I'm so low i feel like ghosting
call me casper see through floating
my reflections got me loathing 
I'm too lonely, I'm lonely (if only)
i could grow instead of hoping
holding on to what controls me
no one wants me I'm too bony 
she don't love me they don't know me

love is so artificial
and life is so fucking typical 
shoot me off like a pistol 
homing in a dangerous direction like a missile

ghosting

Production by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White
Sampled "red roses" by Cypression
Cover art by melmige

(Cypression Sample)
Is that what it takes to make you notice
My body in the ground covered in roses
Is that what it takes to make you notice
Ro-ro-roses

(Crizzy White)
Lay me down tonight
Gently I could fall
Show me all the lights
All the reasons I'd call
I'm sending roses to you
You might blush when I bloom
I hope you're seeing me soon
Because I'm lost without you
I've got a problem, all my flowers they been dying by noon
Every word I say is buried next to watery blue
All the roses that I sent you they were dying out too
All the crowds disappear when they're closer in view

(Cypression Sample)
Is that what it takes to make you notice
My body in the ground covered in roses
Is that what it takes to make you notice
Ro-ro-roses

(Crizzy White)
Uh, let's face it, might never make it
Time that I'm taking is taking up space, but it's vacant
Placement, I don't know my placement
I felt like I was bigger when my numbers lower cases
Raging, aging poorly and I hate it
I just wanna see you in the back of my stages
I don't even make it on your playlist
Not grazing, every shot I missed I can't save it
Had a good shot, dead roses
They don't even read in, I don't need to code it
Split it like Moses, Oceans, moving to the Mountains
Tired of the liquor that I'm always tryna drown in
I was abandoned, that's right
Had to be a man without a man in my life
Used to get attention when I put it in the mic
Now I'm falling off, reached the peak, no flight

Lay me down tonight
Gently I could fall
Show me all the lights
All the reasons I'd call
I'm sending roses to you
You might blush when I bloom
I hope you're seeing me soon
Because I'm lost without you
I've got a problem, all my flowers they been dying by noon
Every word I say is buried next to watery blue
All the roses that I sent you they were dying out too
All the crowds disappear when I'm closer in view

I was in love the moment I saw you
This not a girl, it's a visual volume
Speaks to my soul, are you hearing me call you
She represents everything that I fall to
Goddess, all this, pressure I got is
Worth it in the end if you tell me that we're locked in
Saw this, pain that I'm causing, you don't think I'm working just because I been jobless
All this music might pay our rent, since
Seven years ago I was tryna make hits
It's been too long just to let me down, quit
I don't wanna argue, I need a new mix
Let me put it in the lyrics
Do you hear this
I feel like I'm screaming but it's just interference
You don't wanna listen, take me serious
If it don't work, all the roses ain't healing

Lay me down tonight
Gently I could fall
Show me all the lights
All the reasons I'd call
All the reasons
I would call for you
Call for you
I've got a problem, all my flowers they been dying by noon
Next to watery blue
All the roses, all the roses, they were dying out too
When I'm closer in view

Roses

Hunter Biden w/ Lil Booj (wisssery)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

lyrics

eof:

yeah yeah yeah yeah i stayed
yeah yeah yeah yeah in that place
now i’m filled up with disgrace 
i’ve been sitting at a loss for words now idk what to say

you took my voice away
you took my voice away
i’ve been sitting in the silence cause i like the pain
and i like the rain
i’ll take that to my grave
you won’t know im serious til you see the color leave my face

b fr
b fr
did you know i was bein honest baby do you know the deal
ion do this shit for profit baby ion like how that feels
so why you reachin for my pocket baby whatchu tryna steal

march22nd:

we grew up way too fast
we swore we would last
i dont know
whats happening

now you watch my heart turn black
save me and pull me back
i dont know
whats happening

six long years now lost
what have i done to us
grind my bones to dust
feels just like your touch

im stuck in my head
my face is turning red
and i cant exhale
this weight off my chest

hope i find myself
in minding my neck
if i lose my cool
ill find it again

jadedloner:

you. took. my. voice away
i been sad sat in this place my phones off
i cant take the hate
im so scared i will see your face
and its really not your fault i think i overthink it yeah
something else is giving me these fears and anxious breathing
you were not the one but youre also not causing these dreams,
i hate to say it but i need to take accountability trace it back to me

eof x march22nd x jadedloner - b fr (alfie snapped x spaceboyry)

@recyclexbin

i feel like im on one
i feel like im not one
i feel like im not myself
i feel like im not myself
i feel like im not myself
i feel like im someone else
i feel like im someone else
i feel like im someone else
my head
my head
my head
my head
my head
maybe its all in my head

gretchen keeper

lyrics:

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat 
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost 
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

ghosting

Lil Hermit 🐚

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