لقد أثقلتني أكاذيبك ولعنتك التي تلاحقني منذ أعوام وكأن وجودك ظلٌّ ثقيل لا ينفكّ عني تحاول أن تبرّر نفسك أمام الناس وأن تلبس ثوب البراءة بينما حقيقتك واضحة كالشمس مكشوفة لا تحتاج دليلًا لقد سئمتُ منك ومن كذبك ومن صوتك ومن محاولاتك التي لا تنتهي لقلب الحقائق أنت العذاب الذي يفرض نفسه عليّ وأنت القيد الذي يحاصرني كلما حاولت أن أتنفّس تظنّ أنك المسؤول عني وما كنتَ يومًا إلا عبئًا وسياجًا يضيّق روحي تروي الأكاذيب لتظهر نقيًّا وتُلقي بي وحدي في موقع الذنب وكأن السماء لا ترى ما تفعل ومع كل يوم يمرّ يتّضح لي أن لعنتك أعمق مما ظننته وأن وجودك حولي يطفئ في داخلي كل معنى للراحة لقد تعبت تعبت حتى صرت أشعر أن البقاء بقربك يشبه الموت في بطئه وثقله وظلمته ولا أريد بعد الآن إلا أن أتحرّر أن أبتعد أن أخرج من دائرتك التي تخنقني وتبتلعن

حتى لو كلمات الاغنيه او الاغنيه نفسها كانت لحجيه ، رح أظلّ احبها

sad💔

please hold me - Julia Alexa

Kodaline - All I Want (ENKOR PITCH REMIX)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

💔

1. juice wrld - lucid dreams (prod. nick mira) [r.i.p. jarad anthony higgins]
2. post malone - i fall apart (medasin remix)
3. drake - teenage fever (prod. hagler)
4. blackbear - chateau (prod. tarro)
5. jeremy zucker - idk love 
6. carter - old love (interlude)
7. russ - scared
8. xxxtentacion - fuck love (feat. trippie redd) [prod. taz taylor & nick mira] {r.i.p. jahseh dwayne ricardo onfroy}
9. arizona zervas - parted ways (feat. arye) [prod. young taylor]
10. bvmbii - used 2 b (feat. yungster jack)

mixed by: Michael Green.

brokenhearted </3

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

spotify!

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Survive

Won't You ft. Shiloh Dynasty(Prod. Monty Datta, Theos)

Written and recorded by Vaboh
Engineered by Alec Lark

Listen If You Hate Someone

What It Feels To Feel Blue

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

Origins

Girl, how'd I love you I cant love myself (ft. Mishaal) prod. 13AC

IDENTITY CRISIS

INSOMNIA

@iampaycheck - INSOMNIA

lil happy lil sad - kill myself - sub. español

lil happy lil sad - kill myself

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lil happy lil sad

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