yes i am strong deep inside but i haven’t always known.

Loop

Single

don't think - lil darkie

sorry but no.

stay alone (PROD. WENDIGO)

Cabin Fever [Bedroom LIVE Recording]

lyrics:
you don’t have to lie 
you won’t last
survive the fall
so small without me
we don’t have to die
we don’t have to 
if we never were alive

sitting in my room watching anime
laminate tops of the ramen eating ten a day
i just wanna vibe 
i don’t wanna slide to your party already tied up
honey why you cry 
hold my heart
wiping your eyes up
but it’s raining
i’m paying for something real
shared experiences, meals, and the 
ways we tend to feel
i don’t need a record deal
i’m amazing on my own 
and i reckon all the labels decided to hit my
phone simultaneous for reasons extraneous
yeah they see i hit a million and they see
how “in fame he is”
but they’ll never know my talent
love my fans or what pain he is in
keep saying my name you was
never really the brainiest kid

why’d i wait to do what the fuck i wanted to
i like my fate
you tryna deduce the honest truth
i might pray for you and it is my honor to
try not waste away

(chorus)

still sitting in my room watching animations
stay patient and you can change the whole nation
spit it abrasive cuz real art is evasive 
but not a race 
it’s not about whatchu can get away with 
i made this song half a decade ago
i think it’s funny how they call hindsight 2020
i’ve made a lot of money and lost a lot of friends 
but made a lot more family til the end 
blueberry pie that’s that food for your soul
til i grow cold spit shit bolder then control + b 
on the pc 
rap till i d-i-e 
spread love til i’m no longer me

i can’t wait 
to do what the fuck i want
gotta decide my fate
you trying to find the truth
every night i pray 
for you and it is my honor to
sing for you today

(chorus)

blueberry pie (2020 + 2025) (prod. tsuyunoshi)

You Know who u r lol. Not even at full power ;)

MOBBS RADICAL- 2 RADICAL DISS(Prod.NiteTime)[HOLLOWGXD]

Yo what the hell is up with these comments lmao— Stay safe, you rad bitches. 

Suicide boys - KILL YOURSELF Part III {slowed}

LYRICS:

YOU EVER LOVE A NIGGA THEN HE GONE?

I HAVE I HAVE 
I PUT THAT THOUGHT INSIDE OF MANY SONGS
DRINKING BY MYSELF AGAIN

DRINK UNTIL THE HENNY’S GONE
IS WHAT THEY TELL YOU
IF YOU PASSED IT RIP OUT ANY BONG
ADVICE TO KEEP YOUR HEALTH A 10

IM TIRED ALL THESE NIGGAS WRONG
TIRED OF LISTENING TO NIGGAS THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHIT
ISAIAH AINT MY FRIEND OVER A WORD
BUT A MAN WITH THE SAME NAME FUCKING WITH ME THAT’S OBSURD 
I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS SHIT HOE 
YOU MUST NOT HAVE HEARD

HOW COULD YOU NOT BITCH I BEEN YELLING MORE THAN EVEN
GETTING OFF POT HOP OFF THE TOP LIGHT AS A FEATHER
LETTING THE COP SLIP ON THE CUFFS AND IF HE DOING IT TOO ROUGH
I LOOK AT MOMMA LIKE WHATEVER

MAKE HER CRY ONE TOO MANY A TIME
SHE SEE ME GROW COLDER AS IM GETTING OLDER 
I TOLD HER IT’S FINE

I HOLD HER SHE BLIND FROM THE TEARS IN HER EYES
SHE WANT ME TO FIND MY LIFE IN THESE 

RHYMES IN MY HEAD IN A LINE
MY PAIN AND MY STRIFE
EVERY MOMENT MY LIFE
CLOSING IN ON ME

WHY

DO I FEEL THE NEED TO DO MORE THAN THESE OTHERS
CUZ IN THIS LIFE IVE LOST SOME BROTHERS, THAT’S RIGHT

NIGGAS CANT TELL IF THEY LOVE ME FOR REAL OR
THEY JUST WANNA STEAL MY ATTENTION

I MENTION A NIGGA ONE TIME AND HE FREAK 
I BE BREAKING THEY HEARTS AND THEN MAKING THEY WEEKS

IT’S A BLESSING TO KNOW THAT MY STRESSING BOUT ART 
IS IMPRESSING TO NIGGAS THAT LESSEN THEY VALUE 
AS WELL AS YOU NIGGAS THAT LOVE THE IMPROVEMENT
I JUST LOVE TO HOP ON THE MIC AND THEN LOSE IT

SO FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE 
I DO WHAT I WANT
I DONT WANT NO ONE CALLING MY SHOTS
FOR ME 
TORE ME APART

FUCK THE TOBACCO IT KILLING OUR HEARTS
AND FUCK ALL THE OPIATES I WONT EVEN START

SOME OF US WANT IT 
AND SOME OF US DONT
JUST LEAVE THE SUCCEEDING TO NIGGAS THAT WONT

GIVE UP AND THROW THEY SHOT AWAY
LIVE UP TO WHAT MY APPA SAY

I’LL RUN IT
FOR ALL YOU NIGGAS HATING ON MY STYLE
AND ALL YOU NIGGAS TOWING PISTOLS TALKING WILD
THIS MY THERAPY

DONT GET IT CONFUSED…
I DO THIS SHIT SO I WILL NOT GO BLOW A FUSE 
AND A HURT A HUMAN ANY HUE
HOE WOULD YOU BUG IF I WAS BLUE?
IF I LOOKED MORE LIKE YOU?
IF I DID WHAT YOU EXPECTED
IN A WAY YOU THOUGHT WAS COOL?
BITCH IM TRYNA DISECT IT

HOW I GET THROUGH
TO PEOPLE THAT DONT WANNA LISTEN
THEY VERY COMFORTABLE HATING, 
DEBATING SHIT THAT AINT CHANGING
CUZ THERE AINT ENOUGH AT STAKE AND
NOBODY OWNING THET FATE
OR THE FOOD ON THEY PLATE
OR THE THOUGHTS IN THEY HEAD
I DONT NEED THOTS IN MY BED
I NEED A LOT TO MY NAME
I NEED A PLOT FOR MY GRAVE THAT
WILL EVENTUALLY NOT BE
THERE IS NO POINT TO BE COCKY
OR TRY TO BE ASAP ROCKY 
NIGGAS WANNA FREE ASAP ROCKY MORE THAN
NIGGAS WANNA FREE THEYSELVES 
BITCH ARE YOU WELL PLEASE LET YOURSELF OUT THE CELL

I WANNA LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW THAT I AM DOING FINE
I WANNA LET YOU NIGGAS KNOW THAT GOT THROUGH IT FINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU NIGGAS DYING OVER ME OR MINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU PEOPLE CRYING 

never let another human tell you what you can do
cuz what man do is inside of your mind

free

THERAPY (PROD. WENDIGO)

DISTORTION

Apple Music

Lyrics:

fear my sounds
where i found them
share my fountain 

run away
run or stay and fight
praying night befall my 

sight

wide eyed, bide my time
why’d i find my mind
right now

cry i lie my head down
high off of my pipe
i vow

to never be addicted again
see my ego shifting my 
friend make no mistake

i am very sick of these men
and the way the way they wanna picket my 
pen, i love i hate

the way you look at me
as if i really shouldnt be alive

as if i seem to pull at the
string that keep you fooled that you’ll survive
this

take a look around
through your iris

you never outliving that virus

decision to be living is high risk

my piss

yellow like the jello
in my big lead fridge, I

take it out and then get inside!

maybe it’ll save me from the nuclear fire

can’t stop
i aint getting tired, lie

awake at night
i count a million sheep

i spy a spider
on my ceiling he creep uh

with my niggas in the 
dead of the night

strangest figures 
silhouetted by light
wanna fight?
i would rather not dirty my art
or my heart 
with a feeling like spite

right

i yearn for a different world 
where the people not offended by my “negative” imagery
energy symmetry 
i believe theres beauty in what i make
i am the product of everything before me aint gonna fake nothing

all i did was make shit with homies and now we fucking buzzing
bumble bees the last of a dying breed with my fucking cousins
yeah, 
we just gon create for good and badness sake
we yell until the “Sleeping On Us” come awake

and I’m just looking forward to some better days
for everybody dying at a different pace
i hope that i can see you in a different place
if none of us competing then there isn’t race

i tried just
know a nigga put in that work one time
all this drawing at a table tend to hurt my spine
open up my jaw and they avert they eyes

no more
they will hear my cries, I’m
something more than you would find
by judging my spirit by my ethnic ties

black sheep
cast away

don’t come near my flock today

with the wolves 
go and play

i am not a leper 
i was born that way

and 
you are not a shepherd 
you a wolf in human clothing

fuck a nigga following
and fuck a stick you holding

i am not clay 
to manipulate for molding

i wish you saw us both same


i wish you saw us both same


no shit
this nigga doesnt give a fuck about yoooou
new shit hit just like a typhoon
don’t talk to me when I’m drawing my toons

hoe bitch
please listen to a nigga when he moving his lips
like go little indian he moving his hips
like show all the little men what doing shit is

make a decision
are you a black sheep?

there is no place like home
for the tired

you may wanna go out of your way
but every single second falling off of these days

i don’t want 
none of your
sitting and hating another

spider gang
brighter than you and yo sister and brother

I HAVE MINES
WRITE MY LINES
TAKE MY TIME
BEFORE WE DIE

WHAT HAVE WE DONE
TO HOME IN THE SKY
WANTED TO FLY
A LITTLE TOO HIGH

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE I GO MICHAEL
MAYBE IM A 
MAYBE IM A FOOL I TRIFLE

I DONT WANNA SEE THE END
BUT I, I WONT STOP MARCHING, FRIENDS

WHERE DID HE COME FROM AND WHERE DID HE GO?
I SAW HIM THAT ONE TIME OUTSIDE OF A SHOW
I KNOW WHO HE IS NOW BUT I DIDNT KNOW
OF SOMETHING THAT UGLY WITH A RADIANT GLOW

BLACK SHEEP (PROD. WENDIGO)

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

Lil Darkie

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