Hey emo, i shoulda gone to your show wit my bro. Sorry :/

sept🍂ember18🍃

Raw and heartfelt rap track about longing for a full family.
Empty chairs symbolize hope and loss.
Urban color scheme sets a lonely mood.
Lyrics dig into childhood absence and resilience.
Dreaming of both a mother and father by your side.

Both of Them

Just me, myself and Irene
Her mini skirt, my black jeans
High in the backseat
Lines off her Gucci
Yeah, they wish they knew me
Call me George Clooney
Your girl wanna do me
I'm tripping with Lucy

Feeling fucked up under club lights
Cameras flash in my eyes
Call her suicide
She makes me feel like I'ma die
Think I'ma overdose on you tonight

And this been driving me so crazy
How all this changed
Put in the work, so bitch, pay me
No, we're not the same

Nickelodeon, I'm all that
Gothic, I'm in all black
Pressure, yeah, we got that
Have her, I don't want her back

She smokes her cigarettes 
And I feel like a mess
She makes me feel dead
And I'm so into it

Yeah, I moved on
I got a ghost girl
She likes my new songs
We're in the overworld

777, drugs take me to heaven 
Making wishes at 11:11
Forgive me for, for my transgressions
You know that I got, I've got some bad habits

bad habits // 777 (prod. mt. silver x jewfy)

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Im waitin on the time to pass so i see better days
this note i left on my wrist makes me wanna pass away
I drank the devils kiss and poured my heart out in a glass
Im drinkin by myself and I aint ever comin back

She caught the nerve to ask me when im comin home
ignored me till i left now she wont leave me alone
so imma tip the bottle till the bottoms foam
drive I-255 with my mind blown

1800:
Got so fuckin tired of the games she played
sittin on my own on a rainy day
when she asked me baby are you ok
idfk i just wanna go away
sitting on my porch in the moonlight
hours pass back baby time flies
catch me in my bed where my heart died
drinkin by myself in the moonlight

https://soundcloud.com/1800entity

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

tldr; its a song about the moment I became an alcoholic, and also a tattoo I have on my arm

(Bromo Dragonfly) - Drinking by Myself feat. 1800entity (Prod. by Caspr & 1800entity)

just friends (ft. emoflytrap)

LivingSucks

Bones - Disinfected (prod. by endangeredbody)

Bones - Hazardous (prod. by ghost)

Bones - ColdSideOfThePillow (prod. by drew the architect)

Bones - TheLastTimeWeSpoke (prod. by nymano)

Bitter End </3  (prod. JOJO.)

(Lyrics)

Rip my heart out, rip my fuckin’ heart out
What it about now, what is it about now?
Let me down now, you just let me down now
You ain’t around now, no you ain’t around now

Left me aching, need someone to save me
Used to hate me, now I’m up you waiting
No escaping, now you can’t escape me
Hit my phone now, I just let it ring

She couldn’t be faker, medicating rolling up the paper
Nobody can save her, with me everywhere I can’t even fucking shake her

This is a disaster, I been in the ghost like Casper
I guess that I got some bad manners
See me in the whip and fly past her

Rip my heart out, you just let me down now
No you ain’t around now

Left me aching, need someone to save me
Used to hate me, now I’m up you waiting
No escaping, now you can’t escape me
Hit my phone now, I just let it ring

Versuni done snapped on a bitch
I don’t give a fuck, throw racks on a bitch
I don’t fuck wit fakes nah you can’t tell me shit
I been on my grind, you didn’t think I’d be like this

Rip my heart out
You just let me down now
You just let me down now

Rip my heart out, bitch you fuckin’ hurt me
Lost myself now, I don’t got no feelings
It’s so scary, when you lose everything
I got nothing left, after what you did to me

Scattered thoughts now, baby I’m so lost now
Was almost happy, you were just a letdown
Times we had no I cannot forget now

I never thought it’d end this way
I just wish that you would stay
If i said I loved you would it make you stay?
Does this bullshit even matter anyway?

Why is everything the same, new girl but it always ends this way
One day I’ll find someone who makes me happy
I’m sick of all the sadness, I just want this shit to be done

All my time alone, wheres the fun?
Baby girl why’d you run?
I guess I’m just stuck in the background
Just a memory lost in your past now

Rip My Heart Out (prod. RabbleRouser)

all i can think about (prod caves)

why dont you cheer up
aint trynna hear it
when u gone get in the spirit
take a look in da mirror
when i wake up
yeah imma feel it 
the man in my dreams 
telling me i dont need to reel in
why are they so vivid
not a single fucking soul gone be 
telling me how the fuck im living
losing my mind
in the alleys right between these buildings
bussin in jersey 
no need to hurry 
just another fucking state 
for every girl to curve me 
debating on wether or not
to step outside 
come to the spot 
we can smoke here all night 
we’re five miles from the drop off
our homie coming thru just to haul us 
back to the crib so we can call up 
not a single fucking soul u can’t watch us
been going longer than usual 
with the daily use of a physical
crutch that keeps me so cynical

i take i break 
i don’t match what’s at stake 
i wade i fade 
to the background where i’m safe 
i fight 
with my 
urge to end it now 
at least i make my parents proud
to make up for the college i did not attend 
sitting in one room for hours on end 
hoping my body will at least comprehend 
i shouldn’t be doing this please take care of me friend
i call to be greeted by a voicemail
hang up before i embarrass myself
last time to see me before it all goes
can i please tell you something nobody fuckin knows 
i’ll let you in on it 
if you promise to keep your mouth closed
i could go bag me a couple hoes
yeah thats what you know
would you assume that i dont get none
not even fuckin one
i can barely leave my street
to get gas for the whip
the most ill ever seem to do 
is that 20 minute trip
to pick up the drugs i 
need to get by
oh baby dont you ever wonder why
i dont have to know what makes you cry
imma blow up one day
to pay the bills for my parents
no bitch i was not the type to inherit
money to fall back on
i fall back on my backbone
thats so broken in many places
i put on one of my many faces

take a look in the mirror (prod taylor morgan)

MUISC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQAIWpaU8PU&feature=youtu.be

chorus: 
funny how our lives go on when everything feels so numb, daybreak, night skies, cool winds, moonlight 

caught a glimpse of a life where I wouldn't ever let go, of that feeling of being wanted, where the fuck did the time go

Verse:

silhouettes, in my bed, hold me close I'm losin it, love the feelin when I try, right in front of my very eyes, a situation lacked communication, happens every time

you saw my heart beat out my fuckin chest, you knew me when I hated my existence

can't sleep, ghost like warmth while I weep

hate the way how I still miss you, complex emotions I got issues, not one day, lips cravin how I kissed you, simply you're just not into

what I hadda offer, memories from the laughter,  how you went about this guess my feelings weren't a factor 

slipped into the sea of her issues, temporarily out of order from the misuse, take me back to the night when I fucked you, look into your eyes just to say fuck you

slipped into the sea.

Pro. by: https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

Mix/Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/pzzz

slipped into the sea (pro. saint tomorrow x splashgvng)*MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION*

produced by greaf
m&m by ciel

lyrics: updated soon

Bitter End </3 (prod. JOJO.)

Lil Reign Drop

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