This is how I feel now..
AMAZING lyrics & flow ♠️♠️♠️

this is a perfect line holy shit I feel so seen by this song thank you

my friend who passed in 2022 would absolutely love this. i don't doubt he's listening with me💔

i just found this and MAN i’ve listen to it about 40+ times 😂

At least you have women who wanna fuck you. But nah for real, having a head full of lies is the fuckin worst.

Artwork and visuals animated by BY HUGO / @hugo.psd 
Visual Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKrgc2vhL5Q
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNbj2o31NLo
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-city-of-the-dead-lyrics

City Of the Dead

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CITY OF THE DEAD (Prod. Mantra)

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

LSD with Dante X

Shout out to brudduh for making the beat and Patrick Hyatt for mixing the beat. All vocals done by me 🖤
LYRICS:

"come on, this is no time for feeling down."
"But, why am I so sad?"

(They said that I'm falling apart)
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna cry but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna die but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you want, tell me if it's real bitch
I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna feel shit
Pop another stick, smoke another box with it 
Rev can't die look alive when I rock with it yeah, yeah, yeah

And they said that I'm falling apart
I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start
I wish that I could just go back and start all again
You were the only thing I needed but your gone in the end

Bitch I hit a line cuz I'm never okay (never okay)
You been stuck up on my mind make it go away (go away)
I don't ever wanna die young, imma die young (go away)
Never wanna die young, imma die young  x4

die young (Prod. Brudduh)

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
LYRICS- 
I don't like this, I don't like this no no no 
Fucked up in my head no I don't think that imma make it
fetty hit my line oh boy I think i need to take it 
faded I aint coming back my memory erase it 
this time I'll be gone for good there's no need to be patient
I know, I know that I could've looked the other way 
but where's the fun in giving up if there ain't ever hell to pay
I know, I know what my family is gonna say 
you had so much potential for a drug you threw it all away
I think I know right from wrong (right from wrong)
voices in my head won't stop
please don't cry it won't be long (please don't cry)
fuck with me and sing along
 imma cut ties to the ones I leave Imma do my thing I might go
please don't leave me hanging baby I ain't nothin like you
I can't take this anymore your blade is cutting right through
one day I'll sit back and say there ain't no way that I'll go on x2

do my thing I might go please don't leave me hanging baby I aint nothin like you I ain't nothin like you x2

Produced by LeLxx

hang me from the ballad

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

PAINTED CLOUDS

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IDLEGLANCE x YATES XV
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
(Prod. Crcl)

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_TLXeibuiE

Lyrics:

BREAK MY DREAMS IT’S THE SAME SH*T
LOST MYSELF TO THE SAME B*TCH
DR*GS IN MY CUP IS MY LANGUAGE
SHE DON’T WANNA TALK
BUT I TELL HER THAT I HATE THIS
I DON’T WANNA BE WITH HER
SHE DON’T WANNA BE WITH ME
I BEEN TAKING DR*GS WITH HER
SHE BEEN TAKING DR*GS FOR FREE

SLIPKNOT
LOOSE LINE
DROPPED FROM THE EDGE
F*CK MY MIND
SHE’S RIGHT
I’M RIGHT
USELESS TALKS IN THE MOONLIGHT
LIKE LAST NIGHT
MAKE FAST TIME
ONLY THING SHE LOVE IS THE DOPE LINES
SO I COPE FINE
TAKE MY TIME
END MY LIFE IN THE NIGHTIME

THINK I’M DONE WITH THE DR*GS
NAH I’M DONE WITH THIS B*TCH
SAID THE SAME WITH THE LAST
JUST REPEAT THE SAME SH*T
AND IT’S USELESS
AND SHE’S PSYCHO
DOWNED ABOUT A HALF BOTTLE NYQUIL
GOT ME NODDING
GOT ME SLEEPY
CHOKED ME HAD MY NOSE BLEEDING

GUESS THIS’LL NEVER CHANGE
I LOCKED MY HEART IN THESE CHAINS
LAST NIGHT BAD MISTAKES
I TOOK YOU BACK I WAS OFF MY
BRAIN

GUESS THIS’LL NEVER CHANGE
I LOCKED MY HEART IN THESE CHAINS
LAST NIGHT BAD MISTAKES
I TOOK YOU BACK I WAS OFF MY
BRAIN

SLIPKNOT
LOOSE LINE
DROPPED FROM THE EDGE
F*CK MY MIND
SHE’S RIGHT
I’M RIGHT
USELESS TALKS IN THE MOONLIGHT
LIKE LAST NIGHT
MAKE FAST TIME
ONLY THING SHE LOVE IS THE DOPE LINES
SO I COPE FINE
TAKE MY TIME
END MY LIFE IN THE NIGHTIME

BREAK MY DREAMS IT’S THE SAME SH*T
LOST MYSELF TO THE SAME B*TCH
DR*GS IN MY CUP IS MY LANGUAGE
SHE DON’T WANNA TALK
BUT I TELL HER THAT I HATE THIS
I DON’T WANNA BE WITH HER
SHE DON’T WANNA BE WITH ME
I BEEN TAKING DR*GS WITH HER
SHE BEEN TAKING DR*GS FOR FREE

Slipknot

IDLEGLANCE x Yates XV

Yates XV: @yates-xv

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybJg5XONnWE

LYRICS:

I PUT MY TRUST
IN HER HEART
I LEFT MY SOUL
IN THE DARKEST PARTS
I’VE LAID MY BED
WITH BLOOD-STAINED SHEETS
I TOOK HER BACK
AND THIS SH*T REPEATS

COLD CALLS
WHAT THE F*CK I’M GONNA DO?
GAVE UP EVERY PART OF ME TO YOU
LOST CAUSE
BABY, I DON’T KNOW THE TRUTH
AND THESE PILLS THAT I TAKE
GOT ME STUCK IN A LOOP

F*CKED UP
I’VE BEEN STUCK IN MY OWN WAYS
SHOWED LOVE TO A GIRL
WITH A PALE FACE
LATE NIGHTS
DOING DR*GS ON A SUNDAY
FANGS IN HER MOUTH
CAUSE SHE DRAINS ALL MY LIFE AWAY

F*CKED UP
I’VE BEEN ACTING SO CLUELESS
WHO KNEW THAT YOU COULD BE ABUSIVE?
YEAH PAIN SO INTRUSIVE
I DON’T KNOW WHY
BUT THE DR*GS GOT ME LUCID

F*CKED UP
I’VE BEEN ACTING SO CLUELESS
WHO KNEW THAT YOU COULD BE ABUSIVE?
YEAH PAIN SO INTRUSIVE
I DON’T KNOW WHY
BUT THE DR*GS GOT ME LUCID

LOOKING IN HER EYES
MAKES ME SCREAM FOR HELP
I DON’T WANNA DIE BABY
I’M IN HELL

YEAH
WHAT THE F*CK I’M GONNA DO?
I’VE BEEN UP FOR A NIGHT. MAYBE TWO
SHE’S A TEN
BUT HER HEART FALLS THROUGH
AND THE FLOOR’S NOT STABLE
WHEN I’M STANDING NEXT TO YOU

I PUT MY TRUST
IN HER HEART
I LEFT MY SOUL
IN THE DARKEST PARTS
I’VE LAID MY BED
WITH BLOOD-STAINED SHEETS
I TOOK HER BACK
AND THIS SH*T REPEATS

F*CKED UP
I’VE BEEN ACTING SO CLUELESS
WHO KNEW THAT YOU COULD BE ABUSIVE?
YEAH PAIN SO INTRUSIVE
I DON’T KNOW WHY
BUT THE DR*GS GOT ME LUCID

F*CKED UP
I’VE BEEN ACTING SO CLUELESS
WHO KNEW THAT YOU COULD BE ABUSIVE?
YEAH PAIN SO INTRUSIVE
I DON’T KNOW WHY
BUT THE DR*GS GOT ME LUCID

Clueless

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

Skyfall (Quiteevil)

I DON'T MIND SUFFERING IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY

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