i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

its easy for you to say cause you change like the seasons
while im still looking for a reason not to pop my shit
your sweater slips off of your wrists
and i see the damage that youve done

its easy to call your phone when i think that i need it
but im still picking up the pieces have you had your fun
i found my gun and i took a breath
whats the point i got water coming over my head

you once did
i loved you
i see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

you once did
i love you
ill see you now and then
but this dont feel
like its real
will you call my momma tell her im dead

i had to sleep
in the grass for weeks
i couldnt find my bed
i guess youre still killing me
and when i found it
i picked off all the bugs 
drown me in the fountain 
then fill it with my blood

in the grass (prod. forested)

mystery card (prod. prettywhenicry)

antidote (prod. balance)

hate my life (prod. h0llybeats)

lil emothugg - patience (prod. faded)

magical flows from chandler rogers on this one he blessed me with this verse

let me rot w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

blood (prod. midsommar)

love story (prod. chvrliebrowwn)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/octoberwillows

writing a nightmare (prod. willow)

confession w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

selfish (prod. dyingwish)

swords (prod. ram80)

vampire night (prod. villainparty)

rocket science (prod. dyingwish)

brand new (prod. dontcrysloan)

always w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

remain feat. ghastcastle (prod. dyingwish)

lsd (prod. artifacts)

Effete (prod. emothugg)

sacrifice w/ buddyminajj (prod. silverhadif)

Borderline (prod. Emothugg x Stranger)

K.T.A. (prod. villainparty)

Rakes (prod. killua55)

Laniakea (Prod. Emothugg)

Lakefront (Prod. Emothugg)

three track EP...sum different
shitty vocals ftw

tracks one and two were produced and written by emothugg
track three was produced by pekarot with vocals by emothugg

Elegy for a Feeling I Never Named

Misfire In The 1st Cylinder

Through the sun i see
Every shade of green
That’s not how things are supposed to be
Colorblind
Colorblind to you
I dont think like i used to
So don’t catch me falling when i do
Don’t catch me falling when i do

This is so much more than insurrection
A compromise in every direction
Playing hide and seek but it’s only me and my reflection
It’s only me
It’s only me

I’m biding my time like her nails when she’s nervous
I’m way past the line and I’m too deep to surface this time
Holding on (Im still here)
Holding on for you
Holding on 
Holding on for you
I’d cut through the bone if i have to
I’d leave every bar bloody black and blue
I’m holding on (holding on) I’m holding on for you
im holding on (holding on) holding on 
I’ve been blacking out on cheap regrets to try to for get that im colorblind

Colorblind to you
I dont think like i used to
So don’t catch me falling when i do
Don’t catch me falling when i do

CMYK

Lyrics:
chorus:
you owe me, you slowed me, she wrote me, she wrote me
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me
you owe me, you slowed me, she broke me, she broke me 
you told me, you lonely, you fucked me (told me) you love me

Verse: 
what im feelin inside i wont feel when im gon die
staring at pictures i took of you it makes me want to cry
i wana know why did you lie im waiting for you on skype
i miss stayin up all night tell you we'd be alright
you owe me, you told me, you wrote, from wyoming
i loved you, you did too, for so long, i would have died for you
a true pair, my senorita, you left me, for some re-up
i pray to, die in my own sleep, locked in my, room for a thousand weeks

1000 WEEKS FT. MEXICO4G [PROD. PRETTYWHENICRY]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vIHAGuIH6c

BAD XANS W/MEXICO4G [PROD. HOllYBEATS]

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