Thanks lotus this helped me so much,i lost my father last jully,sometimes its hard to sing along

lotus and nothing nowhere and lil aaron and Seth all got me through so much when I was like 16. I can't explain how important these people are in my life because they saved is many times. I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for them

This song always meant so much bro your so good

This era of lotus was really something special. Songs hit your soul

new merch @ 93feetofsmoke.com
VID: https://youtu.be/6dqwdAp8_wA

prod. mix @93feetofsmoke
master @polearm

bloodymary
bloodymary
bloodymary
x2

Backspins
Have u crawling on the floor
I know u have been 
I cant fw all ur homies
U a hasbeen
Topspeed in residentials
Try not crash it
Not tryina get capped
Not tryina get stuck up 
Up in traffic
Cuz i aint goin out sad
I know it happens 
Way too early
Way too often
And its tragic 
I've seen unspeakable things
You can't imagine

Why u think I'm always good up in the house then?
I got gluee she got gucci on the trashcan
i got blues to stay all night and call it roxanne
if the world is up at large then where do i stand?

He mixed the white with the white 
and called it vineyard vines
mix the yellow with the green
I'm smokin lemon lime
sally sellin sea shells i bet im sellin twice
94 on APR already tripled twice

sheeeeesh
sheeeesh
sheeeeesh
bloodymary
bloodymary
bloodymary
x2

BLOODYMARY (sheeeesh!) VID IN DESC

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

scratch at my skin
 wonder what it all meant
a casket under a flowerbed
or ashes spread against the world you live
pull me apart and get it over with
I wonder what its like inside your head
pull me apart and get it over with

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

bloom [prod. slidinmoon & acidfunk]

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

Gallows

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

Take u With Me

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

i shouldn't look back w/ scum & lil lotus [prod fats'e]

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

Ft.
https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath 
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath

Prod.
https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

Art.
https://twitter.com/disintegr8tion
https://www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

Feeling like shit  Ft. smrtdeath (Prod. 4evr)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

UR AURUS SO FAKE FOOL
LOOK AT THIS SHIT ON MY TABLE
BETWEEN HER LEGS I'M ENTANGLED
BAG OF CRUSHED DREAMS FROM THE ANGELS

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DON'T LOVE URSELF
I'M TRYING TO THINK FOR MYSELF
I WOULD JUST RUN BUT MY BAGS
TOO BIG WITH CARDS I'VE BEEN DEALT

DON'T NEED A BITCH
I NEED A DOLLAR N I NEED A WHIP
& I NEED A CRIB BY THE DIAMOND SEA STRIP
& FUCK ALL THESE BITCHES
THEY ALL ON MY DICK

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DON'T LOVE YOURSELF

NEED STOP DRINKING MIND SLIPPING LIKE HEALTH
THEY LOOK AT ME DIFFERENT, PROBABLY AS WELL
I CAN STILL SEE THROUGH THE ENERGY DEALT

UR AURUS SO FAKE FOOL
LOOK AT THIS SHIT ON MY TABLE
BETWEEN HER LEGS I'M ENTANGLED
BAG OF CRUSHED DREAMS FROM THE ANGELS

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DON'T LOVE URSELF
I'M TRYING TO THINK FOR MYSELF
I WOULD JUST RUN BUT MY BAGS
TOO BIG WITH CARDS I'VE BEEN DEALT

93FEETOFSMOKE * 2k16 SINGLES *

HOW DO U LOVE ME U DONT LOVE URSELF

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

lyrics:

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can't get these thoughts out my head (aye, aye)
and i can't even leave my own bed (aye, aye)
like whatchu even want me to say?
i've been feeling dead for too long
someone get the sand man
i just wanna sleep sound 
i don't wanna be round no more, no more

i'm so sick of it
lately i'm not into it
tryna be more intimate
i don't wanna talk if you're not gonna listen yet

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can never tell what you want
baby you can cry in my arms
i swear imma do you no harm
cause you're everything i want 

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on

sad year (prod. taylor morgan & scotty splash)

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

LIL LOTUS

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