let me cry with this song ... :)  darling kill me with ur bloody knife

sock monkey Island eheheheheh

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

But still we keep on drinking thru the hard times
These 50 people around keep us occupied
This October is so much colder than last years
I wish I could relax but I dont see any of my friends here
Ive made it this far so Im sure I could never fold here
But before u broke me up I didn’t know tears
I blow my cigarette smoke in fall air
U look so good but oh my god u bite
I didn’t trust nobody and oh my god I was right to
love didn’t use to mean that they’d try lock u up and hide u
Baby it’s a big world and I’m trying but I hate this
As soon u gain some traction oh its funny how the plot twist
Its all the same when the last breath comes
Who would u save and who would u rather have die
Dont focus on the blade look me in my eyes
Im here to wipe the last tears u cry
I was never the one to avenge ur life
Cause in ur last move u sacrificed mine
So baby I garuntee that it’ll be only bad dreams tonight
And in the worst of it all I show teeth tonight
Because me of still free tonight
Because of me I still breath
But because of u I cant sleep
It seems ur smells still stuck in my sheets tonight

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

life sucker (taylor morgan x punk)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

Goat (prod. Blue! x Sleepy!)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

SHYLER - Screaming Inside (prod. Greaf)

Lil Happy Lil Sad Let Me Die

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Let Me Die

guccihighwaters - I'm so sick of this (slowed)

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lil happy lil sad - let me die

• prod. @charlieshuffler
• mixed by me

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☆ u made me (prod. charlie shuffler) ☆

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☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

Remember when, you came in?
Remember when, the phone rang?
It's 3:00AM, it's okay
Here comes Ma, I'm hurting

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "Yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

When my thoughts were my own
It was just a mistake
And I felt torn in two
My soul feeling blank
I really wanna live
My mind giving hate
(It was just a mistake, It was just a mistake..)

I just kept plodding
My head kept on nodding
The darkness behind me
Was ready to feast

Don't care to look back now
Just want out this deep hell
The thoughts of some pills
Getting closer to me

But you could see
That I was hurting
And you could be
The saving grace
I'll tell you what Ma
The man was right
The man on the phone
I needed that night..

The on man the phone
I said was a joke
"He's suicidal" no, Ma its not true

Are you okay son
Said "yes Ma, I am"
I lie through my teeth
Just to keep my light sane

She burst down in tears
I held myself back
Give reassurance?
I lay down instead..

"I'm doing just fine Ma, was just a mistake"
"The people online, they're just giving me hate"

It's just a mistake
It's just a mistake
(I feel like dying alone)
It's just a mistake

3:00AM [prod. K A F K A]

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I really do love you
And I really wanna trust you, girl
But I don’t know how to, like 
Why won’t you touch me, girl
Why can’t you love me, girl
Why do you hurt me, girl
Like if you can’t be with me, uh
Why won’t you leave me, then girl? 
Why won’t you leave me, then girl? 

I mean, most of the time
Push away feelings that come from inside
Straight to the side, so, nobody knows how I feel in my life 
You just don’t want me, I know that I tried
You just won’t get what you need from me, baby 
You gotta show me that you really love me, if you really want me, theres nobody else, it’d only be me and you, baby
Don’t take me for somebody, stupid or crazy
Been thinking lately, that no one can save me
From falling and breaking, my heart, in love with you baby 
Was wrong from the start, and here we are, standing apart
Starry night, it’s a work of art, starring up in the brightest stars
And every time when I go to sleep, I dream of you
Girl I dream of you
And every time when I go to sleep, I dream of you
Girl I dream of you
And every time when I go to sleep, I dream of you
Girl I dream of you

I really do love you
And I really wanna trust you, girl
But I don’t know how to, like 
Why won’t you touch me, girl
Why can’t you love me, girl
Why do you hurt me, girl
Like if you can’t be with me, uh
Why won’t you leave me, then girl?
Why won’t you leave me, then girl?

To tell you the truth, I hate how you
Made me feel like I was wrong all the time when the cameras would shoot
Flip the picture, take a look through my view
Rewind the clicker, I’m telling the truth
Pull out the film, it’s not lying to you 
And writing this isn’t what I want to do 
But I don’t know how to get through to you baby
Maybe, connect all our stars with constellations
Gave you my time, my occupation, while you kept me waiting, I cried
Baby I tried, my absolute best, I swear
I just feel like, you never cared if we ended up dead or alive, it’s not fair
The one time, I opened my heart, it’s tore me apart to my core

I really do love you
And I really wanna trust you, girl
But I don’t know how to, like 
Why won’t you touch me, girl
Why can’t you love me, girl
Why do you hurt me, girl
Like if you can’t be with me, uh
Why won’t you leave me, then girl? 
Why won’t you leave me, then girl? 

Broken hearted melodies 
They fill my head with 10 of me
I’m crazy, to trust you again
We’ve been here before
And we both know how it ends
But maybe, we love to pretend
I gave you everything 
You gave me nothing
And I can’t keep living like this
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that it’s over

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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