produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

Stella Artois

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

On the come down seeing shadow people
Swear I'm hearing voices
Know they're evil
Now my songs at the top
Like a steeple
She said I'm the shit, Boy I'm fecal

These drugs got a hand up on my neck
Watch me bleed out for a check
Hit the plug for the green enhanced effects
Live in a swamp like my name's Shrek
Not in control of mind
Feeling high from the weed I grind
Burn my soul so I'm fine
Endless scroll what did I find

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

Still this don't fill the hole in my empty chest
Working every night no I never rest
Too high, spoke to god he gave me a quest
Got to reach the top like it's Everest

I could sit here
And just act like I do not need help
Boy I'm fighting this is hell
From the outside couldn't tell
Eating until my stomach hurt
Drilling my head in the dirt
I could fix this
But I'm going to need my fix first

Red or Blue [abysshund]

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

Recollect! Halloween drop! Hope you enjoy <3
Lyrics below:

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

no
I told my mother I would get clean 
But I had a dream 
That I was 6 feet in anthetemines 

scratching on the walls
escaping what once scared me
Falling fucking low
won’t get up, I got weak knees
Key into my bag
Speak to god for forgiveness
Ignoring cries for help
White powder was my weakness

I wonder what the fuck it’s like inside
Cus on the outside
Eveything is haunting me
my thoughts crash like a landslide 

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Lil booj)

Told myself I wasn't turning back just yet
No one else can settle this it's time to end this debt
What's another six feet if I'm already gone
Take another anything less it only make me yawn
I'm only realizing what is shown in front of me 
I hear them speaking but they wanna let it happen for free

Watch it from a distance any closer
Might be just like us, just like us 
At least I've seen enough to understand what's real trust 
I get it now, I get it all now

(Vails)

promised to myself that I would never look back
Leave behind the reasons why
Each night led to relapse 
Way too far deep in pills
Hallucinating, nothings real
life just got me tempted 
Too restart it… that’s a fact 

(Notahero)

yeah
nothing been going as planned
im in the back of the party i dont got ciroc
so beer getting slammed
im going ham
half of the shit that they tell me just boils down to im the man
we in the coupe and she playing her favorite song of mine

im on demand
yeah
last year was my best year
this year double tripple quadruple that
times the power of ten
im here to stay like im pitching a tent
im writing records while ripping the pen
im with my dogs like we in the pen
any time with you baby feels like time well spent

#emotrap #emorap #emo #music #rap #trap #soundcloud #rapper #producer #hiphop #goth #guitar #beats #vails #notahero #lilbooj #song #punk #trapbeats #trapmusic #punk #sad #rockstar #newmusic #sadtrap #alternative #alternative #spotify #folk #thesoundclown

Recollect (feat. Lil booj & notahero)

i could be your silence
i could take your pain
i could be your saviour
that could save ya
i could be the man that you see in the day
i could be the man that you see in the late
i could be the person that you need
i can see the late nights
i can see the peace
if your fighting battles
you wont see defeat
if you wanted your space i can let you breath

i could be the last man on this earth and ill still love you
and if you go far away i will always find you
and with the words that come right out your mouth you'll tell the truth
coz i know you
coz i know you

i could be your silence
i could take your pain
i could be your saviour
that could save ya
i could be the man that you see in the day
i could be the man that you see in the late
i could be the person that you need
i can see the late nights
i can see the peace
if your fighting battles
you wont see defeat
if you wanted your space i can let you breath

saviour

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced By Stezzyxl and ME :3

Lyrics:
Can you imagine how it felt walking in on Christmas Eve
Seeing you and someone else kissing right beside the tree
No mistletoes around, can't blame it on the season
But it's over for us now, no matter what the reason

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get

Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)
Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)

Can you imagine how it feels knowing I can spend my time
With my family or friends, or anyone I'd like
And it's no longer you, my holidays are free
Though it don't bring me joy, it does bring me peace

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get

Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)
Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)

Haunted by the past, the present, future more
You'll have nothing left of me to even keep you warm
And as hurt as I am now, you'll hurt much more than me
A guilty conscience sticks around even in your dreams

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret 
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed 
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set 
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get 

Christmas Eve

Picking Up Lines

ive been waiting all this time
to get an answer
ive been losing my damn mind
cos you wont answer
im so helpless, i cant win
ive been losing
ive been chasing
ive been picking at my skin
youve been making my head spin

picking at my skin (gisabella)

Villains and Vixens

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

Picking Up Lines

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