Been a minute since i last listened and i have to say keep going you improve with every song really excited to see you continue to grow🖤🖤🖤

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
sit down in the porch lights tend to wait for a call
I shouldn’t have made it through the night 
But I made it out alive fuck everybody saying I won’t

real soon I’ll be ready to go
real soon ima take another pill and some more
this noon ima show you what’s left
this noon ima give it my all
six pills i can’t take anymore
more pills and i would’ve put an end to it all
ima sad kid i cant let momma know
i cant stand seeing her cry anymore

save me but nobody ever gave a fuck
it’s me, can’t nobody see me through these walls
xan, lean I’ll experiment in this cup
all geeked in my bedroom all docked alone
four weeks and nobody has hit my phone
the only text that I get is when I hit my plug
the only voice is slowly getting numb
chemicals in my head got me going dumb

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

suisside- pills (prod. x10derrick)

Sing it with you, follow along
Ima be with you til the end of the fall
Coming with you, take me along
You gonna be with me til the end of the fall
Cop me some shoes, buy you a boat
You gonna be with me if you like it or not
She killing the moon, thirsty for blood
I was getting high when you called me

That reminds me all I got 
When I drown in death, off a pill I’m not coming back
That reminds me I could die
Keep your name on my mind, for the kill I won’t let you die
Coming like you want me to stay 
I got blood in my brain, but you wanna be this way
Acting like you work for the feds, girl I meant what I said
You don’t have be this way

Sing it with you, follow along
Ima be with you til the end of the fall
Coming with you, take me along
You gonna be with me til the end of the fall
Cop me some shoes, buy you a boat
You gonna be with me if you like it or not
She killing the moon, thirsty for blood
I was getting high when you called me

That reminds me all I got 
When I drown in death, off a pill I’m not coming back
That reminds me I could die
Keep your name on my mind, for the kill I won’t let you die
Coming like you want me to stay 
I got blood in my brain, but you wanna be this way
Acting like you work for the feds, girl I meant what I said
You don’t have be this way

suisside- reminds me (prod. lilpipe)

Lifetime

suisside - middle of the night (prod.manget$u)

GHO$TBOY- i Don't Want To Lie This Time (Prd.Flower)

dying out (prod.Gehenna)

lil ghost (prod.crcl)

lyrics:
Everyday i wake up and i put on these same damn clothes
Feel like it's way too cold in the winter for a man like me to grow
I
Get sick of gettin stuck in the past
Learned that when i was 10 years old
Used to be feelings dont last
But now they just always show
Baby just gimme some passion
Shawty we all the way grown
Just got off the phone with my dad
I told him i'm on the way home

Cause it's too cold in the winter
For a man like me to grow

Spend all my time
I waste some
Baby you mine
Just say sum
I know we tried
To make sum
We turned nothin to sum but now its just nothin again
We tried love but lust just got us here fuckin again
Lord forgive me im sorry
That ion do nun but sin
The devil been makin it hard
For me to feel good in my skin
Now im in the sky
I stay
Believe me im tryin
To change
It's this lane that im tryna create
But its harder to find my way
Cause the darkness live where i stay
And the shadows gone creep where i lay
And i promise im keepin the faith
But its just that

Its too cold in the winter
For a child like me to grow

Told my father i'm on the way home
It was fun it was quick to get old
I sit here feel this shit in my soul
That's why i play my cards
Never fold em
That's why i beat the odds
Cause ion know em
Place a bet on myself
Ion play poker
Momma if i die
Will you wait for me?
Cause it's been a while since i talked to you
My brothers got kids and they all grew
I swear i've been meanin to call you
But they don't got phone lines yet that go up there way in the sky
I'm just tryin not to cry

Cause its too cold in the winter
For a child like me to grow

im tryna grow (sira vendeur)

forgive me (prod. manget$u)

flesh (prod. manget$u)

http://www.instagram.com/suissidee

[lyrics]

i’m in search of the feeling that took me away 
can you take me to earth i got one thing to say 
i don’t care hoe,
lose all your time while i’m lost off som yayo,
that doesn’t matter to me,

i got bout an eighth it’s inside off my jeans
i got boots full of blood you can follow my lead 
to the hell hole,
thousands of souls looking up as you hang on,
don’t let them read all your sins,

she flew by my side and she told me to get out the building,
she came in at nigh off a pill i was fucking her dearly,
don’t tell me to die girl i heard you and saw you so clearly,
i stay in my room making songs while i’m smoking severely,

got a tab on my tongue, 
it’s breaking i’m quaking 
my heads off the walls,
it’s taking it’s time but it won’t be too long,
i lean back and cry while my eyes slowly close,
i’m here now i’m gone

Lifetime

Lil GhostBoy

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