Its nice to hear this song again, used to listen all the time in middle school. Well ive graduated now and still never left that depressive state

@lilhappylilsad

i cant run can u help me
im so lost baby save me
i just want u to crave me
ur my drug why u playin

i cant feel baby
ur not real baby
all these tears baby
all these years
if i let you go will u feel alone
would u want me back
would u even care

baby trust me tho
i just cant be yours
bitch i feel so low
demons in my core
know u hate them too
but they hate me more
they always bring me down
they always make me fall

u always try while i fuck it up
u know i cry cause im so fucking numb
u know i try but im so fucking dumb
u know ill die and i will let you down

the voices tell me to kill myself
i wanna do it cause i live in hell
they always scream, always in my head
they wont leave till im fucking dead

save me (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

i got bud
i got mud
i got anything ud ever want
i got love
i got blood
pour it up from my wrist im a drug

if u want
let me take u
to my town
i can help you
fell in love
girl i want you
take some drugs
know you want to

i just want u to feel everythings fine
i just want u to stand by my side
i just want u to get high all damn night
i just want u to fuck me and cry

im tired, I'm so sick of this shit
im so tired, but ill never quit
cause i know that u know what i do is too lit
cause u stayed w me all night wiped blood off my wrist
suck my dick

lil drug (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

girl fuck who youve become
i still hate on who u were
u would always do me wrong
i was always drippin blood
baby u could never see, how u laid the blade on me
tryna fight the shit i feel, but some scars just never heal

yeah u did me wrong
so i made some songs
tried to numb the pain u gave me but the numbness never lasted long
yeah u did me wrong
w some other boys
and i tried to get me high like all the time but didnt work that long

im sorry, i never wanted u to hurt
like boy, im sorry
its behind us now lets skrrt and write our story
cause i love you and u love me please dont worry
please dont worry

shes like 4 am, wide awake and writing love notes
thats just who i am, i cant sleep girl i just want u
yr my only friend, u just get me like i get u
u fucked up back then, its okay girl know i love you 

make me whole again, i got blood all on my nightstand
im fucked up like damn, im so lost please take my hand and
let our love expand, fuck what anyone think
they dont know what we have, they dont know where we been

numb the pain (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

i dont wanna go dont make me do it
your numbers on my phone but i could lose it
i dont understand why you keep lying
burning down the bridges where youre standing

one day you showed up and you just took me
one day ill give up so girl dont push me
you used to patch me up when i was bleeding
now u deal the cuts but im still breathing

yeah u picked me up
saved my life
patched me up
all the time
yeah u picked me up
took the knife
u would cut me up
save me now

still breathing (prod. lilhappylilsad)

s/o everyone supporting me i appreciate you so much

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

no time, so stressed
i just wanna die im only positive in drug tests
so high, deep breaths
white sauce baby drippin down your skinny breasts
i cry, she left
now i count every second till im fuckin dead
more smiles, feel less
im alive baby but ive been so close to death

im alive but ive been so fuckin close to death
i get high to get rid of all the fuckin stress
coming down and i know that im a fuckin mess
cutting ties baby and i never have regrets

fuck fake people, fake friends fuck you
wish i didnt waste my time nah i hate you
and ive been on my shit, feeling good without you
fuck my old gang bunch of fucking see throughs

I wish I didn't waste my time I fucking hate u
baby please come home again I'll break too 
and I don't want to live alone without you
Even though I tried I'll fucking doubt you 

I dont wanna be alone
I'll try this one more time and then im on my own
I just wanna feel your touch want you to come back home
everything will be alright but I'm just so alone
please don't call my phone
I can't do this on my own

I just wanna feel your touch
you said you fucking loved me I can't feel your love
the times you said you cared you couldn't give a fuck
and now my arms are bleeding cause my wrists are cut
bitch I'm out of luck and I'm just so fucked up

and I don't wanna live alone without you
I swear to god I fucking hate you
I promised you the world I fucking gave you
your heart never left my hands I'm faced to

shatter it to pieces all again
your skin was so soft you're always running through my head
I just can't believe those fucking words that you said
shred through me like bullet i wish I was fucking dead

no time, so stressed w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

yt: https://youtu.be/vs75EkbecEw

dont ask me how i feel
you know how bad it is
lately i cant sleep
im breakin down im weak

ion wanna wake up
ion wanna breath
they meet me and they pay up
they cant lay off my weed

they love the drugs i keep
the drugs will make you bleed
the drugs they made me bleed
feel no love when i weep

when i weep (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu

yt: https://youtu.be/SLIKZXjkIu8

i thought that i had told myself
not to fucking fall in love
now i fucking find myself
singing to you in my songs

im sure im gonna hurt you girl
so you better stay away
know that youre at loss for words
i just dont know what else to say

i dont wanna be
the reason that you bleed
girl you better leave
yeah im trynna make you see

youre better off alone
at least youll still be free
while im smoking weed
for the scars im trynna heal
x2

while i find myself x3
ill never find myself

find myself (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad @lonnellsuave

yt: https://youtu.be/OpDcCbe2WEA

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip
x2

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

all u mother fuckers got the best of me
cant believe u fuckin did this when u know im weak
since it hit me ive been tryin but i just cant sleep
since it hit me all the memories r on repeat

tryna figure out a way to breathe
couple ounces gone im off the weed
if u fuckin knew how bad ive been
wish u fuckin knew the pain im in

blood on me and i scream
drugs on me im a fiend
girl help me tryna deal
girl help me hit delete

no matter what they do
i will love u boo
just tell yourself its fine

no matter what i do
know i love u boo
i tell myself im fine

just tell urself its fine
i tell myself im fine

spent a couple nights in the bathtub
just starin at my wrist
shiny silver blade in my right hand
should I slit and watch it drip

high all fucking night in a bathtub
what is this life i live
shiny silver blade in my right hand
i lay it on my wrist

iTunes

bathtub (prod. lonnell suave)

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

new album dropping in March!!

stream/dl: https://fanlink.to/lhls-shine

lyrics:

baby where u going don't u love me
fuck all of our problems ur the only
i dont wanna miss u i feel lonely
come here let me kiss u girl I'm sorry
x2

i been working hard 
and I'm balling now
know I'll make it far 
i dont even try
getting what i want
I'm ahead of time
I'm a fucking star
they don't like my shine

they don't like me shining
they wanna stop me
they don't like the grinding
they can't keep up w
10h 7 days of the week
and im stressing so hard
that i smoke like a fiend

Download

shine (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Stream & DL: https://lhls.fanlink.to/dienow

Lyrics:

Gave up then
I said I'm not done
Can't die now 
Turn my life around 
Roll up when
I hear angels cry 
Know I'm bout to die soon 
I'm still gonna try 
x2

Ye, everyone so fucking basic
I'd rather roll a blunt on my own and blaze it 
Ye, stupid people now they hate me
Cause I work harder than the rest and now I'm rakin

Ye I'm flexing cause i earned it
Ye suicidal but she love me
Ye I still struggle on the daily 
Ye that's why they all relating ye

When i find myself in hard times 
I'm just tryna stay alive
When it's dark and i cant find no light 
I don't wanna talk I'm stuck inside 

Gave up then
I said I'm not done
Can't die now 
Turn my life around 
Roll up when
I hear angels cry 
Know I'm bout to die soon 
I'm still gonna try
x2

Die Now (prod. Lil Happy Lil Sad)

lil happy lil sad

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