guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

ft. @aecape
prod. @sshinju @puppy_girl_alice

make me your past
my trust has been played with
you don't give a fuck
i ran ot of reasons
i ran out of luck
turn your back on me, you do this so fast
i tried to reason but that was our path
tell me your secrets, you keep these a lot

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down

i guess it's my fault that i'm kept alive
you waste your time again
i'd rather take pills
than keep up with your bullshit
cause it's something in my heart
that's so heavy you can't imagine

killing myself every single day
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say
you dont have to leave ill get out ur way
i wonder if you ever even looked at me
i wonder if its even ever hard to breath
i b getting cold i b shutting down
everyone i love has let me down
break my fucking heart i dont even care
suffocation i cant breath the fucking air
you dont have to like me ill get out ur way
we dont have to talk theres nothing to say

as i tried to fix it, each time is a failure
you look down upon me, you take me for granted
you put all this pressure on me i can't let it
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..
take over my life, all of the time..
it's a heavy lie, all of the time..

i'd rather take pills ft. æcape (shinju x puppygirlalice)

time keeps flying by [prod. nightclub20xx]

@freddieskinz
@kaciefree
@0k1ro

mdm <3
i luv u sm

Bag Song +Freddie Skinz [K1ro x Kacie free]

prod me
mixed by @daybat
cover by me

-lyrics-
but babe i thought u said u loved me
uve ruined love for me
i know u hold urself above me
and i cant seem to reach
cause babe u told me u were violent
put me in the sky then
i wont even fight back
bby i was scared of u
bby girl u know the truth
watch out who u lie to
bby im a burning fuse
damn i used to love u (synthetic)

i cant pick up the phone and i cant think abt it
i wont follow u home get drunk and cry without me
im so sick on my own cause u never let me rest
so shut my eyes for me bby cause

so pour one out for me
youll do it eventually
but i jus stare at the floor
cause i dont care anymore

shut my eyes

Music video : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_9OBQepCKw

@51five
@moderndayuk
@synthetickids 

Lyrics:
I said i dont wanna know whats up w u 
and i dont rly wanna talk bout what we going thru
it feels like every time i get better its something new
and it gets harder every day to even see it thru
this always come back to u 

and ill put it in a song
the feeling comes back like withdrawals oh when ur gone
but we still didnt get to dance
it feels like heaven when im holding on ur hands

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

know u can tell from the look in ur eye
cant even tell when ur looking in mine
i know u hate it when i start to whine 
i wouldnt say but i wish u were mine

i hate whenever i think of the times
wanna forget so i dont have to cry 
wanna forget so im pouring a line
i know u get it i dont wanna die

but i just dont wanna feel again
it feels like torture i just want it to be real again
and every night when we were tweaking on the ritalin
i got emotions but i cant remember feeling them 

i cant remember much about me 
everything is turning cloudy 
i know that i never could
but i know u could live without me 

i just dont want u to doubt me 
but i know u think about it
and if only ud allow me 

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

<3 <3 <3 

this 1 is too real

Second Guessing [51five]

citgo +rit [zuuloh]

made by me

Can’t stop from feeling stressed
But maybe that’s the old me
My feels arent the best 
Still somewhere that I can’t see
Put bullets in my chest
Had Turn over a new leaf 
Was this all just a test
Or something to control me 

Is this something that I went threw
So I could fall apart
stay awake all night
To find who we are 
don’t like touching so plz just stay where you are 
I wanna fall in love but I don’t wanna play the part 

Seeing you in person 
Brings back a feeling
That I thought was dead 
It had another meaning 
I feel you in blood 
Even while I’m dreaming 
Even while I’m bleeding
Was this just a test of my emotions that ur stealing 

Can’t get away 
Cant hear the things u say 
Ya it still hurts anyway 

I think about u every day 

Even when I’m played 
Even when you said you’d stay 
These feels I cannot contain

Test Subject

>lyrix<

check ur ops check ur opsec

i jus leakd ur ip
i jus hakd ur network
hakd ur psyche
i c what ur typing
what ur hiding
i jus logged ur card
now im swiping

i move 
w security
duck the feds
duck the cops
duck the hearing
i dont make no appearance
no secret
i got all the clearance

new shoes in a po box
thats alprazolam
came thru on a nonstop
shipped from amsterdam
i jus put ur name 
on a watchlist 4 these
feds came knocking
i think ima flee

spotify

opsec [dgtl] ***

lyrics:
midnight black on my clothes 
being followed by the crows
be my eyes for me, watch my back everywhere i go
as i choke, roll back my eyes as my body's emitting smoke
and in the blood of all my misery, i lie and let it soak

you know i can take it all away
but you don’t wanna try
and i lust for you like always 
i just keep it all inside
i lie right next to your body 
just so you can get me high
(keep my ashes when i die 
in the next world you will find me)

i’m your eyes when yours have rotted out.

blood of misery [liltumblrxo]

prod taylor morgan
cover art: https://pin.it/47CZeWk

lyrics:

[senses]
What can i say that you don’t already know?
I’m so far yet I’m so close 
I’m with you yet I’m alone 
My heart burns yet my soul froze 
Who are you to tell me I’m doing wrong?
Who are you to judge who I’ve become 
I won’t give you what you want 
Not afraid of what will come

[gleam]
i don’t know how far we’ll go
don’t walk away i can’t do it on my own
knew this was coming i could feel it in my bones
but i never rlly though you’d let me go
what does it feel like being in the right 100 percent of the time
and i been gleaming like a million stars the stars up in the sky
but you still can’t see me shine
i don’t care i’ll make you see me one these days
i think about you everyday
your words are stuck inside my brain
but i’ll keep going i’ll keep going
sometime i wish i’d fade away
i keep my feelings in the safe
i wish i’d throw the key away

[senses]
What can i say that you don’t already know?
I’m so far yet I’m so close 
I’m with you yet I’m alone 
My heart burns yet my soul froze 
Who are you to tell me I’m doing wrong?
Who are you to judge who I’ve become 
I won’t give you what you want 
Not afraid of what will come



(s/o dc)

blood of misery [liltumblrxo]

liltumblrxo

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