruined my system

you ruined my system (prod. valious)

yolo

fakiefunk x yungcalv x boodles - yolo (prod. Mino66)

happy national cuddle day.

*lyrics
i can’t find myself
i can’t hide
demons call for me all the time

i can see you there
you can’t hide
i just wanna be with you all the time

i tried, i tried, i tried to make you mine
i fell in love with you is that alright
but you lie, you lied to me
i've dried my eyes, i know you don't want me

i’m alone again
are you tired of me yet
i need a friend
to help me get you out of my head

phase (prod. wetgropes)

First Ever Mixtape From Us, We Love U Guys <3

Suisei, Suckliens - Heartbreak Anthem (Prod. Glenisgone)

hopeless romantic.

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