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Hate for myself

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
photo by ac boulton
mix/master with @https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

I left my life on pause
I sing it with a different sound
feel like I didn't write the plot.
this storys outside me now. 
this poltergeist is playin with stocks -
past loved one's invested in me
and my brains in a cage throwing rocks
annoyed by a lack of growth in me - though - 
your fears are from unverified sources
angry rhetoric without any clauses
they make you do their work - then leave you in the dirt
leave you in the room with bumps and unknown curses
but you find you were only in your head the whole time
recycling repetitions online
fixed to temporary pleasures to unwind
i'm sick of holding onto bad times

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you down
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 

the ghost says i've got nothing 
only you and that's enough
stop rewriting memories as toxic
cos they became tough
you play the victim then you don't grow or learn 
and make the same mistakes
the choices bury you
and willfully your grave you made
but
fuck the past and fuck the future fuck the new
just make some room for you - before you die 
wishing you were high more
wishing you applied more
wishing your head wasn't two opposing arguments
always blocking off potential doors
and doors away from being here and now and
(here and now)

talked down to
working unskilled labour
tryna build to a new
but the times aren't in your favour 
oh whatchu gonna do
when the arts are a fragrance
all the lands left are consumed
and you need crops and not the flavours
but
there's nothing purer than seeing a stranger nearer
and makin the fire light up in somebody's eyes cos
when you loose pre occupations
with the structures that position us
loose the claims your staking or the heights in which you stood
your free again

your fucking free again.

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you

SPOTIFY

static world

Running Around In Circles (Prod. delusionvll)

roses (+prodbykg + yeezo)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

KILLING ME

Stream/Buy
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me
produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?
or a fire burning with passion?
if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?
or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up
can you find a reason to live
or am i just another mistake?
when you open my head up
am i standing on the edge of the bridge
looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning
x3

13 Reasons Why

Stream/Buy

BURGOS X RAZEGOD - WANT IT ALL

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

BURGOS x RAZEGOD - MIGHT GET SHOT

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

been busy, sorry for the wait

FT
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777
PROD
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN FT TWENTYTHREE // (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

Lyrics: 
(NIKKO)
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
(Sace)
And baby when did I
Get lost in my ways
And she the selfish type
She dragging claws through my veins
But who am I to judge from her appearance
I just knew I should've sensed it off a single disappearance
She get lost in the rain
And she can see her vision shifting
She got claws horns and fangs
But I can never tell the difference cause it's
Knew she was evil from the damn start
And I just came from a lonely place
If you a demon show your damn flaws
And tell me how I'm supposed tom walk away
And shawty like a fallen angel
Leaning on my shoulder
I dont even see a halo
Shawty stole my heart and I been feeling like its fatal
How am I supposed to run if I cant even keep it stable
(NIKKO)
She got my heart like its zip tied
Shawty from hell why she been fye
Ride on my dick like a zipline
Love it gon crash like a riptide
All in my head like she in mine
Penis hit stomach I'm inside
Smoke on that bitch how I get high
She out of tears why she dont cry
My whip the color of cinnamon
All in her mouth like a dentist is
Black in the blood yeah its venomous
She wanna sit on my Vetements
She wanna sit on my dick
K
Way that she love fucking torture
Shawty want fuck I cant pay for abortion hey
Knife in my stomach she force it
Shawty a witch I'm a muhfucking sorcerer yuh

She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎

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