thought u we’re gonna vault this forever 😫🫶🏻

ANGELS & DEMONS

I CANT GIVE NO FUCKS

prod the legend @uv6x7

last song off this album next week

cant hold on [uv6x7]

crawlspaces </3

[lyrics]

[benzo]

laying down on the floor with a bloody wrist
suicide on my mind and i can't deal with it
i wanna cry
i wanna die
i wanna stick a rusty knife between my eyes

i'm on the ground bleeding out in the cemetery
i hope you understand my pain i hope you hear me clearly
cos i can't cope anymore
yeah i cant cope anymore


[halfhearted]

i can’t cope with the way i lost my best friend
on the seventh of may i held your right hand
for the last time, i didn’t know it then
now i past time reading all the texts that we sent

burn another hole into my sweatshirt
hope for good days, im hoping that you don’t hurt
i could fall apart any day in any weather
iv been turning grey feel misplaced
when i’m with her

can’t pick up these pieces im all by self
mama i’m sorry im hurting my health
stuck in a ditch and she wishing me well
roll up a spliff maybe this shit will help

so tired of you.
yelling so loud but not telling the truth
i’m so tired of you,
borderline crazy from shit ive been through

Understand My Pain w/halfhearted (prod.acey)

Produced by YOUTH
co-written & performed by Nut and Youth.

YESTERDAY

Non sarò qui

@02kudo
@benjithemachine
@flooddubs
2025 <3 <3 first song ily
this kudo guy sounds familiar

mardi gras +02kudo [benjithemachine x flood]

there aint no one like you
i swear nobody close
love our late nights 
me n you, no clothes

we smokin outside
gettin deep in our thoughts
i look into your eyes
i realize youre the one

babe i think youre beautiful
 inside n out
all your scars are perfect
i know you got your doubts

imma always be here
i dont wanna leave
i like my alone time 
but youre the girl for me





babe i love you 
n i want you for my life
n i need you if im honest
can you come hold me tonight

n im thinking of you as i write this song
i love you with my heart
i know theres no one like you that could come replace your spot

you love me thru my flaws
i like how youre possessive n you jealous of these thots
but they got nothing on you, i can tell you that
you got nun to worry bout as long as im your man
x2

beautiful

if you axe me

Forget Who You Are - the way i am
Produced by @studyflp and @prodbykyoto
Vocal mixing and mastering by me

the way I am (study & kyoto)

Pretty White Lies (himmler)

from the beginning to now, it hasn't always been the same. the "underground" i knew then isn't the same anymore. it's not a bad thing though... i'm actually starting to see artists i grew alongside achieve their dreams, and i'm more than ready to achieve mine, whatever they are. i'm on my own now, but i have to be strong. i hope this music helps you get by. </3

miss me ft. intrnl (prod. charlie c.)

Myself Yourself Ft. KillSadist & PinkCig

Recorded at: Amplified Wax Recording Studio
Beat produced by: 8ROKEBOY
https://www.patreon.com/pondirose
LYRICS:

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm alone

She don't love me like she used to
Took a couple lines at the bar had a breakthrough
And she ain't ever gotta pay with these dudes
With their big attitudes
With their big heads
And I'll wish that I was dead
Again and again and again
And she'll be up out wit her friendliest friends
While i'm up on the couch with some weed and a pen
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again in my head
Again and again and I wish that i'm dead

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone

God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more
Okay
Thats just the way
That I did not expect my day to go down
She'll be stronger on her own now
I no longer have a home now
God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm Alone

虞

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cardboard funeral (prod. 8rokeboy)

Getting Old

I DONT FEEL SHIT feat. Emo Fruits (prod. purpy)

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