OUT TO MARS

Feel like
I'm in a place that I ain't been in, in years
Find myself always facing these fears 
Tryna hide all these tears
Where I've gotten
Where I take it from here?
Feel like life isn't fair
I think it's clear, I'm still becoming a man

Search for answers, but ain't nobody there
The more I vent, the more they don't understand
With no directions, tell me where do i plan?
All these questions, tell me where do I stand?
Feel like this pressure, got me forcing my hand, damn..

Look
Never had alot man it was all on me
Tryna live this thing called life until its RIP
Feel like, people turned they back on me for no good reason
Or was I blinded and to selfish to see it?
I mean that could be the reason
All the signs ain't always easy to read em
The ones you need, ain't always there when you need em
The ones you want, ain't always eager to keep you
The ones you love, won't always love you as equal
Life a movie it don't come with a sequel
Yeah

Pouring out my soul, so it might sound crazy
Reminisce about all my folks, it feel like one dies daily
Gotta pray for lost souls, because these times now crazy
Missed dreams & lost hopes, is how this lifestyle made me

Damn
I don't want your sympathy 
Keep with all your empathy, I can feel your energy
Of what changed, dealing with heart breaks after heartbreak 
I've becoming numb to the feelings and all the memories 

Tryna be better with time
As of late, I start to pray, and started talking to God
As of late, been through things, and had to cut a few tithes
My mind state, just ain't the same, i guess it change with the times
But as of late, I sit and think and often think about moms
Cuz as of late, i feel away, if she ain't right by my side
Or she ain't ringing my line...

Damn...
Shoutout to my family
I don't wanna vent no more
Nobody understands me

Never hadda lot
Really came from nothingI
Made the most of what I got
If life ain't never humble you
Then you ain't living life
And ain't nobody perfect
I'm just tryna get it right...
I just hope...i get it right
Yeah....

Love All Freestyle [Prod. Ratfooshi]

Highlands

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Great to be back in the booth at Flash!

Excited to share with you a full spectrum of classic rave sounds and new music :)

[1.28.22] @ Flash w/ Marcel Dettmann

“Lets Go”

“Rage Forever”

DOOM (prod.by Meagersoul)

Demon Hours Freestyle (prod.by Rollie)

That's me. The middle aged raver. 53 years old, still cranking out dance mixes.

This mix is for those that like to rave, regardless of age. If you feel it, dance, no ones watching, so go on, you know you want to.

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Lil Mars XO

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