Ironic

Mom captures Baby Lucy Lee's very first smile while hearing her name sung in "her "song".

Lucy’s First Smile 3

[Verse]
Wide roads stretch like a lazy yawn
Sunlight dripping soft on a moon kissed dawn
No thorns no stickers just open space
You glide like a breeze gently keeping the pace

[Chorus]
But the path ain't free
Your will is your key
Every step costs blood or air
But they all lead somewhere

[Verse 2]
Jagged rocks tear at the soles
Shadows eat the light whole
Hands raw knees bruised teeth grit tight
Every inch a battle every breath a fight

[Chorus]
But the path ain't free
Your will is your key
Every step costs blood or air
But they all lead somewhere

[Bridge]
Some days smooth like silk
Others break like glass
Sometimes you fly
Sometimes you crawl
But forward’s forward
You can’t outrun it all

[Chorus]
No the path ain't free
Your will is your key
Every step costs blood or air
But they all lead somewhere

Somewhere

“Calling Out to You” is an intimate acoustic worship song that captures the raw, vulnerable cry of a heart reaching for God in the quiet places of surrender. Built around delicate fingerstyle guitar and breathy, emotional vocals, the song moves from emptiness to encounter — from the ache of striving to the peace of grace. Each verse unfolds like a prayer whispered into stillness, rising into a chorus that feels both desperate and deeply hopeful. It’s the sound of being found again by love that never leaves.

Lyrics

Verse 1
I’ve walked some roads that left me dry
Felt the ache when hope had died
Tried to fill my heart with highs
My way, my world — just empty lies

Now I’m here with open hands
No more running, no more plans
All I want is something true
A glimpse of love — a touch of You

Chorus 1
I’m calling out to You
With everything I am
I’m reaching through the silence
To touch Your healing hand
I’m calling out to You
My heart’s been torn in two
But if there’s breath inside my lungs
I’ll spend it calling out to You

Verse 2
You found me in my terror nights
Where shadows danced in moonlit light
You run full speed into my fear
Settling my soul like a grazing deer

I’ve tried to fix what I couldn’t mend
You meet me where the pieces end
And in that quiet, I can see
You never once gave up on me

Chorus 2
I’m calling out to You
With everything I am
I’m reaching through the silence
To touch Your healing hand
I’m calling out to You
My soul’s alive and new
Every tear that ever fell
Now leads me closer into You

Bridge
Let Your presence flood this space
Like rain upon my face
Wash away what’s left of me
Until it’s only grace I see

You’re closer than my breath can be
You’re the song inside of me

Chorus 3
I’m calling out to You
With everything I am
I’m reaching through the silence
To touch Your healing hand
I’m calling out to You
‘Cause You’re the one who’s always true
Every beat inside my chest
Still beats because of You

I’m calling out to You…

Calling Out to You

"The Changeling" is the story of a baby stolen by woodland spirits and replaced by a changeling. The lyric tells the tale.

The spirits of the woods and fields / took a baby from its crib / and left a changeling there. / A boy with golden hair / he could speak and prophesy / though still a child. / He said that famine's coming soon / and skeletons will stalk the land / and cursed by hunger they will blame him for their tragedy / They will burn the croft and kill him to destroy the spell / 
The prophesy came true / famine gripped the land / one day a mob attacked the croft / and slew the changeling in his bed / As he lay dying, this he said, “When I die, your child will be returned / your child will be returned.” 
And it was so / the changeling vanished in the wind / 
And it was so / the changeling vanished in the wind.

The Changeling

03 - Fireplace

Vesuvius 2025. All rights reserved 
# alpacas # walking # hills #wool # pop

I love animals. Especially the stubborn ones: cats, donkeys, sheep, cows, dogs that stop in the middle of a walk in the rain (basset hounds, beagles) and, above all, alpacas, which know the difference between those they will follow and those they won't. Animals that like to go against the grain.

Lyrics. 

[Verse]
We step in line one by one
Hooves tap-tap under the sun
The hills roll wide the sky’s undone

[Chorus]
A little walk with my 36 alpacas
They hum a tune it’s a wild sonata
Step by step we own the panorama
Oh yeah oh yeah my woolly drama

[Verse 2]
Their coats of fluff sway in the breeze
A rainbow herd across the trees
We make the trail a masterpiece

[Prechorus]
Their eyes like stars so bold so bright
They march with pride they own the night

[Chorus]
A little walk with my 36 alpacas
They hum a tune it’s a wild sonata
Step by step we own the panorama
Oh yeah oh yeah my woolly drama

[Bridge]
One stops to sneeze another stares
Two get tangled who even cares
We laugh we run we don’t compare
Our fluffy love is beyond repair

Chico y Pepe. My Alpacas

Reel Music

Un Momento Mas - Piano

This song explores the exhaustion and isolation of navigating identity, neurodivergence, and constant misunderstanding. It captures the feeling of being trapped inside yourself—misjudged, overwhelmed, and breaking down—while still holding onto a quiet resolve to survive, self-accept, and keep going through the maze within.

Maze of Me

A New Little Light

The stage is dark. The crowd is gone. The final note still echoes on. And you're left standing where the music used to be — just an empty space, just a memory.

"The Hollow After" is a country ballad about the space that remains after someone leaves. Not the anger, not the blame — just the quiet, aching emptiness. The second cup of coffee you still pour out of habit. The rooms you walk through, running your fingers through the air where they used to stand. The slow, painful process of learning to fill the silence with something other than despair.

The Hollow After

Matthew Beachy, professionally known as Lil Crush, The Baby Goat, is a genre-defying Afro-Colombian artist, producer, and creative powerhouse. Born in Minneapolis and raised back and forth between Colombia and the U.S., Crush embodies the spirit of cultural fusion—drawing from his dual heritage to build an artistic world that’s as emotional as it is electrifying.
A shapeshifter by nature, Beachy wears many masks—and every one of them speaks truth. As Lil Crush, he blends hip hop, R&B, alt-country, and experimental pop into heartfelt anthems that balance vulnerability with confidence, raw emotion with melodic mastery. Crush was signed to the Minneapolis hip hop powerhouse WEON Records, where he honed his craft and built vital creative partnerships in which would continuously progress. This foundation paved the way for him to launch his own creative label and brand Planet Crush, based in Minnesota.
For Lil Crush, music isn’t just sound—it’s a multidimensional experience, a platform for identity, evolution, and emotional truth.

Un Momento Mas - Piano

Lil Crush

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