EVERY NOW AND THEN IG I RLLY MISS THE OLD U

BBY WELL DO IT TOGETHER IN A GRAVE AT DAWN

srry
if u dont like what u see
its haunting me 
n ion wna liv this way
srry
its killing me
j tell me wut u need
so i dont go crazy

sorry:( [prodjohnnyfriend]

BEASTMODE (FT. ZACHNEM)

🕯DONE WIV THE CLUB LIFE🕯

Prod by 85RElIC

My last track of 2023. Hope you guy enjoy it! this year has been a real step forward for my music and a big 2024 to come!
thank you for always showing support!

🕯

DONE WIV THE CLUB LIFE

Done wiv the club life,
Done wiv the club lights,
Down wiv the drinks,
Say Goodbye to the late nights…
Where were my friends? in the end, they were all right, 
I’m just a problem, unable to make right…

Stop fucking with me, late nights, are gone for good,
Had enough, late nights, gone looking for love,
Can’t quit, I be wasting every night of my life,
Seen my own blood spillin too many times…

Knock some sense into me,
Leave me bleeding on the floor,
Knock some sense into me,
I ain’t drinking anymore,
Knock some sense into me,
Got my mother at the door,
I don’t wanna see her tears, no more

I be losing everything now, fucked up,
I be losing everything now, too drunk,
I be blacking out, tuned out, too much,
Got me scaring everybody I love…
🕯

DONE WIV THE CLUB LIFE

(Lyrics)

I been taking sleep aid
to keep my mind from racing
late at night I toss and turn 
don’t know which wall I’m facing
coughing up a lung from the mold inside my air ways 
suffocate on sulfur and dissolve my brain with Medicaid 
medicate
levitate
separate my brain from good and bad I think I’m breaking 
medicate
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to 
shake

medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
I question all my motives in the dark I start to
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
I question all my motives in the dark I start to

I’m  tired but wired sippin caffeine like it water
lemon tea with eucalyptus sitting pretty in designer
reclining in my studio I’m over all this stupid shit
I feel like if Im untouchable but need someone to knock some sense 
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me

into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to

into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me

Into Me (prod. Dresdan)

frozen city x cbxgang ©
✧✧✧ vampire x gang ✧✧✧

Tried some new stuff in this song hope yall like it.
Shoutout to @rip37official for helping with the mix. 

Lyrics:

its so hard 
telling you what i think 
im so numb to the one of many drinks 
im so done i can barely think
im so done 
i cant even blink
when you ask 
whats been on my mind 
i can only lie 
but my hearts to heavy to look you in your eyes 
and tell you tell you tell you 
the truth

hungover hungover
 with a demon 
all she wants to do all she wants to do
is steal my heart
far away
wish it was the same
but its not that hard 
prolly prolly
just the changes
just the changes
 that make it hard 
maybe just a lil pain then i can tell it apart
maybe just a lil game we can find our art 

is it ok to cut the chains around my legs 
is it ok to call you a friend 
even tho its probably not meant 
i dont know how this will end 

its so hard 
telling you what i think 
im so numb to the one of many drinks 
im so done i can barely think
im so done 
i cant even blink
when you ask 
whats been on my mind 
i can only lie 
but my hearts to heavy to look you in your eyes 
and tell you tell you tell you 
the truth

all i see is death 
all i see is you 
fuck the truth 
waking in my bed 
feeling dead
wake me in 2032
roaming a battlefield 
like a zombie 
i really wish you werent here 
to haunt me 

hungover hungover
 with a demon 
all she wants to do all she wants to do
is steal my heart
far away
wish it was the same
but its not that hard 
prolly prolly
just the changes
just the changes
 that make it hard

Change To Forget (prod. zeyyblakk x Morne)

https://www.beatstars.com/nonogbeats
buy beats from no no g!

I had a dream last night (prodnonog)

old stories keep me up at night 
im just tryna get by 
inside my own mind 
i just wanna be fine

they dont know the pain that im used to
grew up strange 
i woke in a bad mood
see the fuse in my brain it will blow soon
talk down on me again and i will ghost you

i will ghost you
u talk down on me like im bad news
you dont know me like i know you

i tried and i know i keep on fighting 
feelings and liars they get me tired 

thts why i hide
protect my mind
i just wanna feel alive 

old stories keep me up at night 
im just tryna get by 
inside my own mind 
i just wanna be fine

they dont know the pain that im used to
grew up strange 
i woke in a bad mood
see the fuse in my brain it will blow soon
talk down on me again and i will ghost you

old stories [prod. sorrow bringer]

roses are dead, my lips on you w/soLuvSig (prod.bowniebeats)

lyrics:

spent up all my money on some alcohol and nicotine 
i can’t feel a thing till ur here baby kiss me 
clothes dough hos all my vices feel the same now 
turn the lights low drive slow blow my brains out 

spent up all my money on belt and some tripp jeans 
blowing up my phone 3 days and she miss me 
solace in the nothingness devoid of time in blacking out
broken wine glass in my wrist don’t remember how

don’t remember how 
try to call a name i don’t remember now
bottom of the lake she wanna pull me out 
water in my lungs i cannot cough it up 
i don’t want the love she thinks fill me up
i don’t really think that i can be the one 
she blacking out i don’t think this is having

bottom of the lake [the ushanka boy]

at the venue (prod. technology)
artwork by lil neel
engineered by lil neel
executive producing by lil neel
i love you all; however:
fuck rapists fuck racists fuck nazis fuck 12 fuck the government
stand up for yourself & for what's right & work together <333
keep spreading news about palestine & supporting the cause
everyone's efforts actually matter so fucking much right now
that being said, i really do appreciate everyone who's listening 
have a great rest of your day; you are magnificent as fuck fr yo
- neel

move along
yuh, bitch we chillin' at the venue
pretty much dead; everybody else old news
do you remember what i said to you?
every now & then, i guess i really miss the old you
& i'm always missin' me
i'm missin' me
so don't you leave
take a seat now
why don't you stick around & see?
wait & bleed
you got the lock, i got the key now
let's end the sadness in our song
in our song
keep it locked away until we're dead & gone
there's nothin' wrong in movin' on
baby, we'll do it together in a grave at dawn
move along
x2

at the venue

at the venue (prod. technology)

UV6X7, soLuvSig, YUNGBUG - Regrets On Regrets (3mourn)

4/4 & VALHALLA OUT NOW!
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at the venue (prod. technology)

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