Lyrics:

What can I do to feel better
It's not even rainy
I don't have a playlist 
Laying around
For a day when a sadder day comes about
Don't really listen to music
But making it's on my to do list
It's like a daily routine
For you it's a hobby, for me it's a dream
Making music is a passion
Staying true with it's exactly
What the plan's been
But my last rap's 
An example
Of a story
Made-up entirely for a rap
But I wouldn't call it that (I call my work poetry, nothing more, nothing less)
It's only poetry on a paper with an instrumental in the back
It's only cold to people close to me for the emotion that I had (What I write is liked only by people close to me, as far as I know)
From now on, I won't post a track if it's finished
But written
Bout something that never happened (I won't make up a story just to be able to write a rap again, unless it's for good reason)
It takes away
From what can relate
To people if it's true
Opposed to if it's fake (If I write something that people can relate to, that's awesome. But if the story of the track was made-up and not true, the praise I get from people who listened to it doesn't feel deserved.)
I wrote today
To say
I won't create
Another page
Of anything but the facts I face (I won't write anything that isn't true.)
Kind of fast
I'll slow the pace
Not a rap
It's poetry
Composed of 
Broken puzzle pieces holding me (The puzzle pieces represent the lyrics on my paper before they're written down. They're puzzle pieces that are broken apart before I put them together. Writing poetry is my instant goto when I'm feeling down)
Back from fully going underneath
The weather
I'm not even sick, but I need to get better (I need to get better at my craft; writing)
Hopefully, I do
Time will tell you soon
If I improve
But there isn't time to lose (Gotta keep writing)

Everybody Dies In Their Nightmares (Remix)

Change of Plans - misbeHayes (Prod. DatBoiDJ)

OMW - misbeHayes (Prod. DREAMR)

Patience (Prod. AIRAVATA)

Happy Birthday (Prod. AIRAVATA)

Feelings Change (Prod. Apes)

Photo Credit: http://www.picturequotes.com/good-memories-quote-6-picture-quote-620295

Times We Had (Prod. AIRAVATA)

Photo Credit: https://www.pexels.com/@lukas-rychvalsky

Secluded Success (Prod. Xtravulous)

Quote Credit: http://hello-kikii.blogspot.com/2011/10/ill-be-lost.html

be fine (Prod. Xtravulous x YoungTaylor)

Photo Credit: 

https://zodiacmore.com/how-you-act-when-you-are-depressed-according-to-your-zodiac-sign/

Or

https://www.google.com/search?rlz=1CAHPZP_enUS802&biw=1366&bih=627&tbm=isch&sa=1&ei=AfdbW-WnNsmN0gKMxYWoDA&q=depressed+boy&oq=depressed+boy&gs_l=img.3..0l10.37963.39843.0.40062.13.9.0.4.4.0.146.994.3j6.9.0....0...1c.1.64.img..0.13.1034...35i39k1j0i67k1.0.qPJE4baQFmo#imgrc=8SdczHeYAojZ-M:

Unhappy (Prod. AIRAVATA)

Life Goes On (Prod. Ca$hmere)

Photo Credit: 

https://dailyquotes99.com/photos/6123967/wallpapers-of-broken-friendship-lovesovecom-with-dirt-in-my-hands

Or

https://www.google.com/search?q=broken+friendship&rlz=1CAHPZP_enUS802&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjS06vJ54TdAhXEGTQIHR8wDb0Q_AUICigB&biw=1366&bih=623#imgrc=pPKzv0kjzZOS_M:

True Friends are Nonexistent (Prod. Fly Melodies)

Photo Credit: 

https://medium.com/the-mission/13-creatives-on-dealing-with-disenchantment-4b9166819839

Huge thank you to my brother, Jarell for working on this song with me!

Young I.T.B. - https://soundcloud.com/jarell-brinson-278358857

whyzoo??? - https://www.youtube.com/user/zomdomo

In my Feels ft. Young I.T.B. (Prod. whyzoo)

whyzoo???: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0e8EEYuOwDfWVPD2XASNBg

david morse:

https://traktrain.com/davidmorse

Photo Credit: 

https://www.wymt.com/content/news/Clouds-move-in-tonight-Rain-chances-increase-565946671.html

can't wait (prod. whyzoo x david morse)

19 year old sad boy

update: i am NOT 19 anymore 🙅🏽‍♂️

Winters

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