[ghost]
6 shells in the .357 for my brain
tried to shatter the chain but now i’ve just gone insane
and every moment i wake i have to will it away
there’s nothing i can do but feed ripe venom to my veins
sat in my slumber
counting up numbers
never in comfort
tortured by colours
governed by hunger
frightened of summer
lost up in wonder
wish i was younger
now i’m hiding in it
grind up my organs to a pulp and feed it to my spirit

[skits]
20 fucking pills guess it’s lunchtime
wash that shit down with the white wine
another drugged up, fucked up, locked up,
waiting for the sun up night
questions that be running through my fucked up mind
should i kill myself or hit that bitch from behind?
should i call it quits or sniff another line?
all the shit i’m doing is heading towards a flat line

[ghost]
i was gripping on the edge then my claws broke
i’ve been falling for years, i’ve lost all hope
giving into the pledge that the laws wrote
stuck in the jaws of fear now i’m one with ghosts
i might just die here
i’ve been losing heat, see the frozen tears?
surrounded by the screams, don’t you hear?
there’s no way i’m ever getting clear

[gooside]
i don’t know why all these feelings coming on back after you left
i want you back, matter of fact, i’m tired of you bitches, nothing but stress
i don’t know why i’m stuck in a loop, and i have been feelin like i am depressed
i don’t know why, i feel like in life
i’m nothing, forgettable trash on the side
falling off of the edge and now my heart cold
been trying for years and now i’m hollow
don’t chat to me bout how your heart broke
i don’t need your lies, i ain’t got fucking time hoe

[izrxal]
on the edge
i been feeling dead
lately i can’t help myself, i’ll drown in more substance instead
feel the stress, the dread
drag me down the steps
i might put one in my temple just so i can resurrect
in a new life
pass me the knife, i think it’s bout time
sharp side, pressing against me with no sunshine
my life, something i wasted, but still try
don’t cry, i see no point cause we all die

[ghost]
i was gripping on the edge then my claws broke
i’ve been falling for years, i’ve lost all hope
giving into the pledge that the laws wrote
stuck in the jaws of fear now i’m one with ghosts
i might just die here
i’ve been losing heat, see the frozen tears?
surrounded by the screams, don’t you hear?
there’s no way i’m ever getting clear

[skits]
tried to quit
succeeded
no one knows my reasons
tried
believing
till my uncle’s heart stopped beating
looking for an answer while my friends and family die of cancer
so lost, so empty
my reflections resent me
lining up the noose praying just take me
now i’m scared to open up
cause everyone i love turns to dust
i don’t have enough fingers to count how many i lost

[ghost]
i can’t count how many times i nearly lost my sanity
it all started 15/11/17, calamity
ever since my existence has been devout depravity
the core of me is arctic, discarded, like my reality
all of a sudden
i’m so sick and sullen
i have to keep running
the voices are coming
from out of the coven
i’m so fucking scared
living in a nightmare
i know i need to toughen
but i miss my cousin
and my best friend
i cannot summon my soul back to me
i’ve come to realise that that day was my fucking end

[ghost]
i was gripping on the edge then my claws broke
i’ve been falling for years, i’ve lost all hope
giving into the pledge that the laws wrote
stuck in the jaws of fear now i’m one with ghosts
i might just die here
i’ve been losing heat, see the frozen tears?
surrounded by the screams, don’t you hear?
there’s no way i’m ever getting clear

Lil Ghost & Skits

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