(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

prod. Suni Vega

(Semisad)
Lost in depth of time and cloudy weather
Makes this town feel less alive but I know better
And despite the fact I tried to keep my head up
You've got me paralyzed, my Sunsetter

Back then, it's like you asked for this
And my binge, like habits never end
In 5 fits, around like 3 A.M.
Then when the sun comes up
Know I'll be back again

I can feel the breeze from the midway
The leaves on the trees when wind sways
If they saw me believe, what would they think?
You leave me in my head when you speak things

(Deep October)
Tattoo dotted lines
Across on your wrists
You don't wanna die
But wonder what it is
Is it a suprise
That I never miss
Give time to decide
Give time to forget

And they lust over us till they can't do what you're able
Just your touch gives a rush, it halfway makes me feel stable
We've been fucking for months, both of us say to labels
I can trust, you can trust, just please don't do what I say to

You like to talk alot
I've got so much to say
You're into waterfalls
Things that can suffocate
I see no flaws at all
You keep them tucked away
You barely talk at all
It's hard to trust you say

Sunsetter Ft. Deep October

numb w/ stranger (prod. chandlerrogers)

TWO WAY STREET* [jesse brown]

lyr


it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

im trapped up inside a web
of ur creation , i take my breath
i cant say if its the meds or
maybe im just out my head
dont have the will to get out of bed
most days, is it the end
for me, i think its best
if i see closure in my death

cut me off
or i pass on
cuz i drank too much 
but i dont think enough 
feed me more
water my corpse
with a whisky sour
or a pack of coors

give me the sermon again
maybe ill read into it
im shaking at night and im hearing things
sounds a bit like electricity

it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

please.

@drowna

if they examined my brain
they'd only find traces of you
if you could feel my pain
you wouldn't know what to do
you tore apart my veins
you left me black and blue
you couldn't live a day
walking in my shoes

take a step down my path
see what the other side sees
what happens to a fragile heart
when you cut it til it bleeds
oh god what have you done to me
you never listened to my screams
turns out you're not a friend of me
turns out you're just the enemy

I think I'd be more useful if I fucking ran away
nobody knows me here nobody calls me by my name
I'm another lonely stranger with an empty gaze
ain't nobody care about an unfamiliar face

I've been stranded walking thru an unfamiliar place
every single memory I have is turning grey
there's no feelings when I wake up feel my body decay
when I inevitably kill myself you'll etch my grave

stackin problems i got an abundance
im too high no i cant even function
why you makin a scene outta nothin
you say that youre leavin i say that ur bluffin

i been coughin up black its disgusting
hit this beat like im opium bumpin
hit this weed classified what im puffin
saudi aramco i aint goin public

holup wait a minute lemme talk my shit
tune up tune in too good to miss
i aint ever puttin trust into another again
aint a one legit they all fake as shit 

and ive said i wanna die since i was a kid
but nobody listened to me cuz its all in my head
i was raised to suck it up because it doesnt exist
what will everybody think when im fucking dead

unfamiliar (drowna x etchmygrave)

ǝɯoɥ s,ǝɹǝɥʍ

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(op sʎɐʍlɐ noʎ ǝʞᴉl) ƃuᴉuɹoɯ ǝɥʇ uᴉ ǝɯ ʇxǝʇ llᴉʇs ll,noʎ ǝdoɥ

prod. soft sigh

instagram.com/softsighzine

LYRICS:

you broke my heart now its frozen 
you left me drowning in the ocean 
what can i say to make you stay

i'm so done with these emotions
we're so toxic like a poison
it's just not the same
don't run away  

i wanted your love 
i needed your love 
i wanted your touch
was i asking too much?

need your love

Lyrics:
Hold up, wait

First I wanna date you
Fall into your love until
I can't even escape you
Then it switches up to where
I think I fucking hate you
Someone take me back to where
I thought you were my angel
x4

Like having a flannel in the woods
Or a blanket on a sandy beach
You keep me warm, you keep me warm
Never fail to keep me warm
And baby girl you keep me warm
You got my thoughts up in a swarm
Each word you speak is like a poem
You're not them and you don't gotta show 'em

Grab me by the wrist, but I feel it in my heart
You're trying to pull me back but it's pulling me apart
and I just wanna restart

Holding moments, overloaded
I don't want pain I'm like "donde money"
When I feel strained then I'm dipping, runnin
back to the start then I'm overcoming
x2

Holding moments, overloaded
Don't want pain I'm "donde money"
When I'm strained I'm dipping, running
To the start I'm overcoming
x4

filming our own destruction

now i’m gone
i’ll drink until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
i drink but it just won’t stop hurting
now i’m gone
take drugs until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting

if there’s a god
then make all of this pain stop
answer my calls
i’m suffering from withdrawal
baby i just miss ya
can’t wait ‘til the day that i finally can kiss ya
again
let’s be more than friends
but girl this ain’t no love song ‘cause
we both know how it ends, yeah
let’s not play pretend, yeah
oh
i think we both know
oh
it’s time that we let go

now i’m gone
i’ll drink until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
i drink but it just won’t stop hurting
now i’m gone
take drugs until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting

these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting
these drugs can’t stop my soul from burning
these drugs just make feel so worthless
i always feel like i’m a burden
and i will never find a purpose
so maybe i’m just not important
the weight that’s on my back’s enormous
and i think i’ll collapse under it

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i'll drink until it stops hurting (prod. syndrome)

[Forest]
Don't know why I gotta phone
Don't wanna talk at all
they always hit me up
but I show no love at all
I got a broken heart
That I can't fix at all
There's nothing to be said
because I've said it all
Can't erase the pain
But I hope the drugs do
Wish I could replace
the feelings that I once knew
But I don't wanna wait for it
to come true
I just call it fate and say fuck you
Tired of the same old thing all the time
Same old shit tryna fuck up my life
Got my heart on ice
Put yours next to mine
maybe they will combine
I get hella sentimental
but I wipe my tears and I go
It's a different type of world
than what I use to know
People grow and things change
and that'll always feel strange

[Isaac Shane]
Take it day by day
There's a whole lotta things
I've been trying to say
To take the pain away
look into the mirror
I don't gotta thing to say
All these people gotta answer for everything
In they're heads they're Harvard grads
with a better degree
I been with this girl and she been
getting the better of me
This shit like some roses
so eventually it's dead to me
All the things you said to me
Like how we ain't meant to be
Almost 2020 but I feel
like I can't even see
And girl you were my everything
the air up in my lungs and without you
I can't even breathe
The clocks tickin'
So watch, listen.
The moment's passing and you might might it
I just wanna go back to 
the days when we use to kick it
just you and me
life can get hard but
it ain't nothing we can't beat
Now all you got is that bottle
and that tree and
I think it's fucked up how
you choose that over me
I know we're young and
that's just how it has to be but
P.S. I hope you still think of me

[Forest]
Don't know why I gotta phone
Don't wanna talk at all
they always hit me up
but I show no love at all
I got a broken heart
That I can't fix at all
There's nothing to be said
because I've said it all
Can't erase the pain
But I hope the drugs do
Wish I could replace
the feelings that I once knew
But I don't wanna wait for it
to come true
I just call it fate and say fuck you
Tired of the same old thing all the time
Same old shit tryna fuck up my life
Got my heart on ice
Put yours next to mine
maybe they will combine
I get hella sentimental
but I wipe my tears and I go
It's a different type of world
than what I use to know
People grow and things change
and that'll always feel strange

numb w/ stranger (prod. chandlerrogers)

Emothugg