Name: tear the pictures off my wall w/ Salem Avenue by lilsp00k
Duration: 4 min 4 s
Description: got tons of instrumentals like this wit Salem Avenue, dm either of us for lease & exclusives <3

if i could marry a beat, it'd be this one 😅🖤

thank you for all the music you put out, smolspook. it's helped me a lot 🖤

i come back every time I feel alone basically everyday¡¡¿

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VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvdND24hLik

https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy
https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus

LYRICS: 
Poppy Tears:

You told me you would take it away
You told me it'd change 
It remained the same
You see you used to be the light of my day
Now you'll find me darker ways
Now you'll find me darker shades - inside my head 
Do you remember when you said you'd be there til the end..
 
until the end, the end, the end, the end, the end
do you remember when, remember when, remember when

All the leaves have fallen now
And Im the one to let you down x 2

let you down I'll let you down I'll let you down I know 
so leave me out just leave me out I'll be fine alone

LIL LOTUS:
Im the promise that you couldn't keep
and your the reason that I never sleep
you took your time with me
wasted time on me

And all the things I swore I'd never see
right before my eyes, I can't believe
it was all for me, why's this all for me..

How can I believe you with your hands around my neck
I wana feel alive again, Im miserable at best

Im too scared to close my eyes now
I.. I don't wana see you walk out
time.. time is never on my side now x2

spotify

all the leaves have fallen w/ lil lotus (prod. teen pregnancy)

prod: @anobodyreally

lyrics:
if you feel me pushing away
you better pull back harder
or let me go
yeah im convinced
that every tear you cry
was just another step
to get into the back of my mind
into the back of my mind
become comfortable
with the way that my head tilts
whenever im stressin out
what am i not stressed about?
my head is full of doubt
so i cant let you in
im crying out your name
like it hurts to say
ill never love again
thats why im in a mode of self-defense
my selfish tense
like im on the fence
whats left is right
youre not in sight
dont need to know
what you do when youre alone at night
ill take my chances
ignore my heart
too fucked up 
to even give a shit
all my life
ive been doing the right things the wrong way
so ill take time and do things my way
but you still got my heart wrapped up
like the cellophane on my cigarette pack
still got me fucked up
like im not loved
what you still say
got me fucked up, aye

im so disappointing
im such a disappointment
you say that you love me
but i dont know if i feel the same

Follow me <3

sorry i couldn't live up to the hype (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you

you'll get through it now
we'll get through it now
hard to hear you when the musics loud

ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you
you'll get through it now

[smrtdeath]
looking through the photos wishing that i was the same me
baby i know you thought you could change me
but maybe it was plain to see
we weren't made to be
you and me
so ima take the high road
cause thats the only way i'll be able to carry on
ima find those pieces of my broken heart and
take them home

and ima ride home tell your mama that im sorry for everything
x2

and ima take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
ima find those letters i wrote to myself
and when you get older 
i hope you think of me as the devil on your shoulder

time'll heal the wound but thats a lot of pain to wait through

Listen on Spotify

letters 2 myself ft. smrtdeath (prod. rogergoon)

w/ @imsoalone

(lyrics)
i gave you one last chance
you fucked it up like before
we don't speak anymore
your heart is so cold

i guess no sleep tonight
some things ain't feeling right
need someone by my side
and come and hold me tight

i was never enough for you
and i should've never been there
should've never been there
and if it takes a while then that's okay
i'm used to being okay

i was never enough for you
i was never enough for you

i gave you one last chance
you fucked it up like before
we don't speak anymore
your heart is so cold

we don't speak anymore

SPOTIFY

we don't speak anymore w/ solonely (prod yung skah & cxld blxxd)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

by your side

@polarboiyeahz <3

gonna ride round till the sun come up
Pourin UV up in a crystal cup
Piling up these racks and i love my luck ya
Counting this money i cant get enough

See me pull up now in a whip so fly
Got some bandz up in here shawty by my side
Got a deep red whip and a blunt in my ride
Now im headed down south to my own paradise

Gonna work work work make it to the top
Goin up up up no ill never stop
Yeah we smoke the most, and we smoke the best
and we smoke it loud, i feel it in my chest

Cruisin through town rollin up them grams
Spend some money now on some straight up gas
Feelin like tracy in a car so fast
Gettin on this beat with my polarboiyeahz

I been living and breathing
I been searching and seeking
I been climbing and reaching

breathe (prod. polarboiyeahz X hkfiftyone)

Lyrics:

i just want to be by your side 
dont u see the pain in my eyes
i just want to be by yo ur side 
no, i dont want to fight

everything u say to me 
its never fucking true
can't you be yourself
people see through you
you never needed help
am i a fool
u got lost in ur head   
u wont be home soon

i been goin solo for so long 
i dont know what to do
it's been raining  for 5 days
im sick of my own face
u r sick of my heart rate
i guess ill be waiting
...
u r sick of the long wait 
u r sick of ur own fate
u left me all ur sins
... 
emotional wastebin
i am ur wastebin 
u left me everything

i just want to be by your side 
dont u see the pain in my eyes
i just want to be by your side 
no, i dont want to fight

i been goin solo for so long 
i dont know what to do
it's been raining for 5 days
im sick of my own face
im sick of my heart rate
im sick of the long wait
im sick of my own fate
we are sick of it all
and u left me everything
...
emotional wastebin 
emotional wastebin
emotional wastebin 
emotional wastebin  
theres nothing left of us

emotional wastebin [prod. splashgvng]

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

spotify/apple music

Mixed and Mastered by @iofmusic

AFTER SCHOOL
RUNNING AFTER YOU
IM TRYNA CHASE SOMETHING THAT I CANT GET TOO
OH? YOU LIKE THAT BOY 
WELL I LIKE HIM TOO
HES NOT THE ONE FOR YOU
IM THE ONE FOR YOU

UP AND DOWN THE PATH
IM BEATEN DOWN A LONELY PATCH
AND MY BITCH SO BAD 
BUT SHE DONT EVER WANNA HAVE ME BACK
I BEEN ALL ALONE IN MY ROOM WRITIN RAPS
I BEEN IN THE DARK LIKE A TOMB WRITIN RAPS

IMMA GET THA PAPER WIPE MY TEARS WITH THE RACKS

BITCH IM MAKIN PAPER I DONT CARE FOR YA ASS
X2

AFTER SCHOOL
RUNNING AFTER YOU
IM TRYNA CHASE SOMETHING THAT I CANT GET TOO
OH? YOU LIKE THAT BOY 
WELL I LIKE HIM TOO
HES NOT THE ONE FOR YOU
IM THE ONE FOR YOU

After School (+ Essex)

got tons of instrumentals like this wit Salem Avenue, dm either of us for lease & exclusives <3

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