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MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/nb5SaQbF-No
⚬ THE DEMOLITION OF TOWER 17 ✝︎ - ALBUM OUT NOW
eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

My Last Album 

Thank you to all of the special individuals who were featured on it 

Goodbye

Death’s Doorstep (feat. YCK & Phantom Roses)

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

⸸ spotify ⸸

Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ The more it changes, the more it stays the same (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

We’ll stay the same
But I know you’ll fade away
And I know we’ll stay the same
The more it changes
The more it seems to stay the same
The more it changes
The more I see straight into my self
I can’t escape…

But I don’t plan!
But I don’t plan to ever get away
I don’t plan to ever get away
I’ll find myself at home…
One day, one day, I’ll know
One day, one day, I’ll know
How it feels to live and grow
How it feels to live and grow…

Please don’t leave me without a plan for myself (help)
Don’t!
Please don’t leave me
Without a plan for myself
(please don’t leave)

I know that you think I’m all that
(yeah, yeah)
But in my head I’m not at all
No! (no)
I know these people see my face
But only I see my shadow…

It takes some time to
Read your mind
It takes some time to
Read your mind, but yah
I’ll take, I’ll take my time
‘Cos you mean a lot to me
(‘cos you mean a lot)

But I don’t plan!
But I don’t plan to ever get away
I don’t plan to ever get away
I’ll find myself at home…
One day, one day, I’ll know
One day, one day, I’ll know
How it feels to live and grow
How it feels to live and grow…

Please don’t leave me without a plan for myself (help)
Don’t!
Please don’t leave me
Without a plan for myself
(please don’t leave)

I know that you think I’m all that
(yeah, yeah)
But in my head I’m not at all
No! (no)
I know these people see my face
But only I see my shadow…

Take some time to read your mind
It takes some time to read your mind
but yah
I’ll take, I’ll take my time
‘Cos you mean a lot to me
‘Cos you mean a lot to me…
(to me)

xxx

The more it changes, the more it stays the same (Prod. Minimum Wade)

Lyrics:

Well, I love when they run
Yeah, I love when it's fun,
And they make it fun for me

What the fuck do you want, bitch
I know I'm blunt, 
Like my words how I like my trees

Say too much, summon me, I pull up
Platinum teeth, medical grade chomper
Rhythmic bitch, consistent chopper
Combat boot, I'm a real big stomper

She call my daddy,
I'm not her papa,
You know what it is,
Backhand to a bitch
Class ring finna pop ya
How else a pimp finna stop ya
When you get out of line,
Wasting my time,
If you saying my name, bitch
Best say it right, and
Stay out my way, 'cuz Imma get mine
Give a fuck if you in my lane,
Get you swerving on sight

They afraid, they say they scared of me,
It's okay, little bitch, I know
Know the girls ain't scared
That's why they call me, call me
Mr. Steal yo ho

And I might do
What I like to
If I like her
And she like me too,
Ooh
Watch out bitch,
Motherfucka
Watch out trick

Well, I love when they run
Yeah, I love when it's fun,
And they make it fun for me

What the fuck do you want, bitch
I know I'm blunt, 
Like my words how I like my trees

Say too much, summon me, I pull up
Platinum teeth, medical grade chomper
Rhythmic bitch, consistent chopper
Combat boot, I'm a real big stomper

She call my daddy,
'Cuz I support her,
Getting these racks,
She like imported shit
They getting real comfortable with
Saying my name, it's the dumbest shit
Who does he call when he can't find his bitch?
Wasting my time with the childish shit
Like you don't who the fuck you fucking with, oh

They afraid, they say they scared of me,
It's okay, little bitch, I know
Know the girls ain't scared
That's why they call me, call me
Mr. Steal yo ho

And I might do
What I like to
If I like her
And she like me too,
Ooh
Watch out bitch,
Motherfucka
Watch out trick

Backhanded (Prod. Mennaze & C0der)

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

Shinra Tensei (prod. Fallen)

Lyrics, Vocals, Mixing/Mastering, & Cover Art by Red Dot
Prod. Red Dot

Darkest Hour

Darkest Hour (Prod. Red Dot)

GODFLY (PROD. MAJZKLUANI)

BURGOS x RAZEGOD - MIGHT GET SHOT

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

In My Way

This is jus a little Freestyle I kept thinkin about so I half wrote and half freestyled much love to any support💯❤️

Toe To Toe(TheDrFluent)

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

R.I.P SAWYER HALEY. I WILL MISS YOU. GOOD BYE MY FRIEND.
HELL AWAITS US.

Stricken, through hennessy i found serenity
Taken identity, lost i am heavily, clinging on desperately
Love equal jealousy,  tired i’m mentally, handicapped penalty

Seraph he told me goodbye, tonight is the night, this life i do not like
He told me do not fucking cry, cuz you better off keepin it high
Tried to respond, but I couldn’t reply - oh my god what am i, where the fuck is my empathy?
My friend he died and now i am the one that is standing in line, 3rd friend this year to commit suicide

Restless I am with bags under my eyes 
I’m just another kid going through life
Wasted a lot of years, head down, I sigh
Truth is, I’ve been on my own all this time

I took and L and I get it, I’m not gonna make it, this bread i won’t take it, psyche
Without the bread i will never survive, into the blackest of pits i will dive
That is the only place where i will strive, dead or in jail, i won’t reach twenty five
Watching the hour pass by as i look at the clock, and a blunt that is calming my mind

Stricken, through hennessy i found serenity
Taken identity, lost i am heavily, clinging on desperately
Love equal jealousy,  tired i’m mentally, handicapped penalty

Stuck in a cycle, I’m hopin’ for better,I settle for lesser
But I’m my professor, 
Thinkin’ im knowing it all
Yet the second i turn around I’m dead proven wrong

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎

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