a glimpse of hope

lyrics:

12 hour drive from the train to the bus
Before I get to work u find me rollin up kush
Cause I can’t really listen to my head too much
Damp wood floors start to build up dust
Late night Adelaide rain turned slush
they ask me how come I always come so clutch
Look into my eyes they see Im out for blood
If u bet against me you could hold my nuts
Take in air and I breath out toxins
I could feel the memories that’s lying in the 
drywall that bounce around my head 
from the room im stuck in
Triple x bottles on the shelf hold substance

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

And u just had to mark it
Go ahead and finish what u started
The blade u hold is sharded
Thru my heart of hornets
And Only in this moment
She sees me as more than
A body a cog wheel
I guess that’s not important
so Touch my face and frown
As the life bleeds out
I left defenses open
Ur lucky youre so gorgeous
And the cobble here is soaking
Her lips apply a poison to me
But For her id rather not breathe yea
huh im outside Lets take a ride
Baby ill do anything for ya huh
She go on a spree in Sephora huh
We could do whatever it is u wanna huh
Break me baby u could break and ill be here
U know in between the lines I never really cared
Crazy she tell me im crazy for letting fear go
I still got it I aint letting it show

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

unimportant (jabarionthebeat x aslo x kimpe)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

spotify

oblivious

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

stay away please

open door

live life 2022

too many times

dedicated to alexis

I’m trying to tell
The worst
When it’s set on the side
When the time
Feels so jaded and used 

When I feel it on the stride
It all Intensifies 
I’m tryna behave 
Against you

Who’d have started again 
And how do I say it’s safe 
When how you move on 
Feels like hours to me

Just you
Would stay
The way
You came
And try 
To hold 
Your own


But you won’t give on the time
And try to leave it all behind
You’re tryna call it as you wait
So the days won’t change 

When I say
That I care
I don’t know where you are
I could hope 
For the best
You could ever get

hours(prod. smitty the bg & mixed matches)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

losin lots of sleep could not compare to me when losin you
every time i write i feel a weight a shade of navy blue
it really hurts but don't forget it
i said i'm sorry and i meant it

woah, yeah, you been perfect since i met you
everything you do has got me wondering who sent you
and i'm thankful for the time spent
every time i leave i swear its hard for me to digest

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

yeah, i fake smile, whenever you're not with me
time flies by whenever we kissing
you could fall asleep on me forever
i could search but i'd never find better

you always talk with a gentle voice
you draw me in like an open door
you're the girl that's been in my dreams
you're the ghost i've been searchin for

when you leave i still think about you
and when you're close all my dreams come true
and when you leave i still think about you
and when you're near all my dreams come true

i think about you

about you w/ powfu (prod. lee)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

don't follow me i'm hard to read, i scare most people away from me
i hurt most people so can't you see, there's no way you're meant for me

i'm really glad i had it wrong cause, most people use me for the commas
i'm tired of the drama, i'm not one to talk no shit, i keep it honest

so to keep it 150 i'm feelin drained, 
the only reason that i sing is cause of pain,
deep inflicted traumas that been pent up in my brain, 
how i found some happiness with her i feel okay

will it last, does it matter
if I'm smiling will it keep me from disaster
destructive thoughts have had a history with patterns
all I care about is her, I'm glad I have her

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

if the sun didn't rise, i'd still be right by your side
and if you're feelin less lonely then baby i'm doin fine
if the moon never glowed, i'd still be right here to hold you
how many times have i told you, i love you, i love you

downpour

ily (prod. lee)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

lame

@deadbroke.wav

Dead Broke:
I've been losing sleep, counting every night.
Sheep inside my head telling me don't lose this fight.
Nightmares here again, hopefully this time I'm fine,
I woke up just last night, sweating bullets then I cried;

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Powfu:

Yeah.
If you don't care, you can see my place. Haven't talked my shit, but I miss that face. 
Ima run to the store, tell me anything you want.
Drinks in the fridge, and time on the clock.
Yeah, I don't wanna change yet. I still record in the basement,
I don't wanna change to a brand new life, unless you're walking out my sight.
Almost fell asleep again, tired eyes don't ever end. I'm confused I don't know what this means, this whole town is full of sheep.

Dead Broke x Powfu:

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Sheep Skin (feat. Powfu)

Sheeps Skin ft. Powfu

produced by heylog

lyrics:
can u keep a secret don't tell anyone
these butterflies around me resting on my thumb
i think they're a sign that i've made it from numb
dodging my own hatred but i fail to duck
we've tried but its so hard
i'm just another kid reaching for ur arms
like i said can we try again
i swear to u ill make it up
but this is probably the end

into light
hold my hand
for the fight
wars ahead
file line
hold the stance
here, the monsters like to dance
viruses vs pesticides
i'm hoping ill sleep through the night
hold my hand as we go high
do not look down just close your eyes

so if u keep this secret will u go n tell
cause if that's the case i'll keep it to myself
but u can tell me yours i wont tell anyone
this stays between us and no one else
i miss talking with our eyes it hurt like hell
so are u doing fine cause i'm wishing well
i have ur turtle neck but it lost your smell
i think of you too much ur killing my brain cells
when i was a child i had everyone
now i'm older and i don't feel like growing up
i've changed since i've hidden for a couple months
and they still been the same try it for yourself
the war is on its way, can u hear them run
they're raging but they laugh when the job is done
and the boy who's in his gut sobbing cus he lost
cus everything he did had no purpose and not even a cause

into light
hold my hand
for the fight
wars ahead
file line
hold the stance
here the monsters like to dance
viruses vs pesticides
i'm hoping ill sleep through the night
hold my hand as we go high
do not look down just close your eyes

the war
is done
set fire
to them all
silence
peaceful
finally
you've escaped
ur so lucky
you've run from me

the war

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i don't have anything
to offer while he sell himself
imma tie him down with rope
and somebody duct tape his mouth
god u must be tweaking
you've done nothing to deserve a crown
deep down he struggles envy
he blocks it with the words he shouts

no get back
tunnel vision getting up
i swear i'm close to cardiac
i'm already dead inside
my heart is turning jet black
you don't wanna touch it
it's contagious
permanent
once the point in love if i continue to keep breaking it
no get back
tunnel vision getting up
i swear i'm close to cardiac
i'm already dead inside
my heart is turning jet black
you don't wanna touch it
it's contagious
permanent
once the point in love if i continue to keep breaking it

now i'm growing
let the pistol talk
guarantee it'll make him frozen
i think i'm convincing myself i'm going mental
you may have me if you promise to be gentle
my heart may be dark but i promise you it's fragile
yeah i promise you it's fragile
she was saying she relates
but i don't think you do though
no i don't think you do bro
caught them both off guard
yeah i'm lurking in the shadows
finna put him on a gallow
i just opened up to her
sentimental
basic literature
uneventful
now people think they're gods writing poems
just because u take notes
don't make you a poet
if u ever need help
you know i got your back
cause i been through hell
don't want u to go through that
don't know how u felt
good or were u trashed
continue wasting herself
a girl who is down bad

no get back
tunnel vision getting up
i swear i'm close to cardiac
i'm already dead inside
my heart is turning jet black
you don't wanna touch it
its contagious
permanent
once the point in love if i continue to keep breaking it
no get back
tunnel vision getting up
i swear i'm close to cardiac
i'm already dead inside
my heart is turning jet black
you don't wanna touch it
it's contagious
permanent
once the point in love if i continue to keep breaking it

you were all i got
so sad you had to leave
i still have your stuff
but i keep it out of reach
baby it was tough
i gave u everything
don't know if it was wrong
but i don't regret a thing
i don't wanna know
how you been lately
cause i already know
you gotta new baby
didn't want u to go
sacrifice for your dreams
lost contact on my phone
u wont hear from me

(so sad u had to leave)
(i keep it out of reach)
(gave u everything)
(i don't regret a thing)
(how u been lately)
(gotta new baby)
(sacrifice for your dreams)
(u wont hear from me)

ily (prod. lee)

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