there's always gotta be a first one



s/o @nofacesixtytwo
s/o @prodmakemyday

ghostboy x noface - idk about u

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lyrics:
don't you
forget about me 
life is hella scary 
i don't know why im here
things in my life ain't getting nowhere when im up all night there's dope in the air can't sleep can't spare a moment or a thought, i must go 

i must go, before i lose controle, break loose from the wall, tie the noose and fall 
i don't care about my life at all, i don't, i don't know 
don't know why life has chosen me for this fucked up road

life has a always been a curse to me so i don't know where i could be 
depression leave me be so i can finally live life how its 'supposed to be, supposed to be

life has a always been a curse to me so i don't know where i could be 
depression leave me be so i can finally live life how its 'supposed to be, inside of me 

there's demons in my mind breaking me every single time that i've been tryna make this mine but things inside me aren't right, 
so i'm waiting for the night, 
yea my head has been in a fight 
that others might call life 
for me it ain't right

dont forget me (prod. duvaal)

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lyrics:
roll the dice, ay
name your price, 6 eyes
okay ill slice open my veins to make place for a sacrifice
suicide is breaking your chains, no need to do it twice
im rare like a diamond, wearing ice, 
stoned all the time and im tryna bash my mind in to feel si - lence
my mind is my own tyrant, giving me a virus, 
all i hear is sirens, all i see is violence
homies telling me to visit an asylum
but im so defiant & my self hatred so timeless
bitch imma crash my own plane on the horizon

you just wait, hear the 808 beat to my heartrate
cause its way too late
smoked too much today
heart and mind insane 
got wars in my brain, 
burn my corpse then make it rain
cut me loose from all my pain 
tie the noose for this here change
and make it all go away
away
away
ay

roll the dice (prod. bud woods)

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lyrics:
shawty got that codeine dripping on my lips 
yea im kissin on her hips 
i don't like to remember this 
it's my mission to quit 
i reminiscine to the times 
that i felt alive, with u 
right by my side, so few
could understand my 
addiction to the memories we had 
so i'll shoot it point blank 
tryna make my head 
empty from that 
so i'll forget what we had 
and so that i will regret 
havin u next to me in bed 

there are so many pictures on my phone i'd rather just throw it at the wall tho
don't wanna see your face oh no oh no 
don't wanna read your texts oh no oh no 
so i'd rather not touch that have it all exist i don't touch that 
see a pic of your face i don't touch that 
think back to your lips i don't touch that 
i'll never come back 
if ever make a mil i might text back 
if i even make it till then you never know 
what might get me in the end
you never know what might get me in the end
my friend

you never know (prod. junkk)

merry xmas ppl!!!
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lyrics:
im left out 
don't know where 
to go 
there's nothing left for me anyways 
got u in 
my way
ill always be left out 
baby now i got that clout baby
nothings gonna change
not for me anyways 
nothing ever changes when u smoke away ur days
or you're outside of ur place
popped a couple funny pills
u see shit in an empty place 
so you think that you're insane
but it works out in the end
throw some xanax numb the pain
using drugs to hide your suffering
all you get is get away
and beside that there is nothing that u ever loved the same 
so you'll never find true happiness without my ugly face, ay

[2x]
there's nowhere i can go
no place i'd rather be 
know i love you baby but i gotta get away
know ive always been there for u but i gotta go babe
see you later ay
see you later

don't hit me up if you give a fuck
that imma drug addict 
don't panic, baby i got it under controle 
not a junkie on patrol 
i do nothin out remorse 
bish i never leave my course, you don't know
that i never broke my word 
used to sit inside the ward
i enjoyed myself too much 
that's why they put me on the stuff 
nowadays i feel the lust 
to get back into that place 
make em shoot it in my veins

i don't know why nothing else works for me 
tried it all can't you see 
still a wreck on the bottom of the sea 
i got plenty of time left 4 u baby ay

there's nowhere i can go
no place i'd rather be 
know i love you baby but i gotta get away
know ive always been there for u but i gotta go babe
see you later ay
see you later

see you later (prod. cvrloski)

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lyrics:
you know with me every single one could be our last kiss 
baby run away, i can tell that you won't miss 
remember how we ran away from teachers skipping classes 
so we can make out at the backside of the gym dropping ashes 
next to our feet 
smoking hash mixed with weed 
'cause we were king and queen 
and other than us, life had no meaning
we could feel eachothers hearts beating 
i don't know where time has gone 
(i don't know where time has gone )
life goin slow to the sound of a song 
(life goin slow to the sound of a song)
take another hit from the bong 
(take another hit from the bong) 
i don't wanna quit yet baby let's go on 
(i don't wanna quit yet baby let's go on)
im casting a spirit it's arriving before long
(im casting a spirit it's arriving before long) 
waiting for the visit to tell me who i am 
(waiting for the visit to tell me who i am) 
21 years and i haven't figured out where i belong
sun going down i can see that it's dawn

last kiss (prod. sketchmyname)

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lyrics:
fuck my life up fuck, fuck my fuck my life up 
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, never gonna come back, fuck   
fuck my life up fuck, fuck my fuck my life up 
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, never gonna come back, fuck 

fuck my life up, nothing in my way 
fuck my life up, i'm clinically insane 
sip a doublecup, restock on it's way 
not enough drugs, never gonna say stop, never gonna fade to black, ill nod away 
r i p to the ones in my way 
rest in peace when you're on your way 
suck my cock, see the paint on my nails yea
pull out my glock, when you're sayin that im strange
take those clothes off babe, lemme see you naked 
ain't no reason you should be ashamed 
yet you need another xan to get rid of your shame yuh, yuh 

fuck my life up fuck, fuck my fuck my life up 
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, never gonna come back, fuck 
fuck my life up fuck, fuck my fuck my life up 
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, baby i ain't goin back
fuck my life up, never gonna come back, fuck

fml up (prod. nightmare)

u can hear my charger in the background somewhere in the middle of my part but it sounds like its supposed to be that way so it's cool s/o to my brother @nofacesixtytwo ♡♥♡

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