wondering

flowerglass

i’ve been sick for days
missing your face
and in the morning you call
just to see if i’m okay

i’ve been watching too much true crime
think i’m losing my mind
i dont wanna kill and i dont wanna die
and i dont feel safe inside

and i know when this is over 
i wont feel like stayin sober
but it wont be for the drinkin no
i just need something warmer

and all i need
is to be seen
so i know it’s me 
it’s me

true crime

driving to the airport flying out today
saying goodbye’s so hard
but i’ve got a good poker face 

spill my deepest thoughts to strangers 
down at the bar
thats how i process my mistakes

but i never say what i’m feeling
to the right people with the right meaning
think what i wanted to say
was thank you for everything always

left so many people in so many places that
never left my heart from the start
guess thats just the price you pay

cuz callin on the weekends, seeing your face is
not the same as when we both shared the same space

wish that i could say i never took for granted
all your loving glances, patient understanding
whyd i never stop to say
thank you for everything always

every time i see you
i'm running out of time
every where i go draws 
another dotted line
memories and visiting won't ever
bridge the great divide
between our lives

think what i wanted to say
i tried to find another way
and wrote it down today
thank you for everything always

everything, always

Fire rough demo

thigh to thigh

Dogs Will Bite

released 26 May 2015

Words and music: Siv Jakobsen
Produced by Siv Jakobsen and Charlie Van Kirk
Mixing & Engineering: Charlie Van Kirk
Mastered by Kevin Reeves

String-arrangements and piano: Christian Li
Bass: Jared Henderson
Vln 1: Katie Kresek
Vln 2: Jesse Hanson
Viola: Rachel Golub
Cello: Yoed Nir
Percussion: Charlie Van Kirk

Recorded at Ant Food, Stadiumred Studios & Virtue & Vice, i Brooklyn NY

Assistant-engineering by Jay Marcovitz and Ben Talmi

Artwork & photography by Jørgen Nordby (jorgenordby.com)

Bullet

A song I wrote about wanting to be focused on the moment, instead of being in my head, worrying about the past or future. Hope you like it! :)

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