i hate myself

IHATEAVOCADOS

One Up

From the Deluxe edition of "Outsider"
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BORN ALONE (Prod. TunnABeatz)

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Produced, Performed & Written by Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Alex Fyock

Lyrics:

Sometimes I can get caught up
I can get let down
I can get let go of by someone I found
It can feel like I’m up all the way to my ears
In thoughts of what I’ll never be
It’s like what don’t I got?
To what do I amount?
Am I living some way that I shouldn’t somehow?
Is there more I should be, or should do, or should find?
Am I enough or will I ever be?

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle like the liquor was blue
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Sometimes I can get caught up
And forget who’s around
And live like the future’s more precious than now
It’s like no matter where I stay or who sits beside me
I can feel alone and somewhere else
And sometimes I can feel unloved
I can feel burned out
I can feel unseen like I’m the ghost of myself
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I need some help
Or maybe I need to scream just to feel out loud

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle, get a wish from the booze
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Pressure

Stream

SonReal - Everywhere We Go (Prod  Burd & Keyz)

@RahnHarper - Slide Thru (ft. @WhatsUpVon) [Prod. @LocoLosBeatz]

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Lyrics 

You got me begging on my knees for some loving form you
momma hit me with that address let me slide on through 
see imma get it right for you
I might spend a couple thousand just tonight on you (thousand)

So let me slide on thru
slide slide on thru 
slide slide on thru 
I just ordered up and uber its gone be here in a few
what you wanting girl you need it cuz tonights about you 

I feel fresher than I've ever been I know it, yeah they know it 
girl as soon as you arrive the night got going
I've been rollin all alone now, she gone be my brand new rolling stone now 
with the homies all us selling shows out, oh wow

music blasting so loud Im just tryna go out 
momma tellin me to slow down, I don't know how 
see im in control like the mother ship
and I can tell I'm on some other shit 
I can tell who they not fucking with it 
I am fulfilling the covenant 

And all I'm receiving is love in this 
I can tell your girl be loving it 
I see the game and I'm running it
Prosecco I'm pouring up bubbly 

Raise your glasses lemme say a toast 
cheer to my life I love the most 
here's to my life I hate to boast 
but I'm bout to flex til the day I go (hey)
And I can tell that they know I'm bout to flex before I go

Slide Thru

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Slide Thru (ft. Von Alexander) [Prod. Rowan]

Ryan Caraveo - Jealousy

Let me show you that I'm so...

Additional Vocals: Melodee Belle 

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Lyrics:

Supposed to be just you and me, this ain't no accident
she said yeah yeah yeah
I want to love you and show you that I'm so passionate
she said yeah yeah yeah

Verse (0:30-1:12)
Crazy that I caught feelings
At first I told myself no
Most relationships will just fuck me up
and I've been doing fine on my own
I, know it's bad I've got problems
I, need to open up more
I, never look at old pictures and most memories I keep stored  Now, everything has started changing (aye)
You've got me hooked and I'm waiting (aye)
it's wild how something that started off friendly, turned into something I'm craving
That smile's got me hooked
It's white as snow with great teeth.
Girl I know you caught me looking
I hope that last smile was for me
In the sun your hair is blonder
I love the fact you keep longer
Eyes are green and your a talker
Full of stories like an author
When I'm with you I'm always happy
Usually we both are laughing
I know it's real, and I can't pass it
I've finally got a chance to have it

Hook: (1:12-1:40)
Supposed to be just you and me, this ain't no accident
she said yeah yeah yeah
I want to love you and show you that I'm so passionate
she said yeah yeah yeah
Tie your hair up when your busy
Let me take it down (ugh)
I think about you even when you're not around
Text you when I miss you.
So that's like... all day....
I should probably leave for class but you make me want to stayyyy

Verse 2:
My friends all like you
And they think your cool
Last week you came to meet my parents now they like you too
Almost everytime I eat we share it I leave a bite for you
Somehow you keep your body skinny, yet I know you love your food
Little bit of edge
but I like that
Never let me act up
You would fight that
I was on a bad path getting blacked out
in the background too much skipping class bad but I'm back now
You and me are still complicated
Still single, but i would be proud to date ya
I'm with ya, never one to boss or make ya
do anything you don't want to do
We'll enjoy the winter.
Imma keep you warm.
Through those freezing cold mornings and snow storms
But please remember even roses have their thorns
So if we ever start to argue let's remember
The initial spark.
The initial feeling.
The initial memory.  I won't let anyone steal it Lemme know when it's time
I've got a lot on my mind
Now that I am yours.
And we'll, now that you are mine

Hook:
Supposed to be just you and me, this ain't no accident
she said yeah yeah yeah
I want to love you and show you that I'm so passionate
she said yeah yeah yeah
Tie your hair up when your busy
Let me take it down (ugh)
I think about you even when you're not around
Text you when I miss you.
So that's like... all day....
I should probably leave for class but you make me want to stayyyyy

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passionate (prod. HALP)

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Where I Belong [Prod. by JULiA LEWiS]

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Snap 2

Gotta Be Real 
(Prod by Cameron AirborneX Bmagic302)
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NO Genre

Gotta Be Real

Gotta Be Real ft BMagic302

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