Damn i didn’t know he khs..rip Kasper..you saved me i wish that i could’ve saved you..

لقد أثقلتني أكاذيبك ولعنتك التي تلاحقني منذ أعوام وكأن وجودك ظلٌّ ثقيل لا ينفكّ عني تحاول أن تبرّر نفسك أمام الناس وأن تلبس ثوب البراءة بينما حقيقتك واضحة كالشمس مكشوفة لا تحتاج دليلًا لقد سئمتُ منك ومن كذبك ومن صوتك ومن محاولاتك التي لا تنتهي لقلب الحقائق أنت العذاب الذي يفرض نفسه عليّ وأنت القيد الذي يحاصرني كلما حاولت أن أتنفّس تظنّ أنك المسؤول عني وما كنتَ يومًا إلا عبئًا وسياجًا يضيّق روحي تروي الأكاذيب لتظهر نقيًّا وتُلقي بي وحدي في موقع الذنب وكأن السماء لا ترى ما تفعل ومع كل يوم يمرّ يتّضح لي أن لعنتك أعمق مما ظننته وأن وجودك حولي يطفئ في داخلي كل معنى للراحة لقد تعبت تعبت حتى صرت أشعر أن البقاء بقربك يشبه الموت في بطئه وثقله وظلمته ولا أريد بعد الآن إلا أن أتحرّر أن أبتعد أن أخرج من دائرتك التي تخنقني وتبتلعن

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demonic boy - my ego

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Art by: @neversince

Lyrics:

ye i love you, and i want u to smile
get the drugs boo, ye lets smoke and get high
drippin blood tho, i got death on my mind
got this urge hoe, wanna cut till die

and i dont want to, but i fuck it all up
i feel so damn low, cant control it at times
and it hurts you, i dont want u to cry
cause i love u, and i want u to smile

lil happy lil sad - smile (prod. nciku)

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

Track published on October 3, 2017.
R.I.P X

XXXTENTACION - Save Me

@lilhappylilsad

lyrics:

I've lost myself to anxiety
cause I cant find my way out of this hole
I cant believe what you've done to me
you don't wanna see the dark inside my soul 

I'm always dying so quietly 
I know that it's too much for you to handle
my blade takes away my anxiety 
I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample 

u really fucked me up, I really wish u knew how much 
you're the reason why my blade has always been crutch
you're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much 
you're the reason why I cant even fkn trust 

I know you see me slowly falling apart 
there are so many fkn wounds in my heart 
I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches 
but the only way to heal me is if you could fix it 

save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying 
I cant deal with my emotions so I'm hiding 

damn I loved you so much and I admired you
until I realized what you've put me through 
I can't believe those stupid words you used to say 
nowadays I think about em everyday 

I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying 
I'll always be this broken so I started lying 
I'll never recover even tho I'm fucking trying 
no matter what I do I'll just end up dying

I don't understand how you can fkn live with yourself 
I ain't done shit like you and I cant even live with myself 
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night 
I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives 

I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up 
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
there's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up 
you should blame yourself cause I never felt loved

Save My Love (prod. lil happy lil sad)

Lil Happy Lil Sad Let Me Die

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Written and recorded by Vaboh
Engineered by Alec Lark

Listen If You Hate Someone

[Intro: lil happy lil sad]
Right now
About to drown
I wanna die

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

[Verse 1: lil happy lil sad]
I can't get my thoughts off of you
You're the only thing that matters to me when I'm low
When I'm crying and I'm smoking dope
You're the only thing I want girl i feel so alone
I wanna start my life with you
So I'm working really hard for independence to provide for you
I wanna live my life with you
So let's work until we make it and we rich for good

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Drown

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Lose You

lil happy lil sad - kill myself - sub. español

lil happy lil sad - kill myself

lil happy lil sad - thrills

producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf3y4VT_13VNvU1NAWnfn7w

original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdeMXjttA-c

lyrics:

you can see the dread in my eyes
cause I'm struggling to survive
and you think that I'm okay
cause I won't let you see my true face

and you feel like there is no help
feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
can you save me, from my own dread

i'm not okay x4

I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing
I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin
you left me, no problem
I've never been flawless
And no, I'm not okay

hear the voices, see the demons
feel the coldness, seeking for treatment

and you feel like there is no help
feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
can you save me, from my own dread

i'm not okay
i'm not okay

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lil happy lil sad

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