HOW CAN I FIND MY PEACE IF IM ALREADY DEAD?

SO SICK OF BEING HERE AND NOT HAVING A PLAN

BABY I CAN GIVE YOU EVERYTHING U WANT YAH 😩

Prod. by TEM3NOS https://soundcloud.com/user-109572915

.45 Ft. Purdue Ave.

LYRICS:

[IDIO]

gotta pint of liquid death
spi- spilling down my shirt 
keep on- keep on talking shit
pussy boy you getting hurt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt

i’m running up the numbers
like a register
i will never know how much i mean to her
i’m serving up double cups
like a barista
she will never know how much i wanted her

bitch leave me alone
i’m lining up my temples with the chrome 

bitch i’m on my own
living solitary got me fucking up my dome

cup looking like a murder scene 
the way i’m spilling blood you’d think it’s fucking halloween
bitch im addicted to this shit i think it’s in my genes
if i overdose again i bet it’s unforeseen
i think i’m going crazy like i’m charlie sheen
all this fucking hyrdro covering my spleen
why the fuck these doctors always gotta intervene 
i just want my lean ion need sertraline

head to toe draped in pharmacy antagonists 
if somebody told quit the drugs, i can’t imagine it
imma cut dispensers up like i’m a masochist 
turning trauma to money like im an alchemist 

gotta pint of liquid death
spi- spilling down my shirt 
keep on- keep on talking shit
pussy boy you getting hurt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt(x2)

[TRIPLE V]

PO' UP
BITCH I'M KICKIN' IN THE HURST
SHE SAID SHE WANNA MEET ME
YOU CAN MEET ME IN THE DIRT
THESE BITCHES BUSY DIGGIN’
THEY CAN'T FIND OUT WHERE I LURK
I'M A DEMON UNDERGROUND
BUT BITCH I KNOW WHAT I'M WORTH
HOES BE GRIPPING UP THIS
LIFTIN’ UP THEIR SKIRT
I'M TOO O P BITCH
I THINK I NEED A MOTHER FUCKIN' NERF
WE BE POSTED ON THE CORNER
WE BE POSTED ON THE CURB
THESE BITCHES THINK THAT THIS BE LIT
TILL BRAINS UPON MY SHIRT
IDIO
MY BLOOD
YEAH I GOT YOU WITH THE VERSE
THERE'S A VIRUS IN THE SYSTEM
BITCH I'M SPREADING LIKE A GERM
SHE SAID WHAT'S YOUR NAME
AND I DON'T KNOW MY FUKIN WORDS
THESE HOES BE FUCKIN' CRAZY
THAT'S THE REASON I'M CONCERNED
STILL I'M TRYNA BRAND THAT BITCH AND LET THE V BURN
STILL I'M TRYNA FUCK IT UP AND EARN MY FREEDOM
STILL I'M TRYNA MAKE THESE P'S AND LET THE BEATS TURN
THEY DON'T KNOW MY REASON
THEY DON'T KNOW MY REASONS

[IDIO]

gotta pint of liquid death
spi- spilling down my shirt 
keep on- keep on talking shit
pussy boy you getting hurt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt
you sippin on that mud
i be sippin straight dirt(x2)

BIND

STRAIGHT DIRT

STRAIGHT DIRT W/ TRIPLE V [PROD. DUMBFOUNDED & RYFVR]

So tired of all the bull shit telling baby girl ,come to me honest 
So tired of being a nusense baby tell me  how the fuck I can stop this 
And if I’m the one that is loosing 
Baby tell me who the fuck you is haunting 
Been walking around what full clip 
Hope that I’m never gon have to use it 
-
Baby me life is abused 
And I don’t know if im ever gon lose it 
Sitting here I wish you knew
Look at my life it gon be like movie 
-
All of these bitches they choose, but they never act up they wanting it easy 
Baby I’ll tell you truth but your gunna run off and tell me don’t need me 
-
Baby don’t need me 
Walking around and I act like it’s easy 
But Brando deep inside yeah he be grieving
Deep in my head wondering why you leaving 
-
Why you leaving 
Why you screaming 
Baby tell can you give a reason 
Numb my feelings 
I cant feel them 
Feel my chest you can tell that I’m leaving 
-
tell that I’m leaving 
Waking up still I swear I got no reason
All of you love swear that I have been up feinding  
-
Fiending feinding feinding feinding for reasons 
Please tell me baby can you come see it 
Cause Ive been leaving myself in deep end 
-
In deep end 
Where the dead at 
Missing my friends 
I hope that they gon feel that 
I can’t peel back
Member real raps 
Talking bout all the shit we can’t feel man 
-
Now I walk comatose
 Hoping that brando gon never fold 
And now that my body is cold 
Hope that you’re holding me close in the snow

Comatose

ZeitGeist Ft. AStrayGhost

shoutout Keith Morris and Greg Ginn and the entire Black Flag for writing such a banger, enjoy.

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I'm about to have a nervous breakdown
My head really hurts
If I don't find a way out of here
I'm gonna go berserk

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt
Head on my shoulders
It's going berserk

[Verse 2]
I hear the same old talk, talk, talk
The same old lines
Don't do me that today
Yeah, if you know what's good for you, you'll get out of my way

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt
Head on my shoulders
Going berserk

[Verse 3]
I won't apologize
For acting outta line
You see the way I am
You leave any time you can

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm crazy and I'm hurt
Head on my shoulders
Going berserk

[Outro]
Crazy! Crazy! Crazy! Crazy!
I don't care what you fuckin' do
I don't care what you fuckin' say
I'm so sick of everything
I just want to die!

NERVOUS BREAKDOWN

drip down feat. schizo, young lotus

yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I want to die
baby I just wanna feel alive 
yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I’m trying to die
I just want peace at mind
yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I’m trying to die
I just want peace at mind
in mind 
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind 
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind
yeah






maybe I never deserved to live

the day i try to live (prod. sunsetzer0)

dori - twentythirteen prod. aki

i made this hell my home ep
2: falling 2 pieces w/ g1ossy

produced: crymydearr
mix/master: larryvuitton & lil neel
artwork: lil neel

how can i find my peace?
how can i find my peace
if i’m already dead?
if i’m already dead
how can i find my peace
if i’m already dead?
phone call, fall down to your
phone call, fall down to your

how can i find my peace
if i’m already dead?
phone call fall down to your knees
you won’t see me again
i just wanna hold your hand
i hope you understand
so sick of being here
& not havin a plan

my mind is lethal
i am not a fan of how i feel
is it real? will i heal?
i don’t know; is this the end?
it’s hard to see you
i wish i could feel you
life has reached it’s fucking end
so i’m gonna swerve
you live & you learn
bitch, i’ll make my own road
so it never ends
this music’s helping me
it strengthens me
when i can’t carry on
it pulls the knife out of my ribs &
cleans my wounds like alcohol does
all the freaks come out at night
witches, demons, & neon lights
her lips, they love to dance with mine
can we go where no one can find us?
yeah

baby, i could give you everything you want, yeah
i been getting sick & tired of the fights, yeah
thought i’d need you, but i guess it was a lie, yeah
did me wrong, now i kinda wanna die, yeah
now i kinda wanna die, yeah
thinking ‘bout the times we coulda had if you’d just love me
didn’t want me back then ‘cause you said that i was bummy
now you steady playing all my songs ‘cause i got money yeah
crying in a benz now
swerving in your lane now
i just wanna die now
i don’t really care, yeah
why you fucking leaving?
i’m alone, i’m bleeding

how can i find my peace
if i’m already dead?
phone call, fall down to your knees
you won’t see me again
i just wanna hold your hand
i hope you understand
so sick of being here
& not havin a plan
& not havin a plan
& not havin a plan

falling 2 pieces w/ g1ossy (prod. crymydear)

Thought of 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙

[lyrics]
I used think Im dying 
But is not often 
Shawty wanna cook up
This is not my type 
Flip on table 
Cocain for that white bitch
Before I pass out 
She suck my white dick

Running thru night ghost behind
Drugs keep it inside of my mind
I took a pill and fly far away
I got a hole dark inside my eyes
Now star is on shine
Come back everytime you want
Now Im fly thru the sky and I feel like the choose one

I used think Im dying 
But is not often 
Shawty wanna cook up
This is not my type 
Flip on table 
Cocain for that white bitch
Before I pass out 
She suck my white dick

Running thru night ghost behind
Drugs keep this inside of my mind
I took a pill and fly far away
I got a hole dark inside my eyes

Drugs Keep It Inside(prod. misthou)

4/4 & VALHALLA OUT NOW!
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falling 2 pieces w/ g1ossy (prod. crymydear)

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