i am sobbing violently rn why is this rap guy i barely know so godamn real

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art by @fvckk.bvnn
lyrics:
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

keep step wit me
if you forget take a breath 
keep me in yo mind 
there’s no one left here
i feel my spine move every step
bring me one step closer to escape
realizing all is fake
the illusion of being awake
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun

you can run decide 
to fight or fly, i may

choose to ride the lightning
miles away 
 
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun
i hope my son know daddy’s proud of what he’s done
i hope you live to shoot another day
you’d better brought some bullets in your gun

the night the day
the time decay 
our bodies escape from us

why do we 
have to prey on eachother
quite so much?

there is no answer to these questions
learn your lesson
walk away from awesome power
blessings come with practice
on our backs is all this weight 
some can’t handle knowing 
it’s their fate

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
and they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
yeah they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

RUN (PROD. BRAHMAN)

(prod. Lethal Needle)

Instagram: Saylor Rigsby


LYRICS:

The world capture you it grabs you with the mass of a fist
The earth turns while it burns whatever happened to this
Four kids in orchid fields before a war gets real
Forts and fake courts, and now we're forced to kneel what
Oh shut the fuck up already I hear the birds
The sound hurts, I'd rather sit here with my phone I found first
A loud first blow the nation we travel carefully now
On slow vacations no formation make me patient I swear
Pesticides in my hair, sitting idle on stairs not moving a bit but I
Suffice the price of life I don't care
Rip out the cords, spit out the chorus shit I doubt
I'd sit sound with loud pows pounding grounding my floor
I stick sticks in eyelids, I take pics of my dick
I send it across the world to girls on foreign islands
I'm done caring, guns flaring, the fun runs funds tearing
All of us up it'd suck if I gave a fuck, we're out of luck

Not for long, not for not for not for long
We do it wrong, we heal what's already gone
Not for long not for not for not for long, we do it wrong
We heal what's already gone

I sleep four days in a row, time is slow
I wear nothing til it's time to go, time will show
That nothing has meaning but trees, the ocean water land
I'm feinding for these, I'm leaning with ease, towards ideas
Of freedom and peace towards ideas of splitting in three pieces when I
See a person go from cubical to funeral
There's few to pull, cause all the brainwashers push through the coal
This isn't cool at all

Not for long, not for not for not for long
We do it wrong, we heal what's already gone
Not for long long not for not for not for long, we do it wrong
We heal what's already gone
Not for long, not for not for not for long
We do it wrong, we heal what's already gone
Not for long long not for not for not for long, we do it wrong
We heal what's already gone

And the natural disaster takes over us
I don't know what to do In this life anymore
When I am walking on the floor with my feet to the sky
And I don't know what to do I can see the birds fly all around all around

Not For Long

THE WORLD IS ENDING (PROD. WENDIGO)

What Do You See

HUMANS AND MONSTERS (PROD. WENDIGO)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=165Jdjqamo0

FT. ERIC NORTH, JOHNNASCUS, HMK, BLCKK, BMG
FT. ALDIBS FROM WENDIGO, LiL CUBENSiS, ROYALTY THE KIDD
FT. AFOURTEEN

LYRICS:
https://genius.com/Lil-darkie-methhead-freestyle-lyrics

METHHEAD FREESTYLE (FT. ERIC NORTH, JOHNNASCUS, HMK, BLCKK, BMG) (PROD. WENDIGO)

one day we can stop droning and start doing what we are meant to do.

[lyrics]
I got nightmares that are better than
Everything that's going on
Turning off my 4 alarms
Checking every single one
Instagram is blowing up
Realize black mirror was
Deflecting all my images
I know I can change

I'm addicted to this fantasy
Of living in a battery
Away from possibilities
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?

They tell me
Follow everything you love
It'll work itself out
Take on every challenge
Don't you let it bring you down
What am I supposed to do?
Moving out the backroom
I don't see the gain
I'm just taking up the volume

Am I tricked into this fantasy
The wasted opportunities
Away from integrity
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?
Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?

Caffeine and Dopamine

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

caffeine and dopamine

Mean It

Listen

[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special

[Verse]
Pull me close I've been feeling kind of distant
They don't know how we just do it different
Whiter than the snow I would show you my heart
If I gave you mine, would you tear it apart

Last couple months have been a little tricky
Every single step, every day reminiscing
No one said to go, no one said to care
You left me all alone last year

[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special
(x2)

[Verse]
I need hope standing
On my feet you're just tempting
All of my efforts not to dive in
30 more seconds and I'm caving in

For you I'd dip my heart in acid
I'm fascinated by this I'm trying
Hard to get myself to forget all of 

[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special
(x2)

[Outro]
Pull me close I've been feeling kind of distant
They don't know how we just do it different
Whiter than the snow I would show you my heart
If I gave you mine, would you tear it apart

Last couple months have been a little tricky
Every single step, every day reminiscing
No one said to go, no one said to care
You left me all alone last year

i gave you my heart

Music Video

lyrics:
I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down
Now I got one less second to do something
What the fuck now my nigga

Uh, I figure it’s genetic man it suck how
The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud 

Or take a walk down town
I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
Or the smell of pizza cooking 
Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
Instead I’m hurting

Avoiding the moment
I pull the curtain

Hide me!

cuz i dont know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small and minuscule i want to call

to anyone who’ll stop this drenching of my soul
i feel the wall and kick right through
i fought it

hot head
i wanna plant some flowers not the 
potted kind
i feel the power my 
retarded mind
has got inside it find it
hard to mind

my own business
my flow quick as a missile 
until it slow down
a glow stick and it click
oh what a cool sound 
i showed my momma 
my music and she was so proud
she told me future
i choose it that hit me profound 

i forget to breathe and
where i put my damn keys
that’s a problem 
frame freeze it

need it
or so it seems 
cuz every picture 
fade away when no one there to see 

people been living for forever wit no therapy
so why im different

it aint bout yo feelings
our society is slipping 
no support without a family
this paper got me thinking
if i gave him what i owe
then why the fuck i gotta tip him nigga

this money’s uncaring
and it aint no fun sharing
but you selfish if you don’t 
and if you do you must be happy right?
if higher numbers made you number wouldn’t that be nice?

i need to lay down
just lie dead
i wanna run away to somewhere i can 
rest my head 

the birds sound beautiful
the light bounce off
off my fingers and my cuticles
i bite down soft on em

my father point it out now im embarrassed 
i don’t know who i’d be without my parents

work with what you got 
they taught me 
to not blow up the spot
be healthy
and don’t talk down cops
whether wealthy or 
poor they got more glocks
than you ever will
you felt it before

that’s good advice
walking down the street
high then a kite
bright light flashing
ashing the blunt 
the neighborhood is nice

THEY STAY ADDICTED TO THE CASH FLOW
MMM AND IM JUST LAYING ON THE GRASS LIL MAMA
CAN YOU WATCH A NIGGA PASS THO?
MMM SEE HIM LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST 
AND AMASS THOSE COMMAS?

STUPID LIL BITCH HATING ON ME
CUZ I AINT SUCKIN NO DICK FOR NO APPROVAL
OR A RUBLE WHATCHU ON A,

HALF MADE PLAN 
“LEMME GET THAT IN ADVANCE
IM TOO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANGE
I JUST NEED A LOT OF DOLLAS IN MY PANTS”

DO YA DANCE
IMMA DO MINE
FINE WITH BEING BROKE
ALL MY FIGURES COME IN DUE TIME

YA HONOR
THEY TRYNA GET A NEW PIECE OF MINE
BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED AQUIRE
IS A NEW PEACE OF MIND

ANXIETY (PROD. CUBENSiS)

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

video: https://youtu.be/54Td5wxNDpo

this is the soundtrack for my video "AMV"

lyrics:
i put my fingers in a fist nigga
and let em go
wasn’t even on my list nigga
but you should know
that i’m coming for you
i got that gun it need something to chew
something to eat turn your head into goo
waste time
i dont wanna waste time 
on the FaceTime
cuz i’m talking to you
put your head on a plate dine
si manificu
bitch i fucking hate you
hate you
i just wanna waste you too

(pure emotion) x4

bitch I’ve got no time for the bullshit
you just got a handgun
i got a ak with a full clip nigga
what the fuck you talking about?
if you fucking with the spider gang we 
get your ass stomped out
i will kill you!

(vocalization)

i put a nigga on game i thought i played
i thought i payed my dues i guess i aint
bitch fight for your life
bitch pick up a knife
hear screams in the night
hit you with the right left right left

(going super saiyan)

i might fuck you sideways
hit you in yo head
it might give you migraines
jumping out the coup
i be dumping like it shoot
i might thump it out with you nigga
why did you have to lie to a nigga
remember when you used to come and cry to a nigga
i remember when i used to get high witcha nigga
it’s all forgetten
he soft like cotton
he sold and boughten 
we never stopping, light

fuck fuck fuck fuck
that nigga
duck duck duck duck
that nigga

got the city on my waist
let it bang where you hang nigga

fuck that fuck that
suck up on my nut sack

whats app
how my momma talking to me

oh we crush that if you wanna
sting like a bee

make em float like a butterfly
up in the breeze

he emote and he stutter, why
he on his knees?

imma stomp that nigga out
if he basic
imma stomp that nigga out
in my asics
imma stomp that nigga out
if he racist
imma stomp that nigga out
he need lasic nigga

physical combat vibes

AMV (PROD. WENDIGO) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

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lil darkie - don't think ft. Playboi Carti (REMIX)

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lyrics: 
let us begin

one day darkie was camping in the forest
probably having a really nice dream
the sun started to rise and he woke up to the sight
of a beam of light coming through his tent
and he couldn’t wait to see what was outside

i wish you saw me like you see you
i wish you saw me like you see you see me see you

i wish you could see  that i’m a person too 

i wish you could see that i am hurting too

on the attack
the ignorant see me and they see food
but ill see them yack
if it truly’s the last thing that i do
and they want that back
the power to place someone under rule
but all of that’s crap
but all of that’s crap to me
and all of that’s crap

i can’t see your face through all the shit you’re talking to me
let’s sit down and mix perspectives up and sip that smoothie
hate will bring you down or bring you up if you move smoothly
i may get around and act a clown but you cant fool me

i wish you saw me like you see you
i wish you saw me like you see you see me see you
i wish you saw me
i wish you saw me at all
saw us both the same

i wish you saw me the same

(ending vocals)

i can see clearly (PROD. WENDIGO)

Lil Darkie

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