rain (+kalia)

we're not supposed to be doing this

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imagine bladee on this... would be crazy...
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ALL I THINK IS FLIP

produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

𝔧𝔦𝔩𝔩 & 𝔳𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰 👨🏾‍🤝‍👨🏼 𝐕𝐒. ⓀINS☆☆ 🤐 🌲 - 𝓡𝓔𝓢𝓟𝓞𝓝𝓢𝓔 𝓦 ϻ𝐘 𝒢🌸❀𝒩 👧

move your body
oh move your body

𝒕𝒐 ᨖ

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

M𝓸VE ♰ YO𝓊ʳ ♰ b̬͖̏́͢ODY ♰ :･ﾟ 🕊️

change my ways it all gets so hard
always stay in the dark
take the blame I always play my part
and I always know where u are
always know right where you are
catch the sun just say you love me
hold me till i break apart 
i forgot just what it could be

idk why it feels so worthless
did it all i think I got some regret
still here i dont think i can take it
oh lay me down facedown on the pavement

(chorus)
heartbeats n raindrops
in the club feel so lovely
when u look at me my heart stop
make me ur 1 and only
maybe i will wake up
if u say u wanna hold me
rain smudging all my makeup
guess im stuck feeln lonely

own me how u get so stuck feeln lonely
all i got is words but they're cold pls show me
idk what its worth but I want u to control me
a hole in the earth, jumped in w/ both feet
now you cant retrieve me
passed up on the chance that u had 2 deceive me
nobody will believe me 
i could fade away its all so easy

(chorus)

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Recorded 10-13-23 in Witch Woods
Produced by Chains (@chains0.1)
Written, performed, mixed and mastered by Exxiiiyyaaa
Art by Exxiiiyyaaa

LOVELY//LONELY (prod. Chains)

Fₒᵣₑᵥₑᵣᵣ

@sundayserviceprod

Genkos + Swords2 - Ghost In My Head PT2

odece

maybe i dont wanna be
somebody u want me to be
u wanna start a family
i wanna die in agony

maybe i dont get it yet
but i dont have much time left
when i take my final breath
promise that you wont forget

theres days where i dont get up
i cant evn let up
my life is just a setup
waiting till I getup

evn tho i found u i cant find myself
i know its the end now, i dont need no help



don't feel like going on...

idk who i am

<\3

heb/eng

aka ilylior formerly lilior

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