hysteric afterthoughts

lyrics: 
THERE IS SOMETHING IN ME THAT I CANNOT SEEM TO PURGE
THIS SUICIDAL URGE 
EVERYTHING I LOOK AT IS UNNATURAL 
A SCOURGE UPON THE EARTH
I AM STANDING ON THE VERGE

STANDING ON THE EDGE OF THE PLANET
AT THE ENDING OF THE WORLD
WHERE IS GOD? 
DEAD, WAIT HAVEN’T YOU HEARD?

NOBODY BELIEVE IN SOMETHING GREATER
IT’S ABSURD
SHEEP IN A HERD
DO NOT UNDERSTAND A WORD THAT YOU’RE SAYING

IF YOU’RE PRAYING 
THEN YOU’RE PRAYING TO BIRDS
TO YOURSELF
PEOPLE WAIT UNTIL IT GONE TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT THEIR HEALTH
I DO NOT FEEL ANY HAPPINESS
AND IVE ACQUIRED WEALTH
MAYBE THERE IS SOMETHING MORE TO THIS SHIT!

MAYBE NOTHING PHYSICAL IS GONNA MAKE YOU SATISFIED 
YOU’LL ALWAYS NEED MORE
FOR YOUR DOPAMINE TO GRATIFY DESIRE
GET YOU HIGHER SEROTONIN REGULATE
HOW MUCH YOU FEEL LIKE YOU’D RATHER NEVER BE AWAKE
BITCH I HATE IT
BREAK

EVERYTHING I FUCKING SEE
IT IS TURNING TO ME
I AM MY OWN ENEMY
I GOTTA KILL MYSELF

I GOTTA START AGAIN
MY EGO BREAKING LIKE GLASS
EVERYTHING SHATTER TO PIECES
PRODUCT OF MY PAST

EAT THIS MUSHROOM I CAN DIE
INFINITE COLORS INSIDE MY EYES
EVERYTHING I HEAR MAKING ME CRY
NOTHING YOU DO CAN HELP ME
NOTHING YOU DO CAN SAVE ME

NOTHING YOU DO CAN MAKE IT STOP
TIME IS SLIPPING RIGHT OFF THE CLOCK
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU TALK
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU SAYING

MOTHER FUCKER I AM NOT PLAYING
WHAT’S HOT RISE TO THE TOP 
POKE A BUBBLE UNTIL IT POP
PICK A BABY UP MAKE IT DROP

EVERYBODY WANT SOME
EVERYBODY WANT SOME
EVERYBODY WANT SOME
BUT NOBODY CAN HAVE IT

PSYCHEDELIC TECHNO DEATH (PROD. SOLSA)

@skotskr

sorry for the long wait, hope you enjoy
i hope i got better

SKOTSKR SAMPLE CHALLENGE ENTRY

lyrics:

no matter what i do it never seem like it's enough

futile

i'm so high i'm out my body
??????? kill that body
bought so much time and i killed that shit
i'm so high and
sick of this
????? i don't wanna chop it up
better kneel down and feel my dick
????? wanna see you cough it up
i can't lie i'm
sick of this
futile

????????
??????
??????????
???????
suck my dick bitch
fuck you

no matter what i do it never seem like it's enough

no matter what i do it never seem like it's enough
i been cutting niggas like a diamond in the rough
i been shitting on you niggas lemme know when it's enough
i am boros the yeti i just wanna take a ???
smoke a nigga down
boros knows you a clown
???????
????

no matter what i do it never seem like it's enough

uh uh

futile (prod. wendigo)

lildarkie.com/the-lost-songs
lyrics coming soon!

GRPR 2 (PROD. SKOTSKR)

Kixa - Skrillex & Slikback (KARAN! FLIP)(Joë Blin Remake 2025)

BARSFAT! (FT. LIL DARKIE) (Prod. Mutru)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/ilU8XgrwA4E
LYRICS:
APPA SAID MY BOY YOU GONNA MAKE ME PROUD

I SAID “I DONT KNOW”
HE SAID THIS LIFE AINT NUN TO TOY WITH NOW

DO IT LOUD

FUCK WHAT ALL THESE OTHER MOTHER FUCKERS SAYIN
EVERY BODY THINK IT’S UNFAIR, BLAME YOU FOR THEY PAIN

AMMA SAID MY BABY WHATCHU WANNA DO BEFORE YOU’RE DEAD
I SAID “YELL AT PEOPLE”
SHE SAID IF YOU LOVE IT GO AHEAD

KEEP YOU FEED

STAY AWAY FROM TROUBLE STAY AWAY FROM RATS
KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT WHEN YOU ARENT DROPPING HELLA RAPS

STAY IN THE DARK
GO WITH THE FLOW LIKE A SHARK
IF HE TALKING OUT HIS BOTTOM LIKE A SHART
HE A NARC, CHOPPA FART

CHOPPA SPARK
LIKE A LIGHTER
IN YOUR HEART
MAKE YOU PART
IM A FIGHTER 
YOU A MARK
YOU A MARK
YOU A MARK

.45-70 GOVERNMENT ROUND
SHORTY THIGHS HEAVENLY RUBBERED IT DOWN
DEFINITELY POUND
 
SOCOM AMMO
BLOW SOME GAS LIKE A SMOKE BOMB CAMO

GROWING UP,
GROWING UP
DONT TREAD ON ME

MY NIGGAS TRYNA CALL ME
BUT I KEEP BITCHES AROUND ME

DONT TREAD ON ME

MY FATHER THINKS THAT IMMA COMMIE
AND I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD BECAUSE 
HOW COULD ANYTHING LOVE ME

LOVELY
SHITTING IN A CELL THE PEOPLE SHOVED ME
THEY ADORE ME
BUT THEY DONT KNOW BOUT THE NIGGAS CAME BEFORE ME

I AINT FIRST 

THE FIRST VIDEO I MADE
THE KID WHO PAYED ME IN THE DIRT
(IT’S A CURSE)
FOUND OUT LATE IN LA ON THE 21ST
THAT BOY MISSING?
HE IN PRISON?
WORSE HE LYING IN A HEARSE!
(AND I QUOTE)
“WE AINT SNATCHING JUST A PURSE
ALL YOU NIGGAS WEARING SKIRTS!”

“LET IT BURST LIKE MY VERSE
HOPE YOU CAN AFFORD A NURSE
SO PERVERSE ILL DISPERSE 
YOU AND THERE AINT NO REVERSE”

NO INVERSE 
PUTTING NIGGAS ONTO SHIRTS
WHERE IT HURTS
IN THE DARK THAT YOU CREATE YOU GET IMMERSED

STAY IN THE DARK
GO WITH THE FLOW LIKE A SHARK
IF HE TALKING OUT HIS BOTTOM LIKE A SHART
HE A NARC, CHOPPA FART

CHOPPA SPARK
LIKE A LIGHTER
IN YOUR HEART
MAKE YOU PART
IM A FIGHTER 
I AM DARK
I AM DARK
I AM

DARK (PROD. SOLSA)[MUSIC VID IN DESC.]

KEEP ALL HANDS, ARMS, FEET, AND LEGS INSIDE YOUR THOUGHTS AT ALL TIMES!

LYRICS:

EAT SHROOMS AND PLAY VR
AND PLAY V-
SHROOMS AND PLAY VR
AND PLAY VR
[THIS PLACE IS WHERE YOU ARE]
THIS GAME IS WAY TOO HARD
IT’S WAY TOO HARD

LIGHT SABER MAKE A DOOR
LIGHT SABER NO MORE FLOOR 
TURN THAT BITCH ON

ENERGY BEYOND
BURN LIKE ALDERON

ILL KILL YOUR SONS
DAUGHTERS
SLAUGHTER YOU


(PT.2)
BEEN AWAY A LONG TIME 
LONG TIME IN THE SIM
LONG TIME I BEEN SWIMMING 
LONG TIME IN A DIM LIT ROOM
WITH THE HOMIES PASSED OUT
ROLL GAS ON THE COUCH
KEEP THE STASH IN A POUCH

PUT THE BLUNT IN MY MOUTH
LIGHT
WE DO NOT CONTROL SHIT SO DONT 
FIGHT IT

TAKE YA MASK OFF
AND SEE THE WORLD FOR WHAT IT IS
BREAK THE CAST OFF
AND TURN TO WHERE YOUR BROTHER IS

ALWAYS RUNNING 
ALWAYS RUNNING 
ALWAYS RUNNING AWAY

LIGHT SABER/DARK ROOM (PROD. WENDIGO X LiL CUBENSiS)

DRY (FT. CHRIST DILLINGER) (PROD. SOLSA)

hurry up to stop and just wait
waste my time the best way to make me 
angry hangry i haven’t ate
baby i just had a bit of a day

maybe i should go and switch up the pace 
mainly cuz I’m getting sick of the taste
of flaccid dick, and plastic, bad acid
slap that rapper back to jurassic

we best
we bound to die and that’s 
predestined
what about the little boy 
t-rex?
bet he wanna be next too
but the asteroid that crashes get to choose 

go faster boy you bastard better move 
so you can live your life for more than booze

LOSE OR WIN
it doesn’t really matter

who’s the KING?
you can tell by the castle

i can’t sit right 
i like my girl to fit tight too
i am wit my goons
i gotta take a shit by noon
I’m a big tycoon
flexing flexing
bit my food
impressing dressing
i knew     
you could cook it up right
act hollywood you be so uptight

im on the beach absorbing sunlight 
while you threaten to start a gunfight 
ouu
killing for the fun of it? UH
i spy with my eye, a son of bitch! UH
defy the height fly i wanna get very
high on life smoke a ton of it hairy
buy the hype cuz aint none of it scary
why the fright why a little bit wary?

what did i do?
NOTHING OH NOTHING DEAR
SEE A SLUT APPEAR 
WANT TO TOUCH HER REAR BUT I DONT
NOT A NIGGA FEMENINE TONE
HOW YOU BIGGER BUT YOU NOT GROWN
AT ALL I MIGHT THROW THE BALL
BREAK HIS BONES
TRYNA CATCH IT FORE I GET HOME, RUN

I’M THE MVP 
I LOVE MY SUPPORTERS CUZ THEY LET ME BE
HOP OUT OF MY VEHICLE 
THE SCENT BE PEE
I BE SMOKING MARIJUANA 
BLOWING THC

I’M SO RICH I USE CBD CREAM
SAVE MY CASH TIL IT REALLY 3D
BUSTING OUT THE SAFE
CUSSING OUT THE BUTLER
HUMPING ON MY WAIST
NUT SO GOOD I STUTTER
SOMETHING IN ME MAKE ME WANNA GIVE MY SON A BROTHER
MAYBE A SISTER 
THAT LADY A MISTER BUT I DO NOT MISS HER CUZ I NEVER KISSED HER

BECOME THE GREATEST AND SAY IT SO HEINOUS 
IM INSIDE HER ANUS 
DON’T NEED TO BE FAMOUS
DONT WANT NO ATTENTION IM SEEKING ASSENTION 
DONT MENTION MY NAME

SEND YOU TO DETENTION 
THE TEACHER IS SPEAKING NOW
IM ON SOME FUNGUS I THINK THAT I’M PEAKING NOW
SWEATING AND CRYING THIS WATER IS LEAKING OUT
IM MADE OF WATER THE CHILD OF HER DAUGHTER 
I CALLED HER MY GOD UNTIL I MET THE FATHER 

HIS KID MAS A MARTYR FOR ALL OF HUMANITY
MODERN PRIORITIES CLOUDING MY SANITY 
THEY WONT DEFEAT US, THE SHEPHERD WILL LEAD US

THIS SONG IS FOR GRAMPA
HOPE THAT HE SEES THIS
THIS IS FOR NOTHING 
NOTHING BUT TO PLEASE US
THIS IS FOR CHEESES ON TOP OF OUR PIZZAS
BRING BACK JESUS 
HE KNOW WHERE THE PEACE IS!

WHOOP (PROD. SOLSA)

lyrics:
take my drugs and the key to the nissan
and drive my ass to the desert to be gone
i got good weed and a cookie to feed on
a real good fucking day

hey, hey, hey, look away
hey, hey, look away
hey, hey, look away
hey, hey, hey

don't look at me, can't look at myself
talk to the mushroom, good for my health
tell me to chill with the drug that i'm dealt
thanks mr. mushroom, eat him up, melt

psilocin in my brain
hey, hey, i'm insane
hey, hey, that's okay
hey, hey, hey

i am gonna stop doing drugs now
they ain't gonna stop doing drugs now
i am gonna stop doing drugs now
that's why mama pray

withdrawal symptoms in all victims
menthol spliff then i might have to yack, ugh
acid sent him through dimension
life extension, gimme all that back, uh
just one puff from a cigarette, please
yes, i beg you, i'm here on my knees
know where i could find a bag of them trees?
cough and wheeze, a bigger coffin, sneeze
achoo, achoo when he do cocaine
i'm a college student, i'm so plain
i do adderall, it's methamphetamine
but it remain unseen that i am a fiend
and i feel like shit when i do not get
my fix and now i'm broke, suck dicks
i die, i choke, i mix, i toke
asleep, awoke, ah, woah, ah, woah, ah, woah

it's bad manners to use the restroom when you're on the phone with someone
because they can hear your bowel movements
be a good person

THIS DOES NOT EXIST

I AM GONNA STOP DOING DRUGS

PISS SHOWER (prod. filip)

lyrics:
i gotta plug the keyboard in
yup
this is the adlibs
ayy, ayy‚ yuh nigga
you ain't know shit
my rap name is lil darkie
this beat is produced by lil cubensis
be very quiet‚ my parents are sleeping in the adjacent room

shhhh!
my mom and dad are sleeping
through the corridors i'm creeping
just to get me some juice
tie my bedpost like a noose so i can get out of my window
now my dad has some security‚ the beeping will let him know that i'm tryna hang with friends, though
smoking hella Indo, take a silent bong rip
i hope you can hear the smoke on my lip‚ bitch
i am just a bit rich, i have a thick bitch
sittin' on my dick tip, i'm indian so it fit

hey! shut the fuck up! it's two in the fucking morning i gotta get up at 5 am to work!
i'm sorry
go the fuck to bed!
i'm sorry
son of a bitch
the adlibs are back now
yeah

fuck my dad‚ my dad is a bitch, he's a snitch
probably gon' go tell my mom to take the whole nintendo switch from me (uh)
i'll drown him in listerine that he makes me use even though it hurts (uh)
my dad is the worst, it's a curse (uh)
i'ma go and take some gum out mama purse
because i bet she got some gum inside her purse
i'm the first person to think of that
where my daddy's drinks is at? i know this nigga ain't that smart
the fuck this nigga's drinks is at?
if i was him and he was me the fuck i'd think i'd think they at?
underneath the sink i'd check

ooh, momma got a vibrator? what the fuck? dad, what the fuck is this shit nigga?
hey shut the fuck up!
i'm sorry, i'm sorry i'm fucking sorry
i'ma go to sleep now
sike nigga!

myparentsaresleepinginthenextroomandidontwantowakethemup (prod. cubensis)

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The World Is Fvcked

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