Thanks lotus this helped me so much,i lost my father last jully,sometimes its hard to sing along

lotus and nothing nowhere and lil aaron and Seth all got me through so much when I was like 16. I can't explain how important these people are in my life because they saved is many times. I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for them

This song always meant so much bro your so good

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

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Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
baby
i jus wanna get thru
the night

I jus wanna get thru
yea
i jus wanna get thru
the night

yea ur everything i want
all mapped up inside
of the fucking darkness
of my mind
yea ur everything 
i want
yea ur everything
i need
then i swear to god
ill try to be fine

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
baby
i jus wanna get thru
the night

I jus wanna get thru
the night w you
yea
baby u should jus put down
the knife

get thru the night w you

Gallows

instagram.com/harvestdusker
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every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

spotify

wasting your time w/ lil lotus

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

guess i'll c u around
guess i'll dream u now

got my tongue 
tied round your thumb
just forget bout the rest
of my body

i know i fucked up
doing line after line
till it haunts me

couple pills 
but i still dont feel nothing
u steal my breath
like i never say nothing

I guess I'll see you around
I guess I'll dream you now
Ya I know I fucked up
Plz don't let me let u down

guess I'll see u around

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/gldentx
Prod: 
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92
https://soundcloud.com/tnght_tmrw

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I know u miss me w/ bradyamour (Prod. keeper x tnght/tmrrw)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

self conscious

s/o @astvri <3 https://youtu.be/J5C4gncWsvA

       -lyrics-
I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you 

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

*^ Blood stains on my carpet **
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
** that's on my home screen **

sulfur of the faucet (prod. 93)

sulfur out the faucet

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

Stop caring bout my health
Quit faking all you've felt
We're not special I've been dealt
Too many cards to hold as well

Fuck off and burn in hell
Beat my face into the ground
I'm still waiting for the sound
Of bullets exiting your mouth

Bite the curb and sleep well
Fight hard like you've felt
All the pain on her shelf
I don't fucking know half

bite the curb and sleep well

i don't wanna go out ft. smrtdeath (prod. hkfiftyone)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow
Art. https://twitter.com/disintegr8tion
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

she be gettin mad
told me kill myself 
but iont want
i want money in my hands 
baby u can leave 
but ima count up 

u could be in magazines
girl its easy 
if you want a diamond ring
baby please me 
iont even need a team
and they still see me
one day ima have my name on the TV

iont wanna die rn
i wanna feel alive some how 
money in the air fall down
i cant even care rn

i dont wanna die rn (prod. Jake Markow)

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

LIL LOTUS

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