Name: dropout by lilsp00k
Duration: 2 min 21 s
Description: guitars by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic & @ZBeatz

Lyrics:

*Hey sugars, I was just sitting here and something just came to my heart. And at my age when stuff be coming on your heart, you better go'head and be saying it, 'cause you know I got more days behind me than I got in front of me. And I was feeling like some of y'all out there, you got dreams. You got expectations for yourself. But you know? You can do anything you put your mind to.*

[CHORUS]
Sudden realization.
Muddled names and faces.
I'm disassociating.
Reflection puddles, It's raining.

Waters falling from heaven, I'm seeing faces in puddles.
I'm gona drown in the seven seas, just look for the bubbles.
I disassociate from everything, I've figured it out.
I'm in a lucid dream, I'm scrambling, I'm tryna get out.
That sudden realization that no ones real, they're faking.
We're all alone there's no saving us. 
What if death's the true temptation?

[BRIDGE]

I feel the spirits are spying on me
Everybody's lying to me.
Got a couple friends but I hate when they're relying on me.
I got enough on my plate, I got a lot left to eat
And if I break it, If I break it

[VERSE 2]

If I break down, would you stick around?
For a minute or two, there's elephants in the room.
Can we talk it out? I been trapped in the mirror
I'm egotistical, vain and oh so bitter bitter.

Cyanide washing the bitter taste from out my mouth
Why am I locked in a little cage, Just let me out.
Matrix, look in to my eyes they're vacant.
I can still hear voices in my mind, they're saying

Save me, I'm gona meet god, he's waiting
Patient, I'm just a sick fraud who's praying
Put my hand together, I'm asking for a little taste.
Show me all your knowledge, my master, I'mma save the day.

[CHORUS]
Sudden realization.
Muddled names and faces.
I'm disassociating.
Reflection puddles, It's raining.

Waters falling from heaven, I'm seeing faces in puddles.
I'm gona drown in the seven seas, just look for the bubbles.
I disassociate from everything, I've figured it out.
I'm in a lucid dream, I'm scrambling, I'm tryna get out.
That sudden realization that no ones real, they're faking.
We're all alone there's no saving us. 
What if death's the true temptation?

*Alright sugars. Somebody loves you and somebody's praying for you.. me. haha you go on out there and have yourself a good day. I believe in you.*

Sudden Realization

Sudden Realization [prod. johnnyfriend]

go follow https://soundcloud.com/deondre-tucker

enjoy

sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic & @ZBeatz

spotify

dropout

Pick me up and put me to sleep
I got nothing to live for without you and me 

I’m done holding on just to get my heart broken
Keep your meaningless words and please just walk away 

Tear out the pages and rip them away 
I need something to help me get to the end of the day 

Honesty is hurting me 
Your slowly fucking choking me 
Bottle me up and throw me away

Love works in mysterious ways
I can’t control the thoughts in my brain 
Look into the rain

Look what I found 
See what I see 
Anything you want you don’t have to run past me 
Take control of me 

Tear out the pages and rip them away 
I need something to help me get to the end of the day 

Honesty is hurting me 
Your slowly fucking choking me 
Bottle me up and throw me away

Pick me up and put me to sleep
I got nothing to live for without you and me 

I’m done holding on just to get my heart broken
Keep your meaningless words and please just walk away

Memoir [+ sogimura]

I know I’m gone again 
I’m blaming everyone and everything around me 

Pushing it back for the nighttime 
No I’m not really ready for the day time 

Pull me in close, engulf me in flames and run away 

I know it’s hard sometimes
I’m blaming everyone and everything around me

Endure the the pain in your brain
Don’t ever lock it in a cage 

Don’t push it away
Endure the pain and run away 

Stay in the way
Explore the pain
It’s such a waste waiting for you to run away 

I can’t be right on this dark night 
I’m here alone, freezing in the cold 

I know I’m gone again 
I’m blaming everyone and everything around me 

Pushing it back for the nighttime 
No I’m not really ready for the day time 

Pull me in close, engulf me in flames and run away 

I know it’s hard sometimes
I’m blaming everyone and everything around me

Endure the the pain in your brain
Don’t ever lock it in a cage 

Don’t push it away
Endure the pain and run away

idntinnf [+ nate2timez]

prod tennis player <3

[lyrics:]
dont leave me girl
you are my world
my wrists are fucking bloody and my vision's blurred
baby it hurts
still got your shirt
hold it tight when i lay down
it hurts


sorry that i got too close
you're the only one i want
it hurts so bad
it hurts
it hurts


staring at the stars
girl i fall apart
thinking bout you in my arms
i always think bout you my love
missing you is hard
wanna go back to the start
when we used to laugh a lot
i hate that we got fucking lost

it hurts.

Lucerna Obscura

Shadows in the Horizon [+ metlast]

same place, different time.

NAVYXOWER - same place, different time. [+ martiebeatz]

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @ilypr6da
follow rockstar tommy on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBHukCacjJ3XJtza1ODIInA/featured

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
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lyrics:
dont even know what im doing today
powering up like ssj
i cannot feel my face
cant you see im in my space 
i view the world as a waste
but you just cannot replace 
what that did to me

skeletons dont bother me anymore they cant hurt me
so i just threw em out then turned around and did them dirty
the water is murky 
i hope no one deserts me
feeling like this since 014 but i hope no one does me dirty like that

if they do get em out of my life
yeah ive been up since 1:05
you can see the stars in my eyes 
when i pass you by

dont even know what im doing today 
powering up like ssj
i cannot feel my face

dont even know what im doing today
powering up like ssj
i cannot feel my face
cant you see im in my space 
i view the world as a waste
but you just cannot replace 
what that did to me

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - today (prod. rockstar tommy)

"see you in the morning"
that's what she wrote to me
i waited every hour
but still you never came
just one more day after
you walked up to my house
and gave me these words
"it's time we part ways"

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

the rain is pouring down
what a melancholic sight
you don't know what i feel
so just stop asking me
i'm lacking everything
that's holding me around
and now i tear apart
with so much disconnect

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

desperate measures.

i can see it now... [+ donemoney]

something i made with @autumndropsdead <3

lyrics:
sinking into my sea
i let the gentle breeze control me
fleeing from memories
im counting my defeats
they hold me

dropout

lilsp00k

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