You needed a castle somewhere to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I so nauseous I don't get it. what's the deal? I can only see my hands, my vision's fucked is this for real? You're the only person living that I trust to guide me home. Is this blood inside my skin? Am I decaying to the bone?

Do what you have to. Do what you need. I'll be right beside you, like you were for me. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm trying to be, who you really need now. I'm trying to be. You gave me your heart now. It's easy to see.

You needed a castle, somewhere to sleep. I'm not like your ex. I don't expect you to leave, but go if you find somebody better than me.

You needed a castle. You needed a friend. You wanted a sword. You needed things to protect. You act like you're happy when you're really depressed. I get why you do that. We all like to pretend.

Do what you have to. Do what you need. I'll be right beside you, like you were for me. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm trying to be, who you really need now. I'm trying to be.

You gave me your heart now. It's easy to see. You needed a castle, somewhere to sleep. I'm not like your ex. I don't expect you to leave, but go if you find somebody better than me.

i love this . keep up the awesome amazing work sadeyes

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

hi hru

scumbag

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

spotify

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

grim

fragment

castle with the cobwebs

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic

FIRST SONG OF "A Diary Of You"

a song that i'll play on a rainy day (feat. guardin)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

i'd be lyin if i said it didn't hurt
every girl i loved had left me lyin in the dirt
i'm face down in my own mistakes
it's like i like them being dumped all over the place

i'm a mess, and i know it,
no i can't get a grip i'm never copin
and you're so bad and you know this
why do all the good girls seem to keep me out of focus

and you don't know how much i care,
for loving people that were never there
and you don't know how bad it feels
your words cut deep, goodbyes don't heal

if you love me let me go, that's what i say
as i'm taking 205 right to her driveway
i'm a mess so depressed its no surprise though
and fuck my ex she's a wreck, she's a psycho

i'm a loaded gun, yeah my lyrics ammunition
but i get tongue tied when i get her in my system
i can't ever sleep unless she's sleepin on my chest
and when i'm home i'm in my zone but i don't eat i'm fuckin stressed

what's the point of movin on if you can't smile when you wake up
make your coffee, start the car and chase the pay stub
i don't work a job and if i did i'd fuckin hate it
rather pay my rent from writing songs down in my basement

and you don't know how much i care,
for loving people that were never there
and you don't know how bad it feels
your words cut deep, goodbyes don't heal

mess (prod. ryini)

co prod @ prodbytheswitch

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down

she knows i'll always love her
she knows i'll always try
but every time she kisses him
i get better at sayin goodbye

and i don't wanna lose you
but i don't wanna live
i put everything i had inside the heart you gave to him!

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down (x2)

castle with the cobwebs

sadeyes

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