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⚬ The Demolition of Tower 17 ✝︎

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/nb5SaQbF-No
⚬ THE DEMOLITION OF TOWER 17 ✝︎ - ALBUM OUT NOW
eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

music video: https://youtu.be/SZG6_aLFGs0

this song started  3 years ago, and on the 13th of August it will have a whole album to call home... (album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17)

I love you all so much

Thankyou for supporting me as much as you do, it means more than you could ever know...

The Demolition of Tower 17 is imminent...

Lyrics:

How could I know?
Fucked from the start...
All these mistakes,
How do I say?
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(who knows?)
Tell me it's the same way...
Pull my neck back like i'm your sacrifice
I'm a man still held back by my vice
and I know that I can't feel my love
I need saving from myself
I need saving from my self!
I've fallen to my shell
So much to rethink and
I know where I'm heading
I'm back here in
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
Who knows?...

xxx

Tell Me it's the Same Way (Prod. Razegod)

Nerv (Prod. Razegod x Minimum Wade)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/rNIYJdmRJmc
@minimumwade

lyrics:
how do i get home?
when i don't re-mem-
-ber which way i took...
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...
so does she see it in my eyes?
i don't see it anywhere else
she put me back into my body
and got me thinking, did i ever know?
did i ever know the way?
did jesus ever really speak to you?
did i ever know the way?
have i caused you pain?
did i hold you back again?
have i caused you pain?
did i hold you back again?
did i hold you back again?
how do i get home?
when i don't re-mem-
-ber which way i took...
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...
i couldn't even get away
i had to run, run, run
i had to confine my space
i had to find my own
and you will never find the way
so long as you depend on me
and i will never find the way
so long as i depend on you
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...

xxx

Which Way? (Prod. Minimum Wade)

@yargii
 hey you!

Prod. Radxz

Lyrics:
[Chorus/yargii]
Hey you
How you get to sleep at night?
Hey you
Everything will be just fine
Hey you
I was only learning back then
Hey you
I thought I was in love until the end

[Verse/raze]
I'm lost, can't find my way back home
Way back home, way back home...
My mouths so dry
I can't say shit
Can't say shit, can't say it...
I feel sometimes I can't take it
Can't take it, can't take it...
I can't waste it
Not again, not again
No my friend
I can see you hiding
A part of you, you don't know
Not again
No my friend
I can see you hiding
But what's the point?

Hey you
How you get to sleep at night?
Hey you
Everything will be just fine
Hey you
I was only learning back then
Hey you
I thought I was in love until the end...

xxx

Hey You! (ft. Yargii) [Prod. Radxz]

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

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Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

Oh Wow!

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg
prod. @sol-filshie
https://www.instagram.com/solsa.cum/
lyrics:
I never know how to say what I really mean…

I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say
I can never say…

It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down
Shadows casting dread
Side-step them to the point I trip myself
Stand up!
Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself
Thoughts dance in my head
Even saying that’s incorrect
I can’t analyse my stupid riddle ass God complex
Yeah I’m a schizo that’s okay…

I wish I could see the light and I still do
(if you say so - don’t say so - i say so)
Darling I don’t feel the same and I don’t know why…

Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
We said we’d never lose our love
But was it ever really our love?
I really had to eat my ignorance
Don’t ru-u-u-u-un away from me

I never know how to say what I really mean
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
I can never say…

xxx

wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)

Falling / Apart

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

you guys are my family <3
we'll sit in hell together xxx

love razegod

idleglance lyric amv (death note) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Xb0vfWf5v4

Lyrics:

I’m just sitting here by myself
Never much company in Hell
Never much company in Hell

You never really wanted anything
Anything to do with me
Anything, anything
Fuck off, I’m dead now
Dead to you, dead to everyone, dead to me
Who the fuck even knows I’m alive here?

Alive here, alive still!
Just waiting in the dark for my time to be up (u-up)
Waiting in the dark here, for my time
For my time, time to be up

Rest and save my Soul I don’t wanna fly by my own
Lest I dig a grave in my own Mind I’ll die alone

Last thing I could ever hope to lose was my heart in you
Don’t act if I ever would lie, you thought there was some truth

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

[Bridge]

Did she ever say?
D-d-did she ever say anything?
Anything about me though?

I’m just sitting here by myself
Never much company in Hell (hell)
Never much company in Hell (hell)

You never really wanted anything
Anything to do with me
Anything, anything
Fuck off, I’m dead now
Dead to you, dead to everyone, dead to me
Who the fuck even knows I’m alive here?

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

x

Anything? (prod. morii)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/jEXbrEt6T9U 🔥

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales
https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

I’ve done
So much
It’s playin in my head at night

How come
I can’t
Seem to make it feel alright

Make time
Slow down
Stop to think of our demise

Take time
Break up
Nothing changes but the lies

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Ring Ring
The telephone goes
I aint pick up the phone

Ima let it call all night
Cuz bitch Im too damn fucking high
Too fucking pick this up tonight

I get high, so that I won’t fall
But isolation takes it all
The phone is ringing down the hall,
I want you, but I’m too gone to call

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Use me to deny all the pain
I gave a fuck when you ain’t
Ill be there when you need me
Like its gun b fine, cuz my hug from behind
All safe

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Which Way? (Prod. Minimum Wade)

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎

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