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Hate for myself

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
photo by ac boulton
mix/master with @https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

I left my life on pause
I sing it with a different sound
feel like I didn't write the plot.
this storys outside me now. 
this poltergeist is playin with stocks -
past loved one's invested in me
and my brains in a cage throwing rocks
annoyed by a lack of growth in me - though - 
your fears are from unverified sources
angry rhetoric without any clauses
they make you do their work - then leave you in the dirt
leave you in the room with bumps and unknown curses
but you find you were only in your head the whole time
recycling repetitions online
fixed to temporary pleasures to unwind
i'm sick of holding onto bad times

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you down
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 

the ghost says i've got nothing 
only you and that's enough
stop rewriting memories as toxic
cos they became tough
you play the victim then you don't grow or learn 
and make the same mistakes
the choices bury you
and willfully your grave you made
but
fuck the past and fuck the future fuck the new
just make some room for you - before you die 
wishing you were high more
wishing you applied more
wishing your head wasn't two opposing arguments
always blocking off potential doors
and doors away from being here and now and
(here and now)

talked down to
working unskilled labour
tryna build to a new
but the times aren't in your favour 
oh whatchu gonna do
when the arts are a fragrance
all the lands left are consumed
and you need crops and not the flavours
but
there's nothing purer than seeing a stranger nearer
and makin the fire light up in somebody's eyes cos
when you loose pre occupations
with the structures that position us
loose the claims your staking or the heights in which you stood
your free again

your fucking free again.

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you

SPOTIFY

static world

roses (+prodbykg + yeezo)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

KILLING ME

Stream/Buy
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/13-reasons-why

vocals, mixing, & mastering by me
produced by yungspoiler

Lyrics:

if you opened my chest up, would it be an empty cave?
or a fire burning with passion?
if you opened my head up, would it be the greenest grass?
or the flowers dying?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning

when you open my chest up
can you find a reason to live
or am i just another mistake?
when you open my head up
am i standing on the edge of the bridge
looking down below?

quit overthinking, i got 13 reasons
why i cant tell you whats eating me from the inside out
i went out drinking, threw up on the bedsheets at the Four Seasons
everythings falling around me
i feel like im fucking drowning
x3

13 Reasons Why

Stream/Buy

Feel New

Outweigh

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

the day will lift up with a better light
and i will see us
thrive then
x2

it took me years just to
get through
mistakes and just to love you

the day will lift up with a better light
and i will see us
thrive then
every day i dial the tones
i don't weep - this city moans

the day will lift up in a better light
it won't always capture so right
it won't always capture you
it won't always x3
it won't always capture you

i was sure i was being cut loose
by them
by them
by them
x3
cut loose by them 
x2
cut loose x3

cut loose by them 
x2 
cut loose x3

cut loose by them 
x2 
cut loose x3

LINK 2 ALL PLATFORMS

the day will lift up

KIMBO

KHAOS.mp3

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/4Tp5bL88tUE

in my darkest of days. 
Written, Produced, Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Heaps
Cover Photo by @prodneomada

Lyrics:
i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

ive been dreaming of the coast
white snow
life and death are what you make it
i know
took a couple from the sheet
i thought
this could not happen to me
my god

ive been trugding the seas
but now im on my knees for you
i love your company
girl can you take my mind off of everything

i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

NowhereElseToGo (prod. Elijah Heaps)

i just wvnted to be PERFECT, but i don't know whvt perfect is ( \\< )

( lyrics )

Perfect night
I feel pain
this holy light, drifts away
I know that non of this was worth it,
i just wanted to be perfect

Hear my cries but I'm alone to kill my thoughts of suicide 
I break myself so you feel better
I just wanted to be PERFECT

PPERRFECTTT!!!!

"PERFECT" ( prod. masked man )

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Solutions"
Produced by RiverKinn

DEAD LEAVES 3
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RiverKinn:
(Why)
Why do I regret the past?
It's all that I have
So I look for solutions elsewhere
But I just can't come across
Any of the answers
To my questions
So I'd best leave luck to heaven
I guess

(I guess, I guess, I guess)

Joei Razook:
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
All these problems
No solutions
Pent up regret
Don't know what to do
It's so confusing
All these moving parts
I've lost my place
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
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@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

Dead Leaves 3

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Solutions

Lyrics: 
(NIKKO)
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
(Sace)
And baby when did I
Get lost in my ways
And she the selfish type
She dragging claws through my veins
But who am I to judge from her appearance
I just knew I should've sensed it off a single disappearance
She get lost in the rain
And she can see her vision shifting
She got claws horns and fangs
But I can never tell the difference cause it's
Knew she was evil from the damn start
And I just came from a lonely place
If you a demon show your damn flaws
And tell me how I'm supposed tom walk away
And shawty like a fallen angel
Leaning on my shoulder
I dont even see a halo
Shawty stole my heart and I been feeling like its fatal
How am I supposed to run if I cant even keep it stable
(NIKKO)
She got my heart like its zip tied
Shawty from hell why she been fye
Ride on my dick like a zipline
Love it gon crash like a riptide
All in my head like she in mine
Penis hit stomach I'm inside
Smoke on that bitch how I get high
She out of tears why she dont cry
My whip the color of cinnamon
All in her mouth like a dentist is
Black in the blood yeah its venomous
She wanna sit on my Vetements
She wanna sit on my dick
K
Way that she love fucking torture
Shawty want fuck I cant pay for abortion hey
Knife in my stomach she force it
Shawty a witch I'm a muhfucking sorcerer yuh

She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break
She keep stabbing into my heart
But you cant stab my love away
Knew she was evil from the damn start
She would dance on my fucking grave
If you a demon show your damn claws
And I'll introduce the blood to fang
Under the moon you look the best darling
I just cant get our love to break

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