it's been 5 years, I've discovered this when I was 12, this year I'm gonna be 15, this has been a part of me at my toughest times

one of my fav songs from you, may your soul rest in peace

Play when your angry and sad

Kyoto prod babytayi

@lilhappylilsad

i cant run can u help me
im so lost baby save me
i just want u to crave me
ur my drug why u playin

i cant feel baby
ur not real baby
all these tears baby
all these years
if i let you go will u feel alone
would u want me back
would u even care

baby trust me tho
i just cant be yours
bitch i feel so low
demons in my core
know u hate them too
but they hate me more
they always bring me down
they always make me fall

u always try while i fuck it up
u know i cry cause im so fucking numb
u know i try but im so fucking dumb
u know ill die and i will let you down

the voices tell me to kill myself
i wanna do it cause i live in hell
they always scream, always in my head
they wont leave till im fucking dead

save me (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Art by: @neversince

Lyrics:

ye i love you, and i want u to smile
get the drugs boo, ye lets smoke and get high
drippin blood tho, i got death on my mind
got this urge hoe, wanna cut till die

and i dont want to, but i fuck it all up
i feel so damn low, cant control it at times
and it hurts you, i dont want u to cry
cause i love u, and i want u to smile

lil happy lil sad - smile (prod. nciku)

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIHI8VNAhHY

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

DEAD YOUTH ANTHEM

PROD. BY @igorexz

LYRICS:

I heard the devil knocking at my front door 
What does it want, I think it wants my soul
I Tried to hang myself but the damn noose broke, 
so I popped me some pills and everything went so slow,
Yuh, I don't wanna give my wrist a cut
They gone see the blood, but I don't really give a fuck, depression eating at my heart until I'm stuck inside the dark, with no one I can trust, I point the gun up to my head and let that muh fucka bust 

HOOK:

Voices in my head, someone please make it stop 
Voices in my head, someone please make it stop 
It will not subside, might just die 
left to rot 
Voices in my head, someone please make it stop

BRIDGE:

I didn't mean to kill..
The voices in my head they forced me to
this is not a song, this is a message 
I am warning you
I didn't mean to kill..
The voices in my head they forced me to
This is not a song, this is a message 
I AM WARNING YOU

[Verse 2]
I am not myself 
I can't control myself 
Don't stay 
God hates my existence 
So it's in vain, if I pray
voices in my head won't go away
I can't escape
These pills won't help 
I'm by myself
I guess this is my fate 
I am not myself 
I can't control myself 
Don't stay 
God hates my existence 
So it's in vain, if I pray
voices in my head won't go away
I can't escape
These pills won't help 
I'm by myself
I GUESS THIS IS MY FATE!

[HOOK, slowed down]

Voices in my head, someone please make it stop 
Voices in my head, someone please make it stop 
It will not subside, might just die 
left to rot 
Voices in my head, someone please make it stop

VOICESINMYHEAD [PROD. XEROGI] (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

my revenge (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu

yt: https://youtu.be/SLIKZXjkIu8

i thought that i had told myself
not to fucking fall in love
now i fucking find myself
singing to you in my songs

im sure im gonna hurt you girl
so you better stay away
know that youre at loss for words
i just dont know what else to say

i dont wanna be
the reason that you bleed
girl you better leave
yeah im trynna make you see

youre better off alone
at least youll still be free
while im smoking weed
for the scars im trynna heal
x2

while i find myself x3
ill never find myself

find myself (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad

music video: https://youtu.be/qSVPoTjlw-8

she told me i was nothing n it hurt
she used to make me happy n feel special with her words
i tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
she used to be my everything and now im off the drugs 

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

always in my bed i made her leave me here alone
screamin at her crying i would point her to the door
all i ever want is her to be here when im low
i try to act unbothered but i end up hurting more
x2

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

survive (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

@scarlxrd
Prod. by @YUNGMUPPY  

Lyrics;
Pretending everything is fine wont help
You say you’re happy with the shit that sells 
This fucking life really sounds like hell 
I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself…

I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself… 

Don’t act like you’re no sinner.

This time i shall not forget… 
this time i rise from the dead… 
this time i am not afraid… 
i don’t see the meaning in these fucking games… 

Change facts live fast it helps us forget pain,
reach back no thanks i still go against grains 
point fingers away don’t blame till they break 
hype up and see your life’s covered in flames…

i’m so done with the waiting, 
will i find my relief from this mind 

my whole body is craving 
a better way of living my life…

Mind your business 
lost control of all my feelings 
i’m still sat here in this building 
fucking dying fucking breathing 
your not happy you still bleeding 
your existence has no meaning 
and it makes you fucking sick…

I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself 
x4

LXRDSZN

VISUAL

LIES YXU TELL [Prod. MUPPY]

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

The touch of the reaper means only one thing, desiccation to everything within my reach.
Kill and repeat, I'm the hacker delete anything 'front of me if I need to release.
Enemies crumbling within my presence, I'm presently not really one to be seen.
I'm the behemoth it seems for no reason I cant waste my time on such trivial things.
Know where you stand, and just know I could banish you from the whole scene with these words that I speak.
I'm tempermental, my energy pent up, bitch back the fuck up if you still want to breathe.
I am the ghost in the night with this butterfly blade, there ain't nothing colliding with me.
Come round the corner, I'm draped in the shadows, bitch my knife will find a place that it can rest if it needs.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes. 

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.

Come fuck with me, I'ma show you what it's like to never give a fuck my g.
Rollin, and smokin, sippin on blood bitch we keep it on a lower key.
Got no chains, I got no containment, bitch there ain't nothin thats holdin me.
Independent, livin in solitude they can't get close to me.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.
Roses, ashes, Ashes, ashes.

I'm the alchemist, turn a fuckin problem to a body bitch.
Fuck a body bitch, I want all yo shit.
I want all the smoke, I need all the dope.
Bitch don't get to close, I'ma cut your throat.

I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up, keep your head low.
I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up bitch, keep your head low.

Roses, Ashes (Prod. OmenXIII)

lil happy lil sad - depression _Sub Español_ ( 128kbps ).mp3

lil happy lil sad - can't feel none

Prod @kingwicked

Lyrics:


Emptied my brain let it 
drain inna puddle

Feeding the maggots I walked away stumble 

down to the man with the mind of a puzzle 

Steal all the pieces 
leave you in a muzzle

-

Piece all the parts of my brain back to one 
Now I cannot stop thinkin bout killin fo fun 

All of the people that use me and run 

Bleed out the fake 
in the public 
in sun

—

I dont give a fuck about a mother fucker i dont give a fuck about a mother fuckin soul

Nobody gon ever give a fuck

if i died inside a truck
if i crashed into a pole

(OKAYYY!!)

—

I swear I need to get my life back together

I killed a pig 
ate it’s meat 
Used it’s skin fo sweaters 

I write my raps with
pin point turkey feathers

I dip the bone in blood
write your name down in my killing planners

-

You won’t do
shit!
All you do is talk shit
Mother fucker im still in this bitch!!

On my gizmo shit
Every rapper counterfit 
Till  burning up this oil slick

Better run so quick that i never see you bitch
Im splitting your neck and your wrists

I dont give one fuck who the fuck you think you is

I’ll make sure you never have kids

-

My knife is aiming for your heart

Aint no reset aint no restart

So who the fuck you think you are

You don’t get a chance,

Im rippin body parts

Troll Under The Bridge 2 [Prod. Kingwicked]

lil happy lil sad - kill myself - sub. español

lil happy lil sad - kill myself

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6HOST:
I don’t tell you this enough, I
feel like I’m in luck, like
please don’t wake me up, I’m
dreaming or on drugs, high
seeing double vision
2020’s different
what we’re doing isn’t
me and you are mixin

Drinks are being poured up
drippin from the floor up
lights on ‘till the cords cut
out I’ll order more, fuck
I feel like a nascar
I just made it past start
fuck I hated last year
never thought I’d last here

Hate it when my hands shake
saving pills I can’t take
that was for my own sake
I was always home late
either that or homeless
scared of my aloneness
luckily that’s the old me
now I’m never lonely

CØZYBØY:
Said it’s just medicine
take it deep let it in
I thought I was alright
if you hold my hand tight

we were never lonely
you and I were I were hoping
we would make it in spite
everybody’s insight

I know I’m falling but I fall so slow
I’m calling everybody that I know
I’m popping bottles let the champagne flow
black beamer with the black windows

Blacked out in my fantasy I’m
two deep in these leather seats
two door and my baby riding
lone wolf but you come with me

New titties she could never hide em
bad bitch so it’s fine with me
double shots seeing double vision
drive fast through the city streets

find myself (prod. kuroime)

lil happy lil sad

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