fuck this is so relatable bro. "one day we are mad in love, next day you just want me gone." that hit fucking hard my girl fucking left me out of nowhere everything was perfect and then one day she just dumped me. i feel so fucking empty. 

sock monkey Island eheheheheh

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

But still we keep on drinking thru the hard times
These 50 people around keep us occupied
This October is so much colder than last years
I wish I could relax but I dont see any of my friends here
Ive made it this far so Im sure I could never fold here
But before u broke me up I didn’t know tears
I blow my cigarette smoke in fall air
U look so good but oh my god u bite
I didn’t trust nobody and oh my god I was right to
love didn’t use to mean that they’d try lock u up and hide u
Baby it’s a big world and I’m trying but I hate this
As soon u gain some traction oh its funny how the plot twist
Its all the same when the last breath comes
Who would u save and who would u rather have die
Dont focus on the blade look me in my eyes
Im here to wipe the last tears u cry
I was never the one to avenge ur life
Cause in ur last move u sacrificed mine
So baby I garuntee that it’ll be only bad dreams tonight
And in the worst of it all I show teeth tonight
Because me of still free tonight
Because of me I still breath
But because of u I cant sleep
It seems ur smells still stuck in my sheets tonight

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

life sucker (taylor morgan x punk)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

@lilhappylilsad

i dont wanna go dont make me do it
your numbers on my phone but i could lose it
i dont understand why you keep lying
burning down the bridges where youre standing

one day you showed up and you just took me
one day ill give up so girl dont push me
you used to patch me up when i was bleeding
now u deal the cuts but im still breathing

yeah u picked me up
saved my life
patched me up
all the time
yeah u picked me up
took the knife
u would cut me up
save me now

still breathing (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @nciku
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

what was i supposed to do
i made u feel so sad i know
if u want to u can call my phone
you dont have to cry alone

nah ion wanna cry alone
nah ion wanna die alone
and ion really feel at home
walkin down a lonely road

im walkin down this lonely road with you
i feel like everyones against me girl but you
i feel like everythings against you girl but me
its like you and me against the world for real

what was i supposed to do
i made u feel so sad i know
if u want to u can call my phone
you dont have to cry alone

i got a broken heart and lots of dreams
i got suicidal thoughts and lots of weed
i always light it up to get relief
i have to light it up to get some sleep

lost dreams (prod. nciku)

@lilhappylilsad

always u on my mind when im blazin
always high out my mind are you staying
without you by my side im so basic
i need you by my side when im fading

starry night come outside make me crazy
give me bites fuck me nice be my lady
candle lights by the pipe baby blaze it
im so high & ur mine girl i made it

yeah i made it, cause its u and i
girl we made it & im so damn high
its so crazy, girl lets watch the sky
girl lets make a song
girl lets fuck all night

girl lets fuck all night
let me kiss ur thighs
ive been wanting this
since we kissed first time

yeah we kissed last night
when the sun went down
and we didnt stop
till the moon shined bright

and i need you now
yeah i crave your touch
i can never die
think i fell in love

yeah i need you now
baby call my plug
are u down to ride
are u down to fuck

yeah i made it, cause its u and i
girl we made it & im so damn high
its so crazy, girl lets watch the sky
girl lets make a song
girl lets fuck all night

u & i (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @killedmyself
yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXnl7eGno48

if that is what u want i will leave u be
but next time that u need a hand dont come to me
baby im just out here tryna smoke my weed
i dont even need u truth is u need me

people hit me up they want me on their beats
last year they ignored me so i tell them leave
now they want my clout so they acting real
never hit me up & i might let u live

now they acting friendly like im fucking dumb
u think u being smooth u a fuckin bum
i see what u are doing bitch dont fuck around
you never stay around when im feeling numb

leave (prod. killedmyself)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu
cover art: instagram @coverartplug

yt: https://youtu.be/vs75EkbecEw

dont ask me how i feel
you know how bad it is
lately i cant sleep
im breakin down im weak

ion wanna wake up
ion wanna breath
they meet me and they pay up
they cant lay off my weed

they love the drugs i keep
the drugs will make you bleed
the drugs they made me bleed
feel no love when i weep

when i weep (prod. kuroime)

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CV37nn6EYkA

lately i been feelin stressed im sorry im cold
youre the only thing that matters yet i hurt u i know
and i wish i fucking knew how to chill down and be cool
but im dying on the inside girl im losing it all

im fucked up off the drugs that i put in my veins
taking hits off some bud that goes straight to the brain
coming up getting judged im not looking for fame
coming up dripping blood im just speaking my pain

all these girls hit me up and they say they relate
all these drugs got me fucked and i turn to the blade
im in love w a girl and i know it is fate
im in love w the drugs baby pass me the j

tryin hard to make a living girl it stressed me out
i know i will make it i keep workin till im passin out
let me pass it now, girl i wanna pass it now
need myself a stoner girl that try and fucking smoke me out

tryin hard to make a living girl it stressed me out
i know i will make it i keep workin till im passin out
let me pass it now, girl i wanna pass it now
need myself a stoner girl that try and fucking smoke me out

fate (prod. willie g)

they can never understand
how i really feel inside
i smoked some weed to feel alright
but look at how it changed me now

for better and for worse at times
it doesnt even get me high
should prolly take a break sometime
i light it up and go offline

yeah i light it up and smoke for now
i dont give a fuck if i break down 
she suck my dick to help me up
her knees are bleeding from the cuts

i know that people really hate me
my phone is blowing up like crazy
if i go no one can replace me
so i stay cause all these women crave me

crave me (prod. kuroime)

tears are falling from your pretty eyes
if u trust me i can make it right
i fucked up once and now i did it twice
i fucked up bad it keeps me up at night

i didnt mean to hurt you but i cut you deep
all the things i said
left scars on your thighs and knees

i didnt mean to hurt you but i cut you deep
from your thighs to knees
the blade will always make you bleed

and now i cant fucking sleep
i look into the mirror but i dont see me
and now i cant fucking feel
i never meant to hurt you girl youre all i need

girl youre all i need 
but all i have is weed
ye youre all i need
baby can you swear its real

trust me (prod. kuroime)

always fucking gone off the drugs i keep
if u feeling really down i got what u need
i am feelin really numb and thats all off weed
girl im feeling really dumb whyd u make me bleed

always on the grind and i keep it real
never even tried to get fucking seen
to anyone that listens i know how u feel
they know i tell the truth so they come to me 

ive always had some issues and they cause me pain 
i cant give a single fuck now so i fry my brain
bitches fall in love now cause i make it rain
people hit me up now but i stay the same

and ive been wondering
what is all this coming from
one day we are mad in love
one day you just want me gone

i just make another song
nothin more that i can do
put some hashis in my bong
take another hit and flow

stay the same (prod. kuroime)

pain hit
when i feel alone
when im on my phone
and i play my songs

draining
when im feelin low
when im smokin dope
and i miss u too

tryna stay lowkey
girl i just gotta stay lowkey 
fuck you dont think that u know me
i dont want no one to know me

im walking round like a zombie
drugs in my blood and they on me
i got some blood on my body
girls on my phone they all want me

woke up feeling dizzy
from the night before, im tipsy
need to rest but im too busy
fuckin cryin
x2

i dont deserve you
im sorry im fucked
you think ill hurt you
and maybe youre right
i dont deserve you
im sorry im fucked
you think ill hurt you
so maybe youre right

draining (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

stay the same (prod. kuroime)

lil happy lil sad

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