she says i’m not her type
she walks around at night
i want her to take a bite
when we turn off the lights

when her eyes gave upon me
she looks so fucking hungry
that’s when i turn to her and i say
babe

i want you to eat me
control me
consume me
zombee

i want you
to eat me
i think you
complete me

i want you to grieve me
toss me out
and leave me

zombee

laying in your arms i fit so perfectly
thinking to myself i never want to leave
i could be your missing puzzle piece
i could fit right here so comfortably

laying in my arms you fit so perfectly
you look up at me and say
i’m in love with you lillie

i love how you’re so good to me
i love how you hold onto me
i love you lillie

i can’t help but think you are too good for me
it brings up Insecurity 
i toss and turn and i can’t sleep
i think of you
i think of me
i think of when 
i had to leave
i brushed my teeth
left my panties
walked out your door
and then i could breathe
sometimes my brain hates me
sometimes it suffocates me
the next day it’s a memory

i love how you decorate your room
i know your pet spider loves you too
i’m sorry if i said too much too soon
i just want to be closer to you

this will just be a memory
but for now can you just hold onto me
one day you’ll just be a memory
but for you will you just hold onto me
pretty please

pet spider

i’m sittin in a tree
in your backyard
i’m still a kid
in my heart

now
i’m upside down
i’m on the ground
i’m twisted up
i’m turned around

every word you said
still floats around in my head
and you probably forget
i guess that’s what i get

and to think their biggest goal 
is my worst fear
and i think i’m getting stronger 
even though you’re
not here

still a kid

punching through plastic
taking a purple bubble bath
i’m in the snow in your blue hat
and you’re 
wrapped up in plastic

the black umbrella covers me
the sad frog sits under the tree
all my words fall right into the sea
as the dictionary fails me

i’m riding on the back of a whale
i’m putting my heart up for sale
it’s as dead as a doornail
yeah i’m riding on the back of a whale

the sun behind my brothers head
when we’re at stone mountain
what do you think my dream meant?
i can’t see the meaning in anything

i’m riding on the back of a whale
i’m putting my heart up for sale
it’s as dead as a doornail
yeah i’m riding on the back of a whale

back of a whale ahhhh ha

back of a whale

in disguise

in disguise (version 2)

i’m leaving my body
a distant memory
tell me what it feels like
those eyes lookin up to me

while i am spinning 
timelessly
her eyes glaze over 
silver screen

i’m out on the edge of things
tell me what it feels like to be
set free
just running
serene 
a dream

serene.mp3

i feel the cold wind
fill my lungs with oxygen
so why is it so hard
for me to breathe in
when everything is cold and dead 
how does the world still 
know how to begin again
know that life comes again

oliver
says that I
i am too slow and i got to go
i can’t keep up with all his jokes
and i’m always the last to know
how to begin again
know that life comes again

the cold wind blows
the winter’s always had the softest grip around my throat
she pulls against my clothes
she scratches and she throws
it hurts i tell her so 
she only wants to know
how to begin again
know that life comes again

Lillie Weeks

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