Depression 😛

no chill - partynextdoor [cover]

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

alone

follow your dreams, and know that even though you have lost, you have guardian angels watching over you , day in and day out,

the last thing they want is for their lives to be lost in vein, make them proud! live full, healthy, genius lives!

HOPE

These are my lyrics over X's song. This song was also uploaded one month before Jahseh passed away, I did not use someones death for publicity, I would never do such a disgusting thing as that. I uploaded this one month before Jahseh died, he has been such an inspiration to me, and many others, and has helped me become a better person. His music, and his speeches have helped me through certain times in my life. I hope you rest in paradise, Jahseh. <3

Really wanna die when I'm feelin' really low...
Go purchase X's new album, it is amazing.

The Remedy For A Broken Heart (Why Am I So In Love) - Single

XXXTENTACION - The Remedy For a Broken Heart (Why Am I So In Love) [Nash Wulff]

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

What Do I Live For

Lil Happy Lil Sad Let Me Die

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Survive

Breach

Someone You Loved

SAD!

guccihighwaters - I'm so sick of this (slowed)

youtube.com/watch?v=QhwlFRjkTOg

lil happy lil sad - let me die

producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf3y4VT_13VNvU1NAWnfn7w

original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdeMXjttA-c

lyrics:

you can see the dread in my eyes
cause I'm struggling to survive
and you think that I'm okay
cause I won't let you see my true face

and you feel like there is no help
feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
can you save me, from my own dread

i'm not okay x4

I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing
I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin
you left me, no problem
I've never been flawless
And no, I'm not okay

hear the voices, see the demons
feel the coldness, seeking for treatment

and you feel like there is no help
feel like I'm trapped in my own head
I want to see my happy end
can you save me, from my own dread

i'm not okay
i'm not okay

I'm not Okay

spotify/itunes

i'm not okay [prod. raspo]

Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake..)

I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast

Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me

But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night..

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lil happy lil sad

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keepsgettingreal

Alexis is depressed 😔

Alexis is depressed 😔

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