Love this. A reminder that our voice is important 🔥

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

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$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

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Lyrics:

Perfect fantasy
Lead you by deceit
Sat down by the stream
Fish swam by our feet
Took you by surprise
This isn’t my first time
Look me in my eyes
Said speak what’s on your mind...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
This time by the trees
Sweat drips down my neck
Sun beams through the leaves
I whisper my intent
You shiver to the breeze
Death wish to be content
It’s just my disease...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
She was number three
Forever topped my list
But I never felt her breathe
Watched you through the window
You couldn’t see my face
Kept myself secluded
Still lacking in faith...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own

Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy

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LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

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lyrics

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Kindness
In me
Thriving
Dizzy
Gasoline
In my lungs hitting

Evolving
With me
Homies
Lifting
Ascending high
We’re flying really

I don’t care
Where I fit right
But I can’t care
To decide
I feel I ain’t designed
To live a life that defined

I don't care
Let them glare
I live my life like a dare

Empty stares
Everywhere
They sold control of their life

Who am I
Who am I
Without someone by my side
Who am I
Who am I
Am I not what I decide
What happened
To that person
That I used to be
Did he die
Who am I becoming
Who am I asking this to

Oohhh
Is it a disguise
Is it all a lie

Am I really here
There’s no way to know
Thrown in this world
With nowhere to go
This bird has flown
You’re all alone
Only yourself to call a home

I clear my head
I clear my thoughts
Remove myself from it all
Somehow i am and I am not
Somehow I am and I am not

I see
I taste
I breathe
I hear
I walk
I run
I laugh, I
I search
I find
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why

I Wonder Why

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - I Wonder Why

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Music Video and Lyrics here: https://youtu.be/iTX43SYRAnQ

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