due to fear

@gostupidcj @ssh1be <<##33

[🌸🌸]
i dnt wna tlk@all,, js go (⌒▽⌒)☆
n i dnt wna stop ok,, i kno  
i cld nvr wna quit,, i hold myown 
n if its bout sum shtt,, dnt hitmy phon ;*

its nt hard ima break loos thn im goin my own wayy
thot i ws@tha bt i cn switch it up its nt2late
cnt evn chang up ya ways iv bn changn upmy ##fate
n u cnt gt thruu cz u gt it from me clos it on ur face x,,x
buh i tried wy2many times ##repeat
##seedling 🌱🌱 all up inmy eyesight #0.o#
##cherryblossom 🌸🌸 lips ;;* i think im ##tongtied
falln right in plac,, its bn ab time ;//

u bn depndnt onme,, nd2b earnin yr kp
2tha trees,, i onl reach ##layer7
as far,, as far as i plss *★,°*:.☆\(￣▽￣)/$:*.°★*
idk y i do dis,, idk y u fluent,,
on sayn tha same same,, cnt refrain u,, cluulessxx

cherry blossom 벚꽃 🌸🌸 cj808 + ssh1be

anything + emotionals (emo)

far from you

#like_ a_ muffin_ p.stogie_

@aimemia @deadat18

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/CUBgHoRsjtu/

lemme just count my racks
ur just like a heart attack
nd girl i need u bad .. nd girl i need u bad

got no time to waste nymor
ur life stay stuck on bored
im so up no keepin score
life was bettr than b4

life was bettr than b4
girl wtf u do 2 me?
ive been gettin so fcked up 
my life look like the movie scenes

better than b4
u cant tell me that she heaven sent
life was bettr than b4
cause if heaven came then heaven went

im sippin so distant
just losing the vision
i guess i do dis often
wuttt
im so off it
huhh
im so 0ff 1t :/

they can say im fine
of wat u call it?
we can play pretend
n no i nevr nevr rlly
had a friend
words as empty as this bottle 
philosopher like aristotle
n i dont rlly need a model

spotify

bettr than b4 (pr. emia + DEAD☣AT☣18)

produced by @kuraiiii

[lyrics]

moving effortlessly
its so serene
you're the hope i need
so just keep holding me
i can never listen
its controlling me
i want our souls to meet

i can try my best to keep it inside
every day feels like im living a lie
keep a smile on the inside i cry
i was running but i wanted to hide

bad thoughts in my head im sick
no other feeling like it
you're my medicine
im just tryna be enlightened
but i dont wanna keep on fighting
new day another L
im tired of crying

i feel your presence and it pulls me in
dont have my heart right in your hands but you're controlling it
really i just wanna go home again
(dont have my heart right in your hands but you're controlling it)

[@7serene]

keep it inside prod kurai

@glumboy69
i wnna drive away
theres only room for two
i know she coming w me
she say she wants it too
im tired im exhausted
never bcuz of u
n i dont wna show it
dnt wna ruin the mood
its a melody
that keeps playing
i dont want anything 
but just lay w me
its a melody
n she made it
i just take the keys
n i play it

ah ah 
n maybe i can take it there
ah ah
take every step im not aware
ah ah
its like a drug to me i swear
the armor that i wear
n nothing can compare

ah ah ah
anything u want
anything u wna do

anything u want 
whatever is enough
i know u gon have me
if i have noone
its cold again
want u to warm my hand
it makes me whole again
whole again

armor (glumboy kir)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

prod 5v and krave
mixed and mastered @emorave

-- lyrics --

i came in clutch, pull up i might roll another dutch
i cant love a bitch cuz i'm only feelin lust
let it bust, just in case they fuck around with us
but if i got a blade i'll cut it up

i got blue lines on my paper i ain't talkin CTA
and this bitch gon wanna fuck with me but she don't know my name
had some real snakes, shit mates eatin off my plate
i got triple S sneakers for the bag i gotta chase

when it's cold outside, gotta wear moncler just for a layer
used to trap out of the citgo so you know i was a chaser
bitch i'm all about my bread so i feel like i'm a baker
do the digi-dash i'll see you later

uh huh aim in with a laser
white plug and he be like any takers
i might pull up with some mags not no fader
i ain't shooting once less there's one in the chamber

CTA (5v x krave)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

Credits://
@lizablaise
@prodelxnce
@pandi
@umru
@bodygaard

Notes://
a hostage to work...
a hostage to friends...
a hostage to you...

Lyrics://
peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in
i wish someone let me know that
i’d be alone again
i’ve been complacent in my own hostage situation
it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in

peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

lugging deadweight, 
dont wanna wrestle- burn the hole in my face
if its a caveat for crisis- i dont know when it ends
wrong way,
i've had enough but i'm still holding the gate
should i still give what it takes

nothin i can do for getting under your skin
settle down on loose ends, whatever
weeks under the weather got me
burned out for nothing
just say you want something 
do or don't need somebody

bodyGaard & liza blaise - Hostage (prod. elxnce pandi & umru)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

cry my lungs out p. nami & fxndi

Walkin Dead

Working on SUPER ￼ ￼VVILLAIN ALBUM￼￼
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