i always find myself revisiting this song whenever i feel down

October 2021

LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

lyrics:

I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

Im fine on my own
Hard times still come to close
But not mine they are homeWith my life they will mold
I am Tied to u
And u Tied to me
I had tried pulling backwards
But cuffs dont work that way
She had went loose on me
I am in fight or flight
She is in ecstasy
And she might go all night tonight
But she swear to me she changed
Well that’s all u had to say
I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

a_nightmare (jabarionthebeat x armen)

lyrics:

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
With me baby just picket the bag wallet or watch he on the fence about it like he put the for sale up
Im eating heavy on these beats while he just picking the kale up
That jealousy in his cells and im just Pushing the bail up
She text me 20 times I read it all at once like baby im picking the mail up

I could say some shit I shouldn’t
But I keep it all to me
I could say some shit u wouldn’t like
She like oh u think u socrates
Bitch words are my job yea
Id bless u thru my teeth
If u talk cordially
Yea I aint have a choice to be great no no I just gotta be yea
Oh im really ready
Bitch im ready Freddy
I pull up with my guys like ed ed and eddy
I stack soup cups
I guess This that alphaghetti
Why would I need a therapist with half a bokkle left of remy
Random ass face tryna fuck me right
Catch me in a time when my confidence spiked
That only comes when im drunk and high
Like that one song U lucky that im both tonight
Running my fade I dont try to attract static
If I let the goons out they gon reek havoc
Boy u fucking with the scum u got to have brain damage
They gon leave u with a wound that u unable to bandage
My conscience put me right but my brain made me an addict
Count the money I had spent on liquor Id by a patek
If its not in the bank then I keep it in the attict
I dont know his bitch but he all mad she my fanatic

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
And ive had plenty times where it turn into a stale love
Im not tryna be cold im just scared imma fail love
I pull on this bape over my head and I vibe
I think about the moment where I know I shouldve died
So Even when im down im still grateful im alive
If u touching down turn around im in my mind for the night

the2 (jabarionthebeat x kxvi x lavish)

lyrics:

I was just tryna help I couldn’t care bout how they hate on me
Why u asking someone I never met to hear they take on me
If u tryna be funny I aint laughing where the punchline at
Growing up I would’ve died if I aint learn to bounce back
I think im playing dress up in this bitch with all this bape on me
U aint got a rack upon that rack but I 8 on me
Not a dry text but my boy said “I got that k on me”
Baby I live fast out here I told u do not wait on me
I am not no bop it for u hoe so please dont play with me
My friends something like family u would think at night they ate with me
Plus they all some dogs if they ate they eating pedigree
Told u if u feel a way about someone tell me hastily
Why u think the water moving up in the bitch
I grew out the gutter on my crocodile shit
I got a hole inside my heart that im unable to fix
Bitches come and go but u stay inside the mix
U pretty outside but on the inside u sick
And Theres no skin care routine out there to fix that shit
Dropped from the game but I resurrected
Im getting money now look what I did
Yea im really really on
Must be sour knowing after all u really wrong
Man I put that on me
Man I put that on god
And id put that on my seed but I got plenty children up inside the flow
This a nightmare
But u dont wake up from it
Girl im right here
On the stratosphere
Me and jabari on this comet we reside here We alright here

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

I dont care im turnt up
God blessed me im live
They fill his face with red dots
No acne not no hives
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I dont know if he dies
I dont know very much
I just know that im alive
Please oh please dont test me im afraid ill get too messy
With his bitch in tellys on my time she get too wetty
Blow in this bitch confetti
Swear imma blow in this bitch like Betty
Pressing me here u stagnant 
We so deep in this bitch its pregnant

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

night t3rror (jabarionthebeat x lucabeats)

lyrics:

From this treatment I was buried
But from this dirt I will grow
I took 2 its getting scary
But when I hurt I evolve

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

All this emotion I push out my mouth in this bitch and u still shleep
I couldn’t have it I made it my goal to be humble and gain cheese
Everything i ever brought to my name came right out from my own teeth
I do not make new friends because plenty of people betrayed me
I just been getting high yea
I cant be teary eyed
People look up to me
I just cannot see why
I stay up touring just thinking in bed
How we would be if it was up to my head
I just checked in baby
I was going to call u
I dont want to talk about it
Until u lower the volume
Itching at my skin baby
She like I control u
Im thankful for my sins
Cause it taught me that u sin too

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

i_evolve (jabarionthebeat x dasda x moneyevery)

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

blU (jabarionthebeat x david)

lyrics
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trippin over every thought
this ain't ever whatchu want
i swear that this house is haunted
it's been like this since the start
all good things must fall apart  
i swear that this house is haunted

trapped in between these halls
asbestos inside the walls
it's getting harder to breathe
and lately i'm in the dark
unaware of where to start
i'm falling hard with the breeze
so tell me the truth are we both really losing our minds
in this state of delusion it's easy to lose track of time
and the hands on this clock haven't spun even close to align
-ing but
they'll come around (x4)

'til then i'm
trippin over every thought
this ain't ever whatchu want
i swear that this house is haunted 
it's been like this since the start
all good things must fall apart  
i swear that this house is haunted

am i really here?
am i not?
is there anywhere that i ought to be
i ain't tryna stay here with these oddities
and honestly it's getting kinda hard to breathe
and hard to speak when barred with teeth
my tongue sittin in my mouth but it's hard to speak
i fall asleep with every fragment haunting me
my dreams turn to nightmares where they're calling me
like hey hi hello it's me how you doing
i'm a ghost to this place amidst of these ruins 
trippin' over every thought
this ain't ever whatchu want
i swear that this house is fucking haunted

trippin over every thought
this ain't ever whatchu want
i swear that this house is haunted 
it's been like this since the start
all good things must fall apart  
i swear that this house is haunted

haunted (prod. young taylor)

Silence

9TAILS - Ill Try To Explain

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-downers-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Downers (feat. guccihighwaters)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

if all my songs were polaroids, id burn the ones i wrote for you

produced by @nothingnowheremusic 
it all comes full circle

[LYRIC VIDEO]

bleeding (p. nothing,nowhere.)

thank you so much

lyrics:

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

i was, chillin, waiting for you to call back
dbz on the flatscreen all that

and you know just what you mean to me
every time i wake i'm down to give you all my energy

people sayin that i'm next up
i just passed these rappers autopilot in my tesla

and i get real low when the sun don't shine
so you know that ima get real high

and i could rap
till my heart collapse
i won't ever heal
i keep drinking writing songs so i can see if i can feel

i remember how your silhouette danced in the moonlight
fireflies and love in the air by the poolside

yeah i'm a lover not a cool guy
i miss kissin in the mood light
i think the whiskey had us tipsy
would you text me if you miss me girl i'll love you till my heart dies

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

moonlight

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

moonlight

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