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Open Road

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i see in you the side of me thats sick to death of life
only sadness waits for me and the grim reaper with a knife
and i see in you the side of me that bores the thought of death 
and only you will care for me when i take my final breath

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

and know that i am hesitant to be at all attached
but maybe i am more afraid that i have met my match
and i think that you’re exceptional dont fear to be alone
i think its time to tell you that you’re the best I’ve ever known

and we will be forever so
and i will always keep you close
i know that we’ll pass the test of time
and ill love you for eternity
you’ll be my immortality
and i wont stop until your heart is mine

now see in me the side of you that wants to let love in
ill never be the reason for the blade against your skin

tate

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

https://soundcloud.com/internetrot <3
https://soundcloud.com/yngkms <3

lil glacier & internet rot - drown me (prod. killedmyself)

"RESURRECTION" [ALBUM] - 10/22/16

lyrics :

fuck a fucking placement I don't need you motherfuckers

i'mma get it on my own before I get on your production

cause you fucking pieces of shit don't show no motherfucking love to me

I see right thru your guise you try and hide but you can't run from me



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind




balance me between the beams

my life is slipping thru the seams

alive but don't know what it means

my mind has stopped producing dreams

production speeds across the seas

American soldiers on the streets

and I cannot help but to see

a land the opposite of free



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind

you see me standing clear bitch i'mma let you die

you'll never fucking hear from me until the depths consume your life.

resurrection

killstation - exxidae (prod. killstation)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER

everything is boring (prod. frander)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

Cry To This (prod. oilcolor)

citizen - night i drove alone remix

I ran away from you, now look how far I’ve got.
I shared some secrets that I hope you’d keep, 
They’re words that don’t come out.
And I should’ve crashed the car the night I drove alone.
Escape from August cold.

And you talk like someone else.

I ran away from you, and now something's killing me.
You hang me up as a souvenir of what I couldn’t be.
And I should’ve crashed the car the night I drove alone.
Escape from August cold.

And you talk like someone else.
And you talk like someone else.

i shouldve crashed the car (night i drove alone rmx)

i listen to @bl4ckgu1ch everyday. he's so fucking good. if you like @greaf you will love his music 💙

additional piano played by cøzy <3

cum back :(

sømetimes it's just nice tø høld sømeøne [prød. bl4ckgu1ch]

produced @prodreaper 

lyrics:
(scum)
mistakes that we made 
can never be erased 
but we can try and try again 
cause i, i'm falling deeper than i did before 
i kiss the ground
i'm falling down 
i kiss the ground 
i'm falling now
i'm lost, i'm lost
i'm still lost 
find me, find me, find me, find me 

(VELVETEARS)
im lost
and i don’t think that I’m worth finding
i stay inside 
cuz the truth in the sun is too blinding
ya i wanna die
tell me something that i aint heard a million times
I’m not a pretty image u can paint in the sky
i hate to say hello because i hate to say goodbye
i swear ill cut a throat if i hear another lie
i swear ill cut my throat if i waste anymore time
i hate to say goodbye

hate to say goodbye w/ VELVETEARS (prod. reaper)

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

destination

killstation & joei razook - cracks (prod. killstation)

5 song EP Coming For You.

with @killstation

[Verse 1: London Samuels]
It’s killing me (it’s killing me)
Is it killing you?
I never thought it would come to this
It’s a wildfire burning in the pits
You never know how low this ever gets
Ashes falling on the ground, all around
And every word I’ve ever said never made a sound

[Verse 2: Killstation]
Hold me in your mind
I’ll never leave your side
Only take what’s right
You know what death is like
Find me in the darkest place you know
I need to find a way to
Take you far away from here
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear

[Verse 3: London Samuels]
Whisper here
Whisper in my ear
Make it clear, make it all disappear
Make it all go away
Somethin’ ‘bout this pain
Tie me down and push me in the way of a southbound train

Southbound Feat Killstation Prod Mark Productions

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

lil glacier & internet rot - drown me (prod. killedmyself)

lil glacier

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